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// June and July 
// Story: The Life of A God 
// by Eventide Indigo 
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June 29th

School ended two days ago and things have been super boring here. I miss Tia a lot. We didn't speak much this year, I guess she just caught that disease that makes everyone hate me. I thought she was so nice...

I overheard her talking with some of her better friends in the last week of school. She called me a freak. 

I'm not a freak. Right? Mom told me that there was nothing to be ashamed of. That I should be darn proud of myself, but... it's so hard to love yourself in a world where everyone hates you. I thought Celestia would love me one day. But why should anyone love me? I'm just a freak. 

I miss Luna too. She's weird. But in a cool way... if that makes sense. She gets me. She doesn't judge me or call me mean names. A month ago, she told me to call her Lulu. Lulu is so kind to me. She gives me part of her lunch everyday and hse always sits beside me. 

I hope one day Tia will love me too.
-Discord    

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July 17th

I'm in my room right now. All the orphans are only allowed to go outside once a day for an hour for 'security reasons'. I finished all my books and we only get new things on our birthdays or Hearth's Warming Eve, so all I have is Cupcake and a tennis ball they give us. 

I played this game where I lay on my bed and threw the ball at the ceiling and then tried to catch it again. But then one of the caretakers burst in and yelled at me because it made a thumping noise. I cried after she left because I don't get yelled at a lot. 

Mommy never used to yell at me.

I can't wait until she comes back for me so we can go home. 
-Discord