I had a dream. Yes I know that everypony have their dreams. But I was the lucky one. My dream became true.
When I was only seven years old, I saw the Wonderbolts in my home city, the Cloudsdale. They were doing so amazing tricks. From that time, I wanted to become one of them.
I trained so hard, watched them and even... well this is embarrassing... I even stalked them. But one day, on the Great Galloping Gala, one of them told me about their academy.
I was like, “YEAH! Finally I can be one of them!” It was beautiful feeling. They’ve accepted me and I trained hard under the orders of Spitfire, the captain of the Wonderbolts. Spitfire was just amazing. I passed. It’s true, I was a wingpony for the first time, but after some days Spitfire saw what’s really within me. I still can’t believe that I’ve done so many mistakes.
I came back to Ponyville to my friends, waiting for letter from the Wonderbolts. When it has to come, it didn’t. It was painful. It was terrible. It was my last chance to become one of the best flyers in Equestria. But it failed.
I felt miserable. But actually, something great happened. The Wonderbolts came into my house to personally tell me that I was accepted. I thought that it was the best thing what could happen, but it wasn’t. It was the worst thing. And I slowly started destroying my life.
I left my friends behind. We weren’t friends anymore. Oh, if I could return the time.
I moved into the headquarters of the Wonderbolts. I had everything. New home, new friends and my dream came true. But it wasn’t enough for me. Who wants too much, will soon have nothing.
But it wasn’t only my mistake. I fell in love with one stallion, but he was also a Wonderbolt. And we broke the rules. It wasn’t so bad, because only I, the love of mine and my friend Blaze knew about this. But things got even worse. We’ve paid for this way too high price.
My only friend felt into coma. It made me very sad. And thanks to that rat Dark Flame, Spitfire knew about our rule-break. I couldn’t hold my emotions. But it was great feeling when my hooves punched his face. But now it was for sure. We were dismissed.
I still had anger in my heart and I wanted to revenge. I made the biggest mistake in my life. But the worst thing is that I pulled Streak to that imaginary bottom of my life with me. We’ve joined the Shadowbolts.
For first it looked good, they were friendly, no rules and I’ve even met Lightning Dust. She was my leadpony in the academy. And now we were together again.
Shadowbolts were planning something like an assault. First thing was to spread fear. We showed everypony that the Shadowbolts have returned and they are still the best. But it went more dangerous.
Night Shade, the captain of the Shadowbolts, continued with her plan. Now, when everypony knew that we are back, it was time to strike! With traitors within lines of Wonderbolts, we flew into the headquarters and our purpose was to destroy it with every Wonderbolt.
The fight was very exhausting with many looses on both sides, but we had chance to win. This was my only good decision.
Flash of my memories went through my mind and I got it all. I knew that I was enraged and I also made many mistakes, but the last decision of my life was the good one.
I, the best flyer of Equestria, have sacrificed myself, to save my real captain and my only friend. I couldn’t live with that feeling. I’ve regretted every little thing what I’ve done. I made only one good thing. I’m sorry for that.
-Rainbow Dash