October 2nd, 2025
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"Ow, my head!" were the first words that crept out of my mouth. I sat up in my bed, still bewildered over last night. My bed...? Was it all a dream? I threw the crispy sheets onto the floor and slowly got up. "What happened last night? Ugh!". I seemed to be tripping over my own feet as started slowly descending the staircase into my old, dusty living room. I quickly closed my eyes as the warm, autumn sun bathed my face. "So it was all a dream, Eh? Ha! I knew it..". My spirit bloomed when i thought about this. Oh my god. It wasn't a dream. my living room is still a mess! How did i get into my bed? I don't remember...Oh, whatever. I don't seem to remember anything at all. Sudden flashbacks of last night filled my head. "Oh G-g-god..." I felt my heart tremble when i picked up the broken frame of my mother's picture. "Where is the pic-" I barely managed to finish my sentence when i noticed a (or the) small piece of paper with the picture of the sun lying on the floor. "I might need this...Who am i talking to anyways? Gee...". I stuffed it into my pocket as i solemnly flopped into my dad's old chair. I don't care where i sit anymore. In fact, i don't really care about living anymore.
Later that same day
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Oh my God! A solar eclipse coming up in march! This must be linked to what happened!
October 31st, 2025
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Halloween. (*tear marks clearly visible on the page*). I still remember Halloween with Dashie... So long ago! I can't believe it's already been a month since her disappearance...
December 6th, 2025
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After extensive research, i finally found the information i need! The solar eclipse, the "magic" words, the sun! They're all linked together. Something tells me all this wasn't an accident... Don't have time to write a lot. I spend most of my time in Dashie's old room, doing research on that ugly old computer, crying... I quit my job. There's no point in working anymore. There's no joy in working anymore. I'm getting low on food, have to go to the store soon.
December 24th, 2025.
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Christmas eve. I have no one to spend it with. No family, no friends, nothing. I'm all alone in this cruel world. All by myself. No one to love, no one to care about. I still remember my last Christmas with Dashie... The day i got her those cute little socks, that cute little outfit. It looked so good on her, now it's gone. All gone. I wish it never happened, but i can't go back in time. I can't change anything. I feel powerless, hopeless...
December 25th, 2025
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A new year is ahead of me. I don't really care. I started watching MLP FIM again, just to see her... Even if she isn't the same, it still helps me remember her face, her big, emotional eyes.
January 3rd, 2026
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Happy new year! I managed to finish all of the episodes. Looks like Hasbro ran out of ideas! HA! I have a good idea for them! My God damned life...
February 4th, 2026
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Haven't written in my diary for over a month. Why you ask? Too busy moping around my house, remembering the past. The solar eclipse is in a month, i have to keep on looking, looking for answers. I NEED ANSWERS GOD DAMN IT! Something gave me a lead to what's happening, and i can't find out what! Every night i sit in bed and think about my past life, all those years, wasted! WASTED! I have no one to talk to but myself. I'm going crazy, that's what's happening. I'm going nuts! I keep on seeing things in my dreams! My dreams... I wish i had better dreams... The only thing i ever dream about is the day i found Dashie! The day we went to the race! I can't take it anymore....
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I can't see anything, but i don't care. I actually saw princess Celestia in my dream! She said something, i cant remember what. This isn't a coincidence... The princess, the dreams, everything! I keep forgetting that i saw a Pegasus. That seems like some pretty damned good evidence that something is going on, right? The look on the Princesses face... It looked like she was crying, trying to tell me something. I think i saw something very colorful behind her. Could it have been..? No. It couldn't have...Although, how many ponies are there in existence that have rainbow hair? It had to be her! I saw my daughter in my dream! I'm so excited i actually dropped my pen! Ha! I MUST talk to the princess! I must....Even if it's impossible...i must...
March 19th, 2026
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I had another dream last night. Even stranger than the first. I saw Twilight sparkle! She also seemed pretty sad. Did i hear her say "Mr. Dash"? These dreams aren't a coincidence. There's something going on here! Only 10 days left 'till the solar eclipse.....not much time... I need more leads.