I don't own mlp or anything like that. This is something purely something i'm doing for the fun or whatever. Some of the characters may or may not be out of character. This is how i see the characters. This is written by RogueShadow Winterborn (aka Rogueshadow)
Dear Diary,
Today was okay, I did my weather patrol. We had some rain it felt good on my coat after such a hot weekend. I couldn't help but think though that it kind of matched what's going on with my friends though. I mean we're good friends and such, but lately it seems we're busy doing other things. Twilight doing her own thing between the princesses and the public library and Canterlot she works hard sometimes always studying and learning new things. Applejack is busy with Big Mac at the farm. Its apple bucking season after all, but even she's found a new colt and has been spending more time with him. I look at Big Mac sometimes, I mean he's a stallion of few words but I can tell he misses his little sister around. I've been hanging around Pinkie Pie a lot I mean I love my friend and what not but being grounded sucks so much! I know she can't help being an earth pony but I want to fly sometimes! Rarity's store has gotten pretty big lately, so she's been really busy with orders from other cities to fill with stuff or whatever she does. I don't see her as often as I used to. I see Sweetie Belle just wandering around the streets more, guessing even her own sister is busy for her. It's kind of sad though.
Fluttershy… I've known her all of my life. We were even in the flying school together. Lately though, she's been acting weird. I mean she's always been a scared pony. She's even afraid of her own shadow for crying out loud. When she comes into town she doesn't really speak to anyone, even Applejack. I tried asking what was wrong or telling her how I felt her hiding stuff from me but she just completely voided the question.
I thought we were the symbols of harmony and were supposed to be best friends for life and always be around each other. I mean yeah I act all cool and what not, I kind of feel like I have to be sometimes. Putting on a front for the public is draining though, that's why I'm writing this thing. People are expecting me to be okay. I mean I don't have the time to really 'hangout' with other ponies due to my work and me going for the Wonderbolts try outs in a few months. Sigh, I guess people just naturally drift apart sometimes.
Is it bad that I miss the old days? Where everyone would spend the night at each other's houses and we would always come and hang out at Sugar Cube corner no matter what. We would laugh, have fun, Pinkie Pie would through awesome parties and then we would all have a blast! I miss those days. I really do.
Speaking of Pinkie Pie… she's probably one of the few and only people I hang out from the old days. She's taking over Mr. and Ms . Cake's bakery though since they are retiring soon due to stress or something Pinkie Pie bounces around so much it's hard to understand her sometimes.. They had a late start I guess.
I remember when everything used to be 20% cooler now it's just boring and dumb. Sigh, as I repeat, I miss the old days. I miss our friends being close and hanging out, laughing, singing, dancing, going on adventures, and so much more. Everyone's breaking up it seems and moving on. Is this how it's going to be from now on? We just… move on and yeah we're still friends but we don't talk or even say how are you when we pass in the streets? Diary I don't know how I feel about these changes. My group of friends… my family seems to just split up. It's heartbreaking to me. But I still have to keep a cool face and pep in my step after all I AM the one and only Rainbow Dash! Just please don't tell anyone these days, when I'm in my clouds chilling out I'm secretly crying because I miss my best friends… I miss my family.
Simply,
Rainbow Dash
Thank you for reading! sorry for the mistakes in this one i promise in the future it will be a bit longer and i'll keep it better to the mlp language i'm just really tired right now and i wrote this on a whim due to some things going on right now.