Pinkamena Takes Over
The Remake
Chapter 1
Notice:This is an remake of an story that is based from a song called Something Broke: The Continuing Tale Of Pinkie Pie and Ponycide created by TarbyRocks, I'm remaking this story to fix the errors, plotholes, and make it stronger. Credit to TarbyRocks and thanks to VozDeSuenos for if it wasn't for him me and MrE380 wouldn't have made this fanfic, MLP FIM is (c) to the Hub, Hasbro and Lauren Faust. Shadow is (c) to MrE380, all rights reserved. Also if you want to read the original version of this story just message me and I’ll link it.
It was a sunny day in Equestria, an beautiful day with not a cloud in sight. It looks like the Pegasus wanted a day off, most of them were still tired from the computation they had the other day, and Rainbow Dash, still being her normal Rainbow Dash self was still bragging about how awesome it was to hang out with the Wonderbolts that day. She talked about it like it lasted for months.
The birds were singing a great little tune and little rabbits were hopping about in happy pairs, the wind blew calmly with the leafs in veriest trees blowing along with it, sometimes whistling in the wind. It was such a lovely day, everypony was outside enjoying the sun. Everypony except for Pinkie Pie that is, she was sitting down at a table in the middle of town eating a sundae. She was thinking about the Best Young Flyers Competition, and about Rainbow Dash's sonic rainboom.
While she was deep in thought Rainbow Dash was flying in the air just enjoying life, when she notices Pinkie Pie wasn’t really being her usual Pinkie Pie self. A bit worried she flew down right above her head, Pinkie Pie being unaware of Rainbow Dash kept on thinking.
"Are you OK Pinkie?" Pinkie Pie jump when she heard Rainbow Dash, as she fell her back hit the ground and she twitched a little.
"Oh Dashie you scared me." She said through her back pain.
"Hehe, sorry about that." Rainbow Dash said landing on the ground.
"Is everything OK Pinkie Pie? You're not being your usual self." Suddenly Pinkie Pie stood straight up and had her usual smile on her face, but Rainbow Dash didn’t mind the smile, in fact she welcomes it sometimes.
"Oh I'm perfectly fine Rainbow Dash just thinking, how about you?" Pinkie Pie asked as she went back to eating her sundae.
Rainbow Dash rubbed the back of her head, "I got an old friend coming over from Green Pains, want to make a party for him?" she asked hoping it wasn’t too much.
Pinkie Pie jump at the chance to greet any new pony coming into Equestria, “Sure! Oh I gotta set up Sugarcube Corner!” she said jumping up and down with joy. “I gotta get party supplies, you can finish my sundae Dashie I gotta get started!” Pinkie Pie smiled as she took off and got right into the party planning before Rainbow Dash could even tell her about her friend.
Rainbow Dash rubbed her head again, “Pinkie Pie sure is the hyper and quick type.” she told herself. With a quick stare she pushed Pinkie Pie’s sundae a few inches away from her, then quickly took flight again.
Over at a distance wasteland is a place called Green Plains, it's not a long ways from where Rainbow Dash lives over in Equestria, if you’re a Pegasus that is. Somewhere outside there was a blue horse, with green eyes and had a cutie mark of a heart talking to a close friend.
"Your leaving Shadow?" Ask Blue in confusion as Shadow had to repeat his friend what he just told him three seconds ago.
"I told you Blue, I am going to Equestria to meet a friend over there." Shadow was a black Pegasus with the cutie mark of a Yin-Yang symbol, he also had blue eyes.
"Remember the last time you went over there? You got banned from the princess and got thrown out by her guards, and was warned never to go back over there again." Blue reminded Shadow.
Shadow just laugh at the memory, as if it was not a big deal to him. "I told you Blue, I have a friend over there and she is able to get me inside there to help her celebrate a computation that she had yesterday."
Before Blue could even say the name that came to his mind when Shadow said the word computation, Shadow was already gone and was heading to Equestria leaving Blue wondering how he moves so fast.
Back at Ponyville Pinkie Pie was at SugarCube Corner, setting up party decorations, "La la la laaaaa.~" Pinkie Pie sang while setting up balloons, she loves to throw and attend parties, in fact she thinks she's the best at parties.
She looked around the room and saw everything was in place, now she just needs to invite ponies, which is usually everypony in town. She was so happy to greet a new pony who was coming over for a visit, so happy in fact she forgot all about the sonic rainboom.
"Okie dokie, everything is in place…wait what's this?" Pinkie Pie suddenly notices one of the many streamers wasn't hanging right.
She quickly got a small chair and sat it below the streamer, she got on top of the chair and tried to reach for it. She was having trouble reaching it however as balancing on a chair was hard, so she tried stretching herself. As she was doing that the chair was wobbling a little, when Pinkie Pie leaned forward to the streamer too much and the chair tipped over causing Pinkie Pie to fall hitting her head off the edge of a table.
"Ow...guess I leaned too much..." Pinkie Pie said laying on the floor.
She tried to get up but her head was hurting, she rubbed it but that made it worse. After she was finally able to get up she went to get something for her headache, when she suddenly had a flashback,. It was a sonic rainboom, the one Pinkie Pie was trying to remember earlier. Pinkie Pie even though her head was in pain was trying to remember the area which the flash in her head was, but with no luck.
"Aw cupcakes, I finally remembered where I saw that sonic rainboom, but now I don't know where it was." she told herself while rubbing her head.
As she took some headache pills she suddenly remembered something, Twilight had a memory spell she used to help Rarity remember where she left her work glasses once, and used it to restore her friends back to normal after being Discorded that one time. Maybe Twilight could help her to remember more about that flashback!
Pinkie Pie decided to do just that, she hated not being able to remember things, and maybe it'll help her to better remember her childhood. First she really needed to get her head better, she could find Twilight later, but right now she has a too bad of a headache to do anything right now.
A few hours later Pinkie Pie arrived at Twilight's house, she knocked on the door excitedly and after a few minutes Twilight finally open the door.
"Oh hi Pinkie, can I help you?" Twilight asked with a smile.
"Well I was wondering if you could use that memory spell of yours that you used to help Rarity before." Pinkie Pie told her as she hopped in place.
Twilight thought back and remembered the exact spell she meant, "Sure I can try, why lost something?" She asked letting Pinkie Pie inside.
"Yes, well no. Not exactly, see I'm having trouble remembering my past." Pinkie Pie told Twilight as she walked in and sat by a nearby table.
"So you want me to help you remember?" Twilight asked closing the door and
going to get the book that shows how to perform the spell Pinkie Pie wanted.
"Yes, I just can't remember it myself." Pinkie told her with a sigh, she really hated not being able to remember stuff.
Twilight quickly found the book and began reading it before looking up at Pinkie Pie, "Well the type of spell you want sometimes takes a bit of time to work." she told her.
Pinkie Pie was confused by that, "What you mean it takes time?" she asked.
"Well depending on the pony, or how much you want to remember, it can work right away or take a few minutes to hours to work. But it always works within one day." Twilight explained.
Pinkie Pie nodded ready for her to try the spell, Twilight put her book down and walked over to Pinkie Pie. She put her horn over Pinkie Pie's head and performed the spell, her horn lit up for a few minutes then went back to normal.
"...That's it?" Pinkie Pie asked.
"Yep, just give it a few, it'll work soon." Twilight told her.
"Okie dokie lokie, well I better get back to the party planning. Can you do me a quick favor and invite our friends? I still got to get everything set up, see you later alligator." Pinkie Pie said then skipped happily back to Sugarcube Corner excited.
Twilight watched as Pinkie Pie went off, she rolled her eyes with a smile on her face, she was happy that she could help out her friend but she kind of wonder what was in Pinkie Pie’s mind that she forgot. "Anything could happen if you go into her mind". She told herself.
Later Pinkie Pie had everything for the party all set up, all that was left was for Rainbow Dash's friend to show up. Pinkie Pie was in her room looking in the mirror, "That was a lot of work, but oh so worth it." she told herself.
She picked up her book that she kept her recipes in, it was pink and was covered with yellow flowers. “Hm, wonder if Dashie’s friend like chocolate cake?” She asked herself, as she was reading flashes suddenly started to go through her head.
At first it scared her but soon realized it must've been Twilight's memory spell taking effect, as the flash went through her mind she giggled at her childhood memories. Then the memory of that sonic rainboom was finally revealed, along with it was the memory of how she got her Cutie Mark. Among her childhood memories were memories of her family, and her sisters.
She forgot how she and her sisters were once close, heck she even almost forgot she had sisters by how far apart and distance they are now. She was almost giggling with tears of joy by these old forgotten memories, but then she remembered more memories that made her stop giggling.
“Wh-wha...” She asked herself as these memories had a different feel, as they continued her mane and tail flatten. Her Pinkie Pie smile was gone, new memories were coming back that were filled with sadness.
Pinkie Pie at first was uneasy at these new memories, but after more violent ones went through her head she grabbed her head dropping the book.
"No...no...stop...STOP!" She cried wanting the memories to go away.
As the memories were getting so violent it suddenly hit her, why she couldn't remember, they were suppressed memories that she never wanted to remember. The more she remembered the more she remembered the pain she felt when she was a filly and felt something that she hasn't felt in years...pain.
After a full ten minutes the memories stopped, Pinkie Pie laid her head down in tears. She had finally remembered her childhood, all of it, but she wished she hadn't now. "I-I feel woozy..." Pinkie Pie said holding her stomach.
She thought she was going to throw up, she was speechless as to what to say. She wished she never asked Twilight to use her memory spell, "I haven't felt like this since I was a filly." she told herself, remembering the suffering she had went through as a filly.
"Oh Celestia, why did...? Now I remember just how it scarred me..." She said remembering something, but didn’t want to think about it.
Pinkie Pie didn't know what to do, she felt so sick, she wanted the memories to go away again, she was in tears at the memories of her violent past. "Aw don't cry...Pinkie..." A voice said causing Pinkie Pie to jump.
Her hair flew back together and her color was coming back, she didn’t even knew her pink was going away when she was crying in pain. She turned and looked around, but saw no pony was around, maybe she was hearing things. She turned back to her mirror and immediately jumped backwards falling out of her chair, in her mirror was a reflection of her, but it was different.
Her reflection was a darker shade then she was, and her mane and tail was flatten, and her face looked like the face of an insane pony, "W-Who are...you..?" Pinkie Pie asked terrified.
Her reflection giggled in a distorted version of Pinkie's voice that sent shivers down her spine,
"Hehehe....I'm you...your true self...I'm Pinkamena Diane Pie..." her reflection told her.
Pinkie Pie was crawling backwards out of fear, "B-But I haven't been Pinkamena since I left my life on a rock farm behind me." she told her reflection who giggled more.
"Oh my dear little Pinkie Pie...you can never escape your past..." Her reflection told her.
"What do you want..?" Pinkie Pie asked too scared of the answer, she took a few breaths then slowly stood up awaiting an answer.
Her reflection giggled with an unnatural smile, then she said. "To kill..."
Pinkie Pie stepped backwards with a blank look on her, "K-Kill..!?" she asked in
shocked.
"Yes...Like before...when we..."
"NONONONONO I'm not listening!" Pinkie Pie yelled covering her ears.
She held her ears and kept her eyes shut for a good few minutes, after a bit of silence she looked at the mirror and saw that her reflection was back to normal. She thought she was going mad, after a bit of quick thinking she decided it was just her random mind playing with her, but she wanted to be around ponies, before she goes even madder.
Over at Cloudsdale Shadow found out where his friend Rainbow Dash lives, he didn't even bother knocking on the door, he just slammed his way through yelling at the top of his lungs, but when he stopped he notice that there was no one home.
After a few seconds a voice so soft that you could almost mute it came from behind him and said. "Hello?"
Shadow turned around to see Fluttershy, he knows everypony here through his friend Rainbow Dash's notes, but he said nothing but a friendly hello back.
"Rainbow Dash is not here at the moment." Fluttershy whispered in her shy tune, “Wh…who are you?” she asked.
“My name is Shadow, I am looking for a Pegasus that is blue…but she has rainbow hair you can’t miss her.” He explained.
“Oh…yes…her name is Rainbow Dash, she is a wonderful friend of mine, and what do you need her for?” Fluttershy asked still in her shy and nervous tune.
Shadow paused for a second and smiled, but he got rid of his smile as soon as he started to have the flashbacks from the last time he was here, and he didn’t wanted to be rude in front of Fluttershy. “She wrote me saying that I have to come here A.S.A.P. but she is not around now is she?”
“No I’m sorry you just missed her, she left not too long ago.” Fluttershy answered.
“Well…I guess I can wait, do you think you can show me around a bit?”
Suddenly there was laughter in the air, as Shadow and Fluttershy look up to the sky they notice their friend Rainbow Dash laughing. “Flirting with Fluttershy Shadow? You used that trick on me!” She laughed.
Shadow blush with embarrassment, Rainbow Dash was laughing so hard that she fell from the sky onto the cloud, she laughed until she started to cry. “I’m glad you could make it Shadow.” Rainbow Dash said as she stood up and gave him the tightest hug that you could give someone.
But she may have made it too tight as Shadow desperately tried to get air back into his lungs, he tap his friend on her shoulder in order for her to let go, his eyes were about to pop out any seconded from now if his friend did not let go fast enough.
"I really am glad the princess allowed you to come Shadow, how long are you planning on staying?" Rainbow Dash asked easing the hug up a bit so her friend could breathe.
Still wheezing for air he said in between breaths. "Only for a few days...maybe three."
"That’s cool, you already know Fluttershy don't you?" Rainbow Dash asked letting Shadow go.
After Shadow caught his breath again he turned to see Fluttershy, but being Fluttershy she
just hid behind her friend again. She remembers her last friend she had over and was worried that he might also be like her.
Shadow nodded his head, "We met." he said giving Fluttershy a slight smile,. This made Fluttershy feel more comfortable around the new Pegasus., but just a little.
"I am glad that everypony is going to get to know you Shadow, there is a party that is being set up for my awesome victory yesterday and for your arrival." Rainbow Dashed smiled excited.
"Rainbow I'm not famous why would you be throwing a party for me?"
"Oh I’m not the one who will be throwing it Shad, my good friend Pinkie Pie is, you got to meet her. She is the most random pony I ever met, and there is also Twilight, Applejack, and Rarity!"
Shadow never seen Rainbow Dash this excited before, it has been a while, many years to tell the truth since he saw his friend again. Shadow gave her friend a welcoming smile and said, "I can't wait." with a little bit of worry in the back of his mind.
“Pinkie Pie should have the party all planned out by now, we just got to wait for the invitation. But in the meantime...” Rainbow Dash looked over Shadow and stared at her front door, “maybe you could fix my door that you broke down?” she laughed.
Back at Ponyville Pinkie Pie was walking through town looking for her friends, she was still thinking about her memories that came back and her little reflection in her mirror, Pinkamena. Soon she came to Fluttershy's house, she was lost in a trance and did not even know where she ended up until she bumped into her mailbox, “Ouch...” she said as she rubbed her nose.
Noticing where she was she got a big grin on her face, but it turned back to a frown as she saw that Fluttershy wasn't at home. Disappointed she went off to Twilight's, it didn’t take too long as soon she was at her front door and she immediately knocked on it hoping she was at home.
"Oh hi Pinkie." Said a voice from behind Pinkie causing her to jump.
Pinkie Pie quickly turned around and was relieved to see it was only Twilight ,she was carrying a saddle bag filled with paper that Pinkie Pie recognised.
"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you,” Twilight said as she walked by Pinkie Pie opening her door, “I just got done sending out your invitations." Twilight told Pinkie Pie as she was walking inside.
"Oh i-it's OK Twilight." Pinkie replied following her.
"So what brings you here? Did that memory spell work yet?" Twilight asked putting her bags away.
Pinkie Pie looked down moving her right hoof in a circle like she was about to be in trouble. "W-Well...no. No it hasn't." Pinkie said biting her lip. She wouldn't dare tell her friend what her real past was, but at the same time she felt as if she had to talk to somepony about it.
"Well don't worry it will soon." Twilight replied unaware of the lie.
"Hey twilight..I'm running behind on the party can you use a spell to change the the invitations for tomorrow?" Pinkie Pie asked embarrassed.
"Sure Pinkie, but it's going to use a little bit of a difficult type of magic and I need to look up in a book on how to do it, but that's possible, what day you want them for? Sunday?" Twilight asked with a smile.
"That will be fine." Pinkie Pie said looking at the ground not even making eye contact to Twilight.
"But why are you running late you never run late for parties? If I recall, you even worked through an entire night just to make a party?" Twilight asked starting to feel like there’s something she wasn’t being told.
"Its just that I ran out of stuff and the stores are close for the night, I forgot to get them first in my excitement...." Pinkie Pie answered her.
Twilight stared at her confused, she wasn't acting like herself.. "Pinkie Pie...is there something wrong?" She asked worried.
Pinkie Pie almost jumped backwards out of fear, she was hoping she could hide her feelings but guess that’s impossible for a mare like her, since she was usually overly happy whenever she has something troubling her everypony could tell just by the lack of her cheers.
"Huh? Oh no...why would you say that?" She asked with a worry looked.
"You're late for a party, and normally I see you jumping up and down all the time just at the mere thought of a party." Twilight explained.
"Oh......I hurt myself working so I'm a little down." Pinkie Pie said rubbing her head which was still shore, she wasn’t lying as she did hurt herself but that was not the real reason why she was late for the party. She wasn’t even late for the party at all, she just lost all of her energy for today.
"Do you need some medication? " Twilight asked more worried as she walked up looking at where Pinkie Pie rubbed her head..
"No I'm fine...” Pinkie Pie said as she pushed Twilight away, “I just need to get some air that's all." she giggled trying to change the subject.
"OK, well just don't over work yourself Pinkie Pie, I worry about you but whenever you do need me, I’ll be here." Twilight said with a smile.
Pinkie Pie wanted to tell Twilight about the memories she helped her to remember so badly, but she was scared too. A quick look at Twilight’s clock showed it was getting close to around midnight, even tho she wanted to be around somepony she knew she shouldn't keep them up. Besides, maybe she’ll forget them later like she did all those years ago.
"It's getting very late, I better get on home." Pinkie Pie told Twilight as she started to walk towards the door.
"OK Pinkie, take care." Twilight replied.
On her way out she stopped thinking about something, she wanted to ask Twilight about it but was unsure. She decided not to bother her and should just go home.
"Hey Pinkie?" Twilight asked stopping her just in time.
"Y-Yeah?" Pinkie Pie stopped at the door and turned around to see what Twilight wanted.
"Are you sure you're OK?" Twilight asked still worried and her face surely shows that.
Pinkie Pie stared at her confused, why she was so worried about her? Their just friends, friends...why did that word made her feel so awful now? "I'm fine silly." She replied with a slight nod and smile, "Just got a headache that's all." she told her.
"Well OK then...well be careful don't want you to end up in the hospital." Twilight told her.
Pinkie Pie giggled like her usual self. "Oh silly it's just a headache nothing that bad, okie dokie?"
"Yeah guess you're right. Still, I worry about you sometimes." Twilight replied.
That made Pinkie Pie stopped giggling and gave her a look of surprise, "How come?" she asked.
"Well for starters you're so random which I don't mind, second the fact that you needed a memory spell to remember your childhood. That makes it seems like you either had a bad childhood and locked the memories away subconsciously, or something happen like you had a terrible accident." Twilight explained.
As she kept on explaining Pinkie Pie was listening and trying to remember if what she was saying really happen, but it was too painful to think right now
"And another thin...oops was I scolding again?" Twilight facehoof herself, "Sorry about that I scold so much I sometimes think I need therapy for it." She giggled.
Just then a flash popped into Pinkie Pie's head, normally she would've freaked out or thought more on it but didn't want to show any signs to Twilight. But it did made her more feel terrible, "I-I gotta go, see you later." she said before running out of the door.
Twilight watched as Pinkie Pie ran out of view, "Hm...something's not right, Pinkie isn't acting like herself." She thought to herself. She knew she was hiding something, but thought it would best if she let it go for the night.
When Pinkie Pie was a few minutes from home she started to slow down and started walking, with nothing but the moonlight lighting her way. She was thinking about that new flashback of her as a filly, taking therapy for something horrible that she can't or didn't want to remember. She knew it had something to do with other ponies she knew as an filly.
"Why do I keep remembering these bad memories?" She asked herself, she stopped and looked at herself in a small puddle. She sighed wanting these memories to disappear, and to be her usual happy self again.
"Pinkie~..." A voice said out of nowhere.
Pinkie quickly jumped up looking around fastly, and saw no pony was around. They were all probably asleep or at least inside their homes. As she was looking around she caught herself in a display mirror, suddenly she remembered that moment from earlier. She gulped and slowly turned back to the puddle wishing she was wrong, but she wasn't, in the puddle was Pinkamena.
"Oh no...not you again I was hoping that wasn't real..." She said not wanting to talk with her alter ego, that word made her shiver for some odd reason.
Pinkamena just giggled in her distorted voice making Pinkie Pie uneasy. "Well Pinkie Pie do you...remember yet..?" She asked holding her hooves up to her mouth giggling.
"Remember what?" She asked, but knew she didn’t want the answer.
"Our...father..." Pinkamena replied making a weird face.
Pinkie Pie did remember him, and how he just disappeared one day. But she knew that wasn't what her alter ego meant, then she started to remember something about thirteen days where something got worse, then she remembered something bad happen during those thirteen days then...nothing, that must’ve been when she locked those bad memories away.
"I...I remember something, really bad happen. But what?" She asked Pinkamena.
Pinkamena just giggled and floated around in the puddle, "Oh the thirteen days? Hahaha...I can...show you what happen...if you want to remember but...you won't like it hehehe..." she giggled.
"I need to know, I'm gonna regret it but I just gotta..." She told herself, she just had to know. Maybe then she could move on from them.
Pinkamena smiled a wide, unnerving smile. Then she disappeared and in her place was a scene of some sort, as Pinkie Pie watched she saw it was the rock farm she used to live on, as it continued it seemed like a nightmare.
She was seeing her past, but wished she hadn't asked to see it as it got to her getting abused by somepony. She turned away but in her shock and dismay, everywhere her reflection should be at was replaced by the memories. Soon she started to cover her ears as she heard herself screaming.
"No...no...NO PLEASE! Make it stop!" She cried out in tears.
She saw herself abused and how much she was crying, then out of nowhere she saw herself pushing the pony away and running. She was scared as to what is about to happen next. She saw herself being chased by this unknown pony as she ran into a barn and hid on the top floor in some hay.
It didn't take long for him to find her tho, and he was more madder than ever. It looked like he was about to kill her as he raised a hoof to slap her, when suddenly somepony tackled him. It was her father, he was yelling at Pinkie Pie to run away as he engaged the enraged pony in a hoof fight.
But she was too frightened to move, she just watched the two stallions fight and saw them started to bleed a little. She wished for this to just end, and suddenly it did. Her father saw she was still there and yelled at her to go, the other pony took this chance to take out a knife he had hidden and tackled her father stabbing him in the back. With a metal sound he ripped it out and threw her father to the second floor. There was a scream followed by a loud thud, Pinkie Pie could hear her crying for her father, the pony carefully looked over the edge and laughed.
She could see her father’s blood dripping from the knife, suddenly Pinkie Pie heard herself talking but she knew it wasn't her by the voice tune. It was different but familiar at the same time, and what she was saying made no sense. She then notice the pony taking a heavy rock that was used to keep the hay ben close at night up and was about to throw it down to where her father fell, Pinkie Pie saw herself screaming as she grabbing a pitchfork and suddenly stabbed him with it.
She grabbed her mouth at seeing this, she saw herself pushing him off the top floor and suddenly became frozen. She stared at the blood dripping from the pitchfork and she just dropped it, and fell to her knees crying calling for her father, there the flash ended as Pinkamena took it place. Pinkie Pie was in complete shock, she couldn't move or speak at all.
"Now do you remember..?" Pinkamena asked, “There’s more to it but...you seen enough for now." she said.
Pinkie Pie was too much in tears to even reply, “We killed the pony that abused us...that killed our father...after so much pain he gave us he deserved it...” Pinkamena explained, “But we can't stop there...remember how everypony else but your sisters hurt you after that? Remember the therapy we had that made you forget everything!?” Pinkamena snapped but quickly held her mouth afterwards, a second later she started laughing. “ Hahaha...Now we can finish what we started so many years ago..." She told Pinkie Pie reaching a hoof out, as a sign she wanted to help.
"No..." Pinkie Pie replied barely looking away, but Pinkamena was everywhere her reflect was so she couldn’t ignore her easily.
"What? Why not? Don't you wan..." Pinkie Pie suddenly interrupts her by throwing a small rock at the puddle she first appeared in, Pinkamena looked at her like she was crazy, then just for giggles she grabbed her chest like she was hit then fell over..
"That was years ago! No pony does that to me anymore." She says in a very upset voice.
"Are you sure..? They might..." Pinkamena giggled standing back up.
Pinkie Pie stared at the puddle staring into her alter ego's face, "My friends will never hurt me, and you can't get me to hurt anypony anyways!" she told her alter ego who just looked unamused.
Pinkamena then started to laugh in an unnerving way, "Remember your first friends? Same friendship, but that turned into them hurting you too and you thought they wouldn't. So you can never know...until it's too late..." she explained just as another image was coming into view.
Pinkie Pie didn't want to listen so she rammed a hoof into the puddle stopping it, but knew she was right as she started to remember the friends she had before she came to Ponyville. But she didn't care, she had so many wonderful friends here. Pinkamena was just getting tired at Pinkie Pie's new self, she was stronger than she was as a filly and so...happy about friendship.
"Look Pinkamena I left my life behind me when those memories got locked away, my friends won't hurt me like my old ones did. I have a happy life here and there’s nothing you can do, say, or show me that’ll change my mind." She said hoping she was right.
"Hahaha...sure but what about...others..?" Pinkamena asked with a sadistic smile.
Pinkie Pie didn't answer which made her smile more to the point of looking unstable, she knew how to get to Pinkie Pie now. "Remember the thirteen days Pinkie...remember the pain...the sadness...The suffering we went through!" She told her.
"NO!" Pinkie Pie yelled as loud as she could.
Pinkamena was getting frustrated and it was showing very clearly as she started to look furious, but her face returned to normal as she notices a pony coming towards them. She looked and saw that Pinkie Pie was too busy talking and she hadn't even noticed, she smiled and waited.
"I'm not gonna hurt anypony, even tho I wanted too back then...Oh the pain I felt...” Pinkie Pie had to stop for a moment so she could wipe a tear away, “But that's in the past, yes all my friends turned on me after...that event, but I can't change it and so what can I do? What am I to say? Who would listen to it anyways? I don't want anypony to know about my past and the thirteen days..." Pinkie Pie told her alter ego her face nearly wet by her tears.
As she was talking she couldn't help but think about her past, and the more she did the more pain and sadness she felt from remembering them.
"Who was there for me but my sisters? No nopony but them took me seriously! I gave and gave, and they all used me..." Pinkie was starting to cry feeling hatred and becoming unstable from it.
"No pony cared for me back then...no pony...but...” Pinkie Pie buried her face in her hooves crying, after about a minute she wiped her tears away and said. “But I left my home and life behind me...And now I can mov..." Before she could finish she was interrupted by somepony putting their hoof of her shoulder.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............."
A voice screamed soon afterwards as everything suddenly went black.
A few minutes went by and everything was still black, then out of nowhere Pinkie Pie regain her senses and saw nothing but the night sky. She blinked a bit then leaned upward, “What happen..?” she asked herself.
She placed a hoof over her head to rub it as she had a little headache, when suddenly she felt a weird taste in her mouth. She placed a hoof in her mouth and back out, she stared at her hoof in terror as it was covered in a red liquid. She started to panic and she turned over trying to stand up as she wanted to run home, but what she saw before her and made more terrified than ever.
Right in front of her was a mare, she immediately jumped backwards and grabbed her mouth wanting to scream. Then, she noticed the mare had her neck bitten out,, this made her remember the red liquid in her mouth. ".......What have I done..?" She asked herself as tears started to run down her face, again.
She tried to remember what happen, but she knew in her bit of anger and sadness she snapped when she felt that hoof, and killed this pony. "I-I didn't m-mean too...it was an a-accident...an accident..." She told herself trying to comfort herself.
"I lost my focus, now this pony is gone..." She cried so much the fur around her face was all messy with her tears.
But through her crying and tears she heard Pinkamena talking to her, "We need a plan or else we'll never make a day..." She told her.
"Where can I go? I just don't know!” Pinkie Pie was panicking too much and could barely think, she was scared another pony would show up and catch her. “It's not the kind of thing that normal ponies know, who would forgive me for this..?” She asked herself, suddenly a thought came into her mind. She didn’t like it but she was too afraid to think clearly, “I need to get rid of the evidence...Somehow..." Pinkie Pie told herself.
In her confusion and fear she started to listen to her alter ego, who started to sing a song that she somehow remembers. "Step by step, checking every detail...Hook and knife, bring the body down into the cellar..." Pinkamena sang as Pinkie Pie took the body back to SugarCube
Corner and down into the basement.
"Struggle as we place her on the table...Frantic as we wonder if we're able to go through with all that I have planned..." Pinkamena sung, Pinkie Pie was struggling as she really was scared, as she did everything Pinkamena told her Pinkie Pie’s mane and tail flatten, and her color darken, then she fell silent.
She was silent for a few minutes until she slowly looked up into a mirror, she smiled then picked up a knife. As she looked at it she sung, "So far all my actions were unmanned..You're under so much stress..." she giggled as she place the knife near the pony's neck.
"Bare the neck, make a deep incision...Smell the blood as it pours out upon the surface...” She sang as she cut the pony’s neck open, sniffing the blood like it was a newly baked cupcake. “Trying not to care for consequences knowing that I have no good defenses~..." She sang as she finished cutting the pony open and draining her blood.
"Thinking hard of what I'm gonna make her...Though I know I'll have to clean it up later...” She sung deep in thought, suddenly she notices few a image of Pinkie Pie with her friends.
Laughing a bit she picked up one of just her and Twilight, “Ahahaha...Silly little Pinkie, you've grown colder...Time for Pinkamina to take over!~ Finish up the job that we have started!~" She sang in a distorted tone as she hold the image closer to her chest.
She took the knife now covered with blood and smiled like she was insane, "Feed her to the vein and the coldhearted...Don't expect to hear that much rejection, everypony loves our main confection..." She sang as she started to lick the blood from the knife.
"So sweet and tasty~...Don't be too hasty and if they like them, then I'll still make them...” She sang as she suddenly threw the image of Pinkie Pie and Twilight down, shattering it.
“I trust no pony!~ They all are phony!~" She sang as she threw the knife into and shattering the mirror, "I know my target...This is all her fault!~ And when I'm through with you...hehehe...Twilight is gonna pay..." She giggled as she licked her blood covered hooves.