Butterflies Seek Rainbows

by FluttershyisMetal


Fluttershy's Reality

Fluttershy's Reality

"The one and only!" Rainbow Dash emphasized her words with a few flips in the air, and finished it off with a pose. "So, why're ya still in that bush, Fluttershy?"

Fluttershy looked around and decided that it was safe enough for her to step out of her foliage fortress. Unfortunately, she forgot that her face was turning deep red from embarrassment.

"Y'okay, Fluttershy? You look like you've seen a ghost or somethin'." Rainbow said, raising one eyebrow higher than the other.

"Oh... yeah, I-I'm fine. I just have a cold, that's all." Fluttershy turned her head to the side and coughed a couple of times. "See?"

"Yeah... Whatever. Anyways, are you ready to see the most amazing trick ever?!" Rainbow asked with great enthusiasm.

"Oh... uhmm, trick?" Fluttershy asked tentatively, not really sure what to think.

"Of course! Why else would I ask you to meet me here?"

"O-oh, I see." She let her pink mane droop over one eye, and averted her gaze to the ground.

"Gee, Fluttershy, are you sure nothing's wrong? You've been acting weird ever since you got here!" Rainbow said, finally landing next to her companion. "I mean, it's like you don't want to see my new trick! And that's ridiculous. I mean, what pony in their right mind wouldn't wanna see a personal performance from someone as awesome as me?!"

"I'd like to see a personal performance..." Fluttershy whispered under her breath.

"Huh? What was that, Fluttershy?" Rainbow asked.

"Oh, I just said that I'd love to see your new trick! Heheh..." Fluttershy played off, rubbing the back of her head with her hoof, and blushing even more.

"Alright! Let's do this!" Rainbow took off into the air, and started to climb into the sky. Fluttershy watched her rainbow-maned friend prepare to do her brand new trick, but she wasn't really paying much attention to it.

She watched but she didn’t see. Fluttershy’s mind had other plans than just simply watching Rainbow Dash’s new trick. Her subconscious had made the decision to torment her, with various self-deprecating thoughts.

Of course she just wanted to show you a trick, you’re nothing to her.

What would a mare like her see in you anyways? You’re pitiful, and she’s amazing.

You really are worthless, no pony could ever fall in love with you, especially not a mare as perfect as Rainbow Dash.

What’s the point in trying? You’re much too frail for Rainbow Dash, she’d surely only date another athletic mare, and you’re as far away from that as it can get.

Fluttershy was fighting to keep the tears that were beginning to build up in her eyes from breaking free. She didn’t want to make Rainbow Dash feel bad, especially when she was so excited about her new creation.

A creation that Fluttershy was given the privilege of watching, but wasn’t. That stung her, a lot. If Rainbow Dash had known that she wasn’t paying any attention to what was surely an awe-inspiring feat of aerial performance, she’d never forgive her.

Fluttershy shook her head vigorously, her pink mane covering and uncovering her eyes as she did so. She was trying so hard to clear her mind, so that she could focus on that beautiful mare who was no longer in the air, but was in front of her.

“Uhh, Fluttershy?” Rainbow Dash inquired, turning her head slightly to the side. “Y’know that I’m done, right? I’m glad that you liked it s’much, but I don’t really think it’s necessary to continue head-banging after the trick is over. But I guess I do just have that effect on ponies.” She struck another ‘I’m awesome and I know it’ pose.

And Fluttershy knew it too. It was practically the only thing that she knew. She couldn’t get it out of her mind. The only thing that even competed with it in her mind was her telling herself that she had no hope. And the fact that she had just embarrassed herself in front of Rainbow didn’t help her very much.

Fluttershy’s cheeks turned a rosy red, and she took a small step back. She averted her eyes to the ground once again, allowing her flowing pink mane to drape over them like curtains.

“Y-yeah. I-I’m sorry, it’s just that...” She struggled to find words. She had no idea what to say, and she knew that she looked like a complete foal in front of her love. The tears that she had been fighting so hard to keep suppressed finally broke free, and they were accompanied by sobbing.

“Woah, Fluttershy, what’s wrong?” Rainbow asked, taking a step towards her broken friend.

Fluttershy responded by running. She didn’t really know where she was going—because she couldn’t think of anything but how much of a foal she was—but she ran.

She was partially blinded by her tears, she couldn’t see anything that wasn’t directly in front of her. But she kept running. And running. And running.

And then, as if things couldn’t get any worse, she ran into one of the many carts that populated the area near Sugarcube Corner.

She moaned, and brought a hoof to her throbbing head. She looked around her, and saw a multitude of ponies who were just there to buy some groceries for their families, because they weren’t meant to be alone, unlike herself.

They were laughing. Not with her, but at her. She was very familiar with that. It happened to her so much as she was growing up, it was so regular that she could predict her day the night before.

Wake up. Eat breakfast. Go to school. Get laughed at. Eat lunch. Go to recess. Mess up at recess and get laughed at. Try to fly home, but wings aren’t strong enough so she only gets a few feet away from where she had started. Get laughed at. Eat dinner. Go to sleep. Rinse, wash, and repeat.

But that was her younger days. It had been a while since something like that had happened to her. Quite a while, in fact. She was almost able to go entire weeks without having an experience like that.

But not then. Nope. They were in hysterics. Except for the ruined tomato-cart’s owner. He wasn’t very amused, and sure as hay not pleased.

He was somewhat short, but well-built. He was a tan earth pony with a tomato as a cutie mark. And on his face he wore a scowl that could put full-grown manticores in tears. Needless to say, it didn’t have a good effect on Fluttershy.

She was crying even harder now, and a tomato that was stuck on her cheek was starting to slide down her face, leaving a blood-red trail. The tomato fell off of her face, landing at the stallion’s hooves.

He looked down at it, and his scowl became even more fearsome. He picked it up in one hoof and stared at it some more.

“Do you have any idea what you just did?” He asked, not taking his eyes off of that ruined tomato.

“I-I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to! I c-couldn’t see it. I-I’ll pay you for the damages if—”

“You’ll pay, alright,” the stallion said, dropping the tomato and fixating his glare back onto the broken mare in front of him.

Fluttershy’s eyes dilated, and her mouth dropped open. The tears stopped momentarily, though drops still rested at the corners of her eyes. She tried to back away, but then realized that her leg was trapped under a wooden portion of the broken cart.

“You just cost me my entire livelihood. It’s only fair that I do the same, right?” the stallion said with a wicked grin.

He advanced a step. And then another. And another.

Until he was directly in front of her. His grin widened as he stood on his back legs and prepared for a strike.

The ponies in the crowd were no longer laughing, but watching in horror. It wasn’t very often that anypony had gotten so confrontational in public, but most were familiar with that stallion. He certainly didn’t have a clean track record, and had been in the sparsely-used Ponyville Jail twice for battery. He was insane.

Fluttershy was crying again, but with her eyes closed. She was gritting her teeth and preparing for the strike. She heard him laughing.

That horrible, deep, laughter. It wasn’t quite maniacal, but it wasn’t heartwarming either. It was somehow emotionless. It frightened her.

Then he started to come down onto the crying mare in front of him with his forehooves.

“GET THE BUCK AWAY FROM HER!” shouted a rash and brave voice.

Fluttershy opened her eyes to see Rainbow Dash crash into the stallion at full speed. A sickening crack was heard upon impact, but Rainbow kept flying, until they crashed into a store wall.

Rainbow gave him no rest; she immediately started pounding on him with quick but powerful strikes with her forehooves.

“DON’T. EVER. TRY. TO. HURT. ONE. OF. MY. FRIENDS!” Rainbow punctuated each word with a powerful strike. After she said ‘friends’ she landed one final blow; a buck to the stallion’s ribs.

She was still steaming. Hay, if it was possible, there would be steam coming out of her nose like a bull. But she didn’t go back at the stallion; she didn’t want to seriously injure him. He probably already had several broken ribs, a broken jaw, and a snapped forelimb. Even Rainbow Dash knew when enough was enough.

She motioned for one of the bystanders to go get help from one of the nearby hospitals. A lavender-coated pegasus, somepony Rainbow knew as Cloud Kicker, nodded and took off for the nearest hospital.

Then Rainbow Dash flew over to her friend, who was staring at her in awe. The first thing that Rainbow did was lift that piece of wood off of Fluttershy’s leg, restoring the circulation and allowing her to move once again.
        
“There ya go, ya should be able to move now. Are you hurt?” Rainbow asked as she helped her pink-maned friend up onto her hooves.
        
“N-no, I’m fine. Thank you, Rainbow. I don’t know what would’ve—”
        
“Don’t worry about it, Fluttershy. Of course I was going to save you, so you don’t have to worry about what could’ve happened. I am the Element of Loyalty, for Celestia’s sake.” Rainbow said, wearing a reassuring smile the entire time.
        
Her eyes had that spark in them again, the one that Fluttershy loved so much. They really were beautiful, just like their owner. She was perfect to Fluttershy.
        
Fluttershy then looked over to the broken stallion, feeling a little bit of sorrow for him. Rainbow followed Fluttershy’s eyes, and then let a small smirk appear on her face.
        
“Don’t worry about him, he’ll be fine. Just a few broken bones.” Rainbow Dash said, letting out a small chuckle at her friend.
        
Fluttershy sighed out of relief; she really didn’t want anypony to be hurt too badly, no matter who they were or what they were about to do to her.
        
“Well, I have to run now, I’m kinda late for my afternoon training. You’re sure that you’re fine, Fluttershy?” Fluttershy simply nodded. “Alright then, later!” Rainbow Dash said with a quick wink, and then she was gone, as fast as she had come.
        
“B-bye, Rainbow Dash...” Fluttershy said as she watched her friend fly off towards her training grounds. She then just let out a sigh, knowing that Rainbow couldn’t hear her.

I wish I could be like you, so brave. So... perfect.