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// Ch 5 
// Story: A Journey of Self Discovery 
// by coolpony01 
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June 26 174 Ag 

It has been a month since I met Doctor my dad left to work on the spirit vine weapon a while ago now he’s finally back. Apparently the members of my family who were imprisoned escaped and Zhu Li nearly destroyed my father’s creation but things are still going according to plan. Shockingly enough the weapon managed to create a hole through a mountain! But from the weapons I learned of and what they can do this is nothing. So long as it is not used for unjust purposes I won’t say anything. I don’t believe my parents should threaten anyone’s lives over the creation of this weapon though I know better than to say anything. 

I, along with Doctor, need to help a lot of people from others with more brutish demeanors. I’ve made more improvements to my knowledge of the tardis. I can now run the tardis at least somewhat. I can’t fix any problems with the tardis yet but I can at least now manage the countries and the work on coordinates which is good. I’m also starting to become good at fixing more major problems with more basic technology such as weapons. 

I am glad for this because it means that I can do right. Web helped rescue civilians who were living under the corrupt terrorist group. Their laws are unjust and the enforcement of such laws are just as bad. 

Well we managed to rescue three dozen of them and made sure that they could live better lives. The multiverse has pretty fucked up people living in it. At least we can make things better for everyone. And I enjoy having Doc as my friend.

It also helps that my parents don’t have any suspicions. I am very good at avoiding suspicion so I’ll be fine. 

I went down the heavily guarded hallways I’ve grown accustomed to. I then saw my parents and sat down. I am glad to see them they’re one of the things I have going on in this world. I am glad that they’re my parents. I love them and they love me. I do feel guilt for deceiving them but it’s for their own good. 

I gave them a smile “Hi mom and dad it’s good to see you again.” I said pleasantly.

“It’s good to see you to Ditzy I’m sorry I was gone for so long but this technology is just necessary to maintain order.” Dad said.

“I have nothing against you for doing this, you're just trying to help the country.” I said in genuine truth that I feel they’re doing this only for the common good.

“Well we’re glad you are understanding not everyone has been so we can not just allow for more chaos and destruction we need to maintain our position in the world somehow.” Mom said.

“Oh I’m in full agreement with you we can’t allow chaos to happen not after the horrors of that queen.” I said.

“You are right. If it weren’t for the incredible flaws of the monarchy all that chaos after her death would not of occured.” Dad said.

“Yeah you’re probably right about that, sure there may have been bandits but that doesn’t change the fact that they likely only ended up that way because they themselves were being mistreated.” I said.

“Exactly, that’s why your father and I created the Earth Empire so the people could prosper.” Mom said

“You are very wise, I'm sure you’ll do a lot of good things in the future.” Dad said.

This hit a spot for me. I’m already doing great work but they don’t need to know that I just smiled. 

“I’m sure you’re probably right, at least I’m already playing my part in doing good.” I spoke.

“Exactly so don’t feel like you’re worthless because that’s not true.” Mom said, smiling at the thought of the progress I’ve made.

“Well I’ve actually gotten better at that.” I said.

“That’s wonderful news, we’re glad for that. We do not wish for you to feel worthless especially after all the hard work you did.” Dad said.

“Yes, that does make sense if the mail is not properly sorted and shipped, important information will not be delivered as quickly or efficiently throughout the earth empire.” I said.

“Quite correct we hear that you’ve been working hard at your job.” Dad said.

“Yes I mean the mail can’t sort and ship itself.” I said.

It’s not entirely true the replica did at least half of the work while I was busy helping Doctor but we still technically did make the replica so at least we’re ensuring the work gets done. I’ll admit I do feel guilty which is why I only allow myself to get the minimum wage. I’m not gonna get more money for work I didn’t do.

“Very true we’re glad that you make sure to work hard it is clear you’ll be ready for adulthood.” Dad spoke.

“Yes I know I’m glad for it rather than to grow up to be one of those troubled types.” I said.
“Yes that is for the best there is way too many troubled teenagers these days. They say they can take care of themselves but adolescence is a very confusing time there minds simply have not developed enough to become independent yet.” Dad said.

I know he’s wrong about that. There’s been plenty of people my age who are quite independent Doctor included. I’m not entirely on my own yet but that doesn’t change the fact that I am gaining more independence. I wish people wouldn’t be discriminative towards us kids though I know better than to argue with my parents.

“Yes you do have a point.” I admitted regarding the development needed for adulthood but not in the entirety of his argument.

“Don’t worry Ditzy once your mind finishes its development I’m sure you’ll do great things.” Dad said.

“That idea is comforting though I’ll admit that independence in this world won’t be an easy thing since I’m not human.” I have to admit that many people will fight so that I don’t have independence. I will still protect this world regardless.

“Sadly you are right about that your father and I are sorry that you will have to face such challenges over something so pointless.” Mom said with a saddened tone.

“Hey it could be worse and I’ll succeed even with these struggles and this will only prove my strength.” I said.

“Very true. I’m glad to see that you try to remain positive.” Dad said.

“Well I should, complaining never solves anything, sides, I have a lot to be thankful for.” I said gratefully.

“Very true, we're glad you realize that. There’s far too many selfish people in the empire, especially those rebel scum.” Mom said in disdain.

“Your mother is right, we managed to bring the nation out of the dark ages but despite that they still resist. You need to stay away from that sort they would clearly target you as our daughter” Dad said.

I’ll admit I do agree with them on certain topics. My parents do, however, have quite a lot of power and I’ve seen what a totalitarian regime can lead to but I know better than to say anything. Besides, my parents' rule is pretty fair, especially compared to all the horrid governments I’ve learned off throughout the multiverse and with Doc. Unfortunately our work requires fighting people that would target us. I have to keep that from my parents because they would never allow for me to fight against such dangerous individuals especially in regards to my age. And those people need help plus if word got out that my planet exists all those extremist assholes would go after it so I must do what is right.

I just smiled. “Don’t worry, I know better than to get near those rebels.” I said. 

“Thank the spirits for that, we don't wish for you to get harmed.” Mom said. The thing is I’ve been through harm and danger before.

“Yes I know, don't worry, I’m smart enough to avoid that.” I said. Well I can’t really avoid it.

“Yes we know though it is best to not let your guard down your father and I made those mistakes in the past and that led to quite a lot of trouble.” Mom pointed out.

“Yes I know but you’ve learned from them.” I said in reassurance. 

“Yes this may be true but they were still quite foolish.” Dad spoke.

“Everyone makes mistakes, dwelling on them never does any good and I do not wish for you to feel too bad about yourselves.” I said with care.

“Thank you Ditzy and we do not wish for our daughter to have such problems.” Dad said with care. 

“Oh I do my best to try and stay positive though I admit I sometimes feel down or guilty.” I said.

“That is perfectly normal, everyone goes through it just try and do what you can to not mentally beat yourself up.” Dad said.

“Don’t worry I will though you need to do the same.” I said with care towards my parents.

“You have nothing to worry about, we'll do our best.” Mom said with genuine care.

A guard then walked over. “Miss and Mister Beifong we’ve heard rumors of a level z riot in the state of Yano.” A female guard said

“Sounds serious, we need to get going now Ditzy. We’re sorry our reunion was cut short.” Mom said.

“It’s alright this is important I’ll see you later.” I spoke. At the very least I was able to spend some time with my parents. It was nice. Though having to keep secrets from them sucks but I can manage. I still have plenty to be grateful for and family to show love and genuine joy with and that is what made this day quite lovely