Rarity’s head slumped into between her palms, as she let out a defeated sigh and remorseful groan. She knew it, from this morning she knew it. Telling Sweetie Belle, she had a crush on someone was a catalyst for disaster. She was bound to come up with some elaborate scheme with the Crusaders to do something about her crush. Which, she also feared, they had figured out with the ‘Howdy Rarity’ from moments before. She wanted to tell Applejack herself during their private little get together during the two-week spring break. But to her, that hope was about to be shattered due to her little sister being a gossip. However, they had matured as of recent, yes, the Crusaders were young, adventurous girls, but perhaps it may just stick between the three of them as an idle gossip. She shuddered at the thought of Sweetie Belle and Apple Bloom coinciding a surprise date for both her and Applejack, much like the time they tried it with Miss Cheerlie and Big Mac.
Rarity’s mind changed thought pattern as she cancelled out the sound of the classroom, and even her friends around her shared table. She thought of how she could get Applejack alone at lunch, just in case the Crusaders, and heavens forbid, the rest of the school, started to spread the rumour of her crush. It wasn’t lady like to simply hide away from everyone, but this was special, it meant so much to her to get it right, and if that meant revealing her feelings towards Applejack a little earlier than intended, then so be it. But then came the anxiety. What if it isn’t the right time? Or even the right place? What if this entire situation made Rarity look more of a fool in the first place if Applejack didn’t share the same romantic interest. Her heart raced in her chest, her throat grew tight, her eyes began to water as she near sobbed in her seat. She had blocked out the world in this very moment and had become fully absorbed and enveloped by her own anxious thoughts. Her breath quickened as she dug her nails into her pallid skin. Her wrists shook with worry, as her feelings imploded in on herself.
“Stupid, Sweetie Belle, ruining everything by running her mouth… but it’s my fault too. I should have kept it a secret. And now they know, Surely, they know right? They teased me earlier, in the hall, in that same southern tone Applejack has.” Her mind became clouded by these darkened, and worrisome thoughts. Doubt had sown its way into her mind. Rarity was no stranger to worry and stress. She had been involved with it all her life as a fashionista. But she always came out on top. But when it came to love, affection and romance, she had always fallen to the bottom. She feared that this deepened love she had for Applejack would end up in the same fate, as all of her past crushes and romantic escapades.
“I can’t lose her too.” She thought, however, her own mouth betrayed her, as beneath her palms, a muffled sob escaped her lips. Her darkened cloud of thoughts was broken as she felt a gentle tap on her right shoulder. She broke away from her palms as she saw next to her, a concerned, and almost equally upset looking Fluttershy.
“R-Rarity?” Fluttershy said softly. “Are… you, okay?” Fluttershy asked gingerly, all the while she gave Rarity an expression of concern.
Rarity was silent for a moment or two. A small trail of tears had begun to descend their way down her soft cheeks. Her eyes strained with a violent red; her eyeliner ruined as streaks of black marks had followed the trail of tears and had stained her supple skin. She took a shaky breath as Fluttershy rubbed her hand against Rarity’s back. Sonata had caught wind of what was happening across from her. She looked up with a softened expression as she nudged Aria’s knee and gained her attention as well. The lilac Siren, looked up from her phone, and gave a disgruntled look toward the cyan siren, before she too changed expression, to one of slight apathy toward Rarity.
Rarity nodded and reached for her purple satchel bag, rummaged through for a bag of tissues, pulled one out and proceeded to both dry her eyes, as well as blow her nose. Oh, how it was crucial to have such an item in her bag. She knew she was an emotional person, and at times like these, it paid off. Her shoulders slumped as she breathed out, heavily and ever so slightly rasped.
“Yes darling, I’m fine.” Rarity lied. Not wanting to upset Fluttershy or burden the others with her own remorseful and worrisome thoughts. Before Fluttershy was able to open her mouth to speak, Aria butted in:
“Well, you’re clearly not. Some fuck saying things behind your back again?” She said, as she placed her phone down on the table, her arms crossed, in a way to signify she was prepared to assist in a more physical sense.
Rarity forgot that Aria had a mouth like a sailor, but in truth, she didn’t mind, it was just an occasional shock, especially as Aria still spat her words with a hint of venom. She had taken the role of somewhat of a protector of the group. This wasn’t assigned by the girls, just assumed by Aria herself. None complained either, The Dazzling’s were known for taking care of themselves, and now they belonged to a group, they’d care for them too.
Rarity spoke once more and gave a weak smile. “No, nothing like that.” She paused as she rubbed her eyes. “Well… something like that, but nothing that needs to resort to violence darling. Though I apperciate the offer, and should the time arise, I’d take it. But this… no, this is different, it’s my mind being… horrid I suppose.” Rarity admitted. She returned her gaze to Fluttershy, who still, gently rubbed her back, she offered the pastel yellow girl a sweet, thankful smile.
“But something must have made you this upset, like something really bad! Yeah, I get upset if I don’t make the queue for Taco Tuesday, but this is more than upset Rarity.” Sonata chimed in, offering a look of sincerity. She at times reminded Rarity and the rest of the girls of Pinkie, just a little more down to earth, and slightly calmer. Still, she was sweet enough.
Fluttershy, now seeing her chance, decided to take it. “Oh no Rarity, I’ve seen you like this before, I… I know what it’s like to get overwhelmed.” She trailed off. “But… um… you can tell us. If you don’t want to that’s okay too.” Fluttershy offered, giving her a gentle smile.
Rarity swallowed a little, as the tightness within her throat had started to subside. Dare she tell them? What would they think? She’s always revealed when she fancied someone in school, or in celebrity fashion, how she always squealed in delight if they were making an appearance. She told the girls every time, but why was this time more difficult? She wasn’t sure. Was it because it wasn’t some fancy gentlemen type, or a supposed Prince, who acted nothing of the sort. Was it because it was a woman? And that they may think wrong of her? And the fact it was no regular woman, but a dear friend, one of her best friends? No. She needed to say something. Maybe not the full details, but at least reveal she had feelings for someone.
Rarity cleared her throat and placed both hands on the wooden table. “No, Fluttershy is right, as are you both, Sonata, and Aria. I do have something on my mind. Something that means a great deal to me, I can often get lost in my thoughts, some darker than others. But I shall clear the air.” Rarity spoke with clarity. She gave a final clearing of her throat before she continued.
“I so happen, to like somebody. Now, I know what you’re either thinking or going to say. But allow me to continue. I’ve come to realise that I’ve liked this person for a while now. Perhaps even years, without ever realising it. I’ve also harboured thoughts of doubt, due to my sister and her friends, possibly spoiling my chances with this person. I’m worried that they may cause a right mess of things for me. So, I am telling you girls first, and I’ll most certainly tell the others too. I like… a woman.” She paused, waiting for the shock or the gasps, or the laughter. She was worried that her cohort of friends may think ill. But nothing.
Fluttershy smiled at Rarity and placed her own hands over the ever so soft ivory hands of the fashionista. “Oh Rarity, that’s so lovely.” Fluttershy spoke with such a beautiful honesty, that it nearly made Rarity well up again. Sonata offered her usual grin, whilst Aria gave her a smirk.
“So, you like women huh? Well same here, so high-five.” Aria said extended her hand, which Rarity was surprised to see at first, but finally laughed, and slapped her palm against Aria’s which made a very satisfying clap.
Rarity was astonished at first, perplexed even. “So, you don’t mind? That I haven’t gone for my cliché of falling head over heels for a gentleman that is going to ditch me at a fancy restaurant?” Rarity said, as she gave each girl a glance, all gave a laugh in response.
Sonata chimed in again: “Well, it doesn’t matter to us, who you fall head over heels for. From what I’ve been told from the others, is that you normally can get quite emotional, but more so irate than passionate, especially with that Blueblood fella. Seems like whoever this woman is, has really affected you, in the right way.” Sonata offered a warmed smile. “Oh and no offence, don’t mean to call you a drama queen.” Sonata said with a slight laugh. To which Rarity offered a gentle smile, as she took no offence.
Rarity felt as if a slight weight had been shifted. However, some of it remained. Regarding the immediate detail of her sister and her friends, possibly spreading rumour and possibly causing interruptions in her desires for Applejack. “But what of my sister her Crusaders?” Rarity asked towards her trio of friends.
Sonata and Aria both fell silent, their minds wrapped in thought, till Fluttershy spoke up.
“Um… well, I can talk to Sweetie Belle and her friends if you’d like? If you’re that worried, I’m sure I can talk to them?” She offered, giving Rarity a slight shrug of her shoulders.
Rarity smiled in response and nodded in agreement. “Fluttershy my dear, that sounds like an excellent idea. Thank you darling, it would take the worry out of my system. It doesn’t do well for my skin.” Rarity said with a slight laugh, which Fluttershy too, gave a small giggle in return to.
Aria leant forward on the table, her usual, and ever so slightly devious smirk had peeled its way across her lips again. “So, who’s the lucky girl, that’s get to be admired by you then?” She asked as her eyes narrowed with anticipation.
Rarity felt that familiar heat rise to her cheeks once more as she removed the final streaks of her eyeliner. Her eye’s had widened, as she began to think. “Should I tell them?” She said internally. “They are my friends, and unlike my little sister, they don’t go around spreading rumour and false narratives… though I shouldn’t be too harsh on Sweetie.” She took a final breath, and as she opened her mouth, the bell had rung out to signify the end of class. Without hesitation, the other classmates grabbed their bags and headed straight to the door, and left behind only Rarity, her trio of friends and Miss Feathers. Rarity sheepishly retrieved her satchel bag and rose to her feet. As did the trio of her friends. They were silent for a time, as they headed out towards the maze of school hallways. As the flurry of other students began to dissipate, Aria tapped Rarity’s shoulder once again.
“You didn’t answer my question.” She said in her usual rasped tone. Her eyes still narrowed with curiosity and a slight intimidation.
Rarity sighed in defeat, as the halls had become clearer. Less students to hear. Especially no little sisters either. She held her bag against her chest as she took a deeper breath.
Fluttershy stepped forth and looked at her with a look of softness, reassurance too. “You don’t have to say anything if you don’t want to, um, but if you want, that’s okay too.” She said softly, as she placed an endearing hand on her shoulder.
Rarity took one last final deep breath, her tears had dried, and her confidence had begun to make its return. She was a fashionista, she was a designer, an artist, one who had faced far worse ridicule or criticism in the past. Her eyes narrowed, and slowly closed as she breathed out the words:
“It’s Applejack.” She said with a lowered tone, still coated in an air of confidence. In truth, she only wanted her friends to hear, the worry of this spreading as an immediate wildfire rumour was still plaguing her thoughts. She wanted this to be revealed at her own pace, on her own time.
Aria kept the smirk as she leant back on her heels, her arms crossed with an approving nod, almost as if she had guessed it. Sonata’s eyes widened in surprise and simple happiness. She didn’t know what else to really feel at this reveal. Rarity opened her eyes to meet with Fluttershy’s turquoise blue eyes, which had also widened in surprise at the reveal of Rarity’s crush.
“Wow… um, Rarity, that’s um… a surprise.” She paused before tapping her chin. “But a good one, I promise, it’s wonderful that you’ve found feelings for her.” She reassured as she gave Rarity’s shoulder a gentle squeeze. Rarity appreciated the kind gesture and had softly pulled Fluttershy into a warmed embrace.
“I’m glad you approve darling. As you can imagine, it’s been tough. Coming to terms with it, but I feel so strongly for her. I haven’t had my mind focused for days on anything else but her.” Rarity confided as she felt another layer of relief fall away from her shoulders.
Fluttershy gingerly broke the embrace, still having that sheepish, yet reassuring smile firmly planted on her lips. “I can imagine you’ve been fairly worried of hurting her feelings?” Fluttershy asked, this time, with a slight level of confidence. Rarity had done so much for her in the past here at Canterlot High. Protected her from bullies, helped her with her assurance and anxieties. It was only fair that Fluttershy felt she had to repay the favour. Especially now.
Sonata stepped forth, alongside Aria. The purple siren spoke first: “So, Applejack huh? The Fashionista and Farmgirl. Kinda sounds like one of Adagio’s cheesy romance novels.” Aria said with a laugh, which was joined by Sonata’s own snorted giggled. Both Fluttershy and Rarity gave a gentle laugh. Though it was ceased by a much louder voice.
“Excuse me girls, but isn’t it time for your next class?” The voice was regal, stoic, and punctual. Stood behind the quadruplet of girls, was the tall, imposing figure of Vice-Principal Luna.
“Oh heavens, Mistress Luna, it’s my fault, we got caught on something, and lost track of time. I truly am sorry, it’s not the others’ fault.” Rarity blurted out, not wanting the others to get in trouble for her confessing to them about her feelings towards Applejack.
Vice-Principal Luna gave a stern look, that soon softened to a gentle smile. “Apology accepted Rarity. Come along girls, get to class. I’m sure you can catch up during your lunch breaks.” She gestured for them to walk forward, away from her. Without question or worry, the quadruplet of girls headed to their next classes. Fluttershy and Rarity both shared the next class, which gave them a chance to discuss down the halls, before entering their next lesson. Rarity however pulled Fluttershy into the women’s restroom. This was mainly for Rarity to correct her makeup once again.
As Rarity examined herself in the mirror, occasionally posing and pouting her lips and fluttering her eyes, Fluttershy perked up the courage to ask Rarity a question. “So, um, when did you start having these feelings for Applejack, if you don’t mind me asking?”
“To tell the entire truth darling, I don’t know how long I’ve had these feelings towards Applejack for. It’s been a long time coming, I think.” She paused as she finished her final flick of her eyeliner. “As of recent I think they’ve finally bubbled to the surface. I can’t help myself at times, doodling something about her as I stare off into space. Thinking about how she compliments me every time I see her. The way it makes me feel, is unlike anything I’ve felt before. I know I’ve had the occasional swoon over some fancy type, but this… it’s different. And a good different mind you. I think it’s more than just a crush, Fluttershy.” Rarity admitted, as she stared at herself in the mirror, occasionally getting a glance at her shy friend out of the corner of her eye.
Fluttershy simply listened to the short monologue, she nodded along with everything. “I think I understand…” She paused. “Not that anybody has paid any attention to me, um, like that… like the way you feel towards Applejack.”
“Which I’m still appalled over. I think you are one of, if not, the most endearing girls in this school, I don’t get how anyone hasn’t fallen for you yet.” Rarity said with assurance. She had always wanted to assist with Fluttershy’s confidence skills. At her compliment, Fluttershy blushed, silently thanking Rarity with a wider smile than usual.
“But… I think I must tell her. I suppose I am terrified of the thought of rejection, and I believe I always have been. You know me darling; I never fail to get wound up and upset easily, that I’ll happily point out about myself.” Rarity with a half chuckle.
“Um… Dean Cadence told me once; you should do what the heart wants. B-Because you’ll never find out if you don’t.” Fluttershy said in a quieter tone, as she approached Rarity.
Rarity fell silent for a moment, as she gave Fluttershy a gentle look, her mind bounced around the words that Fluttershy had just spoken. A simple but an honest set of words. Her heart wanted to tell Applejack, maybe not a school with so many prying ears and eyes. If she had the chance tonight, that would make the perfect opportunity. Alone, away from everyone else. That and she’d ensure that neither one of their little sisters had a chance to jump the gun and spill rumours.
“Dean Cadence certainly does speak very wise words. Thank you Fluttershy. Can I ask you, to do the favour you suggested earlier? Regarding Sweetie Belle, and her friends? Maybe distract them at lunch?” She asked, almost pleadingly as her mind brewed ideas.
“Oh, um, I can try Rarity, you know what they’re like, you know your little sister better than anyone… I don’t know if I can stop them from gossiping.” Fluttershy said as she twirled the ends of her pastel pink hair within her nimble fingers.
Rarity sighed and rubbed her brow slightly. “Do you remember the time when you demonstrated… ‘The Stare?’ Should you need to use it again on my darling little sister, I shan’t be offended on her behalf. Though, as a less brash suggestion, maybe you can do some of your delicate outside activities with them? I know how much they adored spending time on your property last summer. I think they’d relish in the chance at helping you again. Sweetie Belle does have a habit of asking when she can see you again.” Rarity said with an honest smile. It was a fact that Sweetie Belle and the other Crusaders had been infatuated with the large open grasslands of Fluttershy’s haven for animals of all kinds. Despite never wanting to have a career in veterinary, the younger girls had taken a liking to Fluttershy’s work. Mainly to see the more exotic animals and not pay a fee at a zoo.
Fluttershy tapped her chin. “Okay, I’ll do it Rarity.” She said confidently, one that was more of a reassurance for herself, rather her friend. Rarity smiled at this, and softly embraced Fluttershy.
However, the embrace was cut short as a cubicle door to one of the many bathroom stalls opened. Stepping out from the cubical was Rainbow Dash, dressed now in her more athletic football attire. She wore a smirk across her prideful lips as she rinsed her hands next to Rarity and Fluttershy. Rarity’s face fell with embarrassment, as Fluttershy hid her mouth behind her hands. “How much did she hear? She must have heard all of it!” Rarity cursed internally.
“So, you like AJ huh?” Rainbow asked. Unbeknownst to both Rarity and Fluttershy, she knew that Applejack had confided some feelings towards herself, Sunset and Adagio. Applejack didn’t say who she had feelings for, but now hearing the gossip between Rarity and Fluttershy, Rainbow had a strong indication as to who Applejack was interested in.
Rarity sighed in defeat, knowing now that Rainbow had fully heard the shared conversation between herself and Fluttershy. “Yes, Rainbow I do. But please, don’t. -”
Rarity was cut off by a wave of Rainbows hand. “Nah, you know I don’t do that Rarity, I’m loyal to a T, and if that means keeping my friends crushes secret, then that’s what I’m gonna do.” She paused and leant against the sink stand. “Though… if you want some advice for how to get AJ buttered up, don’t go all… you know froo froo on her? You know she ain’t into all that, from what I’ve heard, simple nights in, spending time together, that sorta shit.” Rainbow said with a slight shrug, as she tried to give her best insight onto her best friend towards Rarity.
“Oh, and if you need help with the Crusaders Flutters, I’ll come along with you. Scootaloo has been begging me to teach her some new tricks on her scooter, so I can help in that regard too.” Rainbow said as she crossed her arms and stood away from the sinks. Fluttershy nodded towards her rambunctious friend, agreeing to the idea silently. Rainbow understood this and got up to leave the bathrooms.
“See ya girls.”
“Rainbow wait!” Rarity called out towards her. Rainbow paused and waited by the door, holding onto the handle.
“Thank you, I really do apperciate it, all of it… should I need any more advice, I’ll come straight to you. And if you can… see if you can get Applejack talking, just a little, for me darling?”
Rainbow grinned. “Nah, don’t worry about it Rarity, what are friends for? I’m sure I can give you advice on AJ’s interests. We’ve been friends for near the same amount of time me and Flutter’s have. And as for AJ talking… we’ll see, remember, I keep loyal to my friends secrets.” She tapped the side of her temple, as she waved the girls goodbye, and left the bathroom.
Fluttershy smiled towards Rarity. “See, we can try and help you, both of you.”
Rarity nodded with a pink hue that reappeared across her cheeks. “And I cannot thank you enough, come, lets get to class dear, I don’t fancy getting in serious trouble.”
-o0o-
Time passed relatively quickly during the first half of the day. Rarity and Fluttershy’s drama lesson went as expected. Too quickly, but highly enjoyable. Rarity had always been a fan of high-octane dramatics, from traditionalist theatre productions to the artistic demonstrations of performance art and physical theatre. Fluttershy, in truth, only chose Drama as a core subject due to Rarity’s encouragement, but as a bonus, it did assist in the development of her confidence, especially when it came to speaking in front of others or performing on stage, especially as a member of the Rainboom’s. Rarity had seen Fluttershy blossom from an almost mute young lady to a steady level of confidence when surrounded by people she trusted. Yes, the young woman was incredibly shy still, but she had made remarkable improvements with the assistance of her friends and this subject. As the class came to an end, the bell rang out to inform the students, that it was indeed lunch break for all year groups across the campus.
Rarity’s heart pounded against her delicate chest, as she left the confines of her theatre room. Her mind once again delved ever so slightly into that darkened place. The chance to see Applejack first was becoming increasingly slim. She knew that her sister and her friends moved at incredibly fast rates, and always insisted on being first to deliver gossip. Her steps quickened, she didn’t run, but hurried her pace, down the halls of the school, trying to seem as if she was determined, not fearful. Fluttershy managed to keep pace with Rarity as the two, in hurried motion, headed down the busy halls.
Fluttershy spoke up amongst the crowds, using the skills of projection she had just learnt from the dramatics class prior. “Don’t worry Rarity, I will get the girls before they try and disrupt things, besides, Rainbow said she’d be able to help too.”
Rarity huffed and began to brew an anxious sweat as she swayed her way through the swarm of students. “Thank you darling. I am trying not to worry, but I know what my little sister is like. Remember the school newspaper incident?” She hissed; her teeth gritted slightly, a bitter memory for everyone, and even more embarrassing for Rarity herself, due to it being her little sister who had caused so much harm with that horrid gossipy newspaper and Anon-A-Miss.
Fluttershy fell silent, feeling a tinge of sorrow for Rarity, as she noted how her friend, began to worry. She knew this about Rarity, the tell-tale signs of her anxiety had begun to show themselves. Though, fortunately, luck appeared to be on their side. As they crossed the final set of halls, with the large glass doors to the cafeteria open to them, Rainbow had pulled aside Scootaloo, and was speaking to her idly. Rainbow’s eyes widened as she noted the duo of Rarity and Fluttershy, beckoning Scootaloo to come with her.
“Sup girls?” Rainbow asked. “Me ‘n Scoots here are gonna do some training outside in the sun. Flutter’s, I was thinking you could take Scoot’s over friends out to the school’s little animal sanctuary?” Rainbow asked, as she tried to come across convincingly that none of the older girls had planned this distraction. Rarity side eyed Fluttershy, who wore a smile still.
“I think that’s a wonderful idea Rainbow. Scootaloo, um, do you know where Apple Bloom and Sweetie Belle are?” Fluttershy asked, as she bent forward a little.
Scootaloo paused to think “Uhh, I think they said they’d be meeting me here, but I can text them to meet them outside with you two!” The young girl said excitedly as she pulled out her phone.
As Scootaloo’s eyes became distracted by her own rapid texting, Rainbow shot a glance toward Rarity, and gestured for to get inside the cafeteria. Rarity nodded and mouthed the words: “Thank you.” To Rainbow, who in return, gave her a small smirk.
Rarity gracefully walked past the opened doors and immediately scanned the cafeteria. Now knowing the distraction was set in motion, a wave of calmness had settled into Rarity’s system. She took a deep breath, exhaled, and made her way further in. She passed numerous students, all either waved towards her, or didn’t pay attention to her presence. She marched her way past several younger students and noted that her usual table was indeed occupied by her friends. The Dazzling’s had sat with both Twilight and Sunset, they chatted idly until they brokered off their chat, to wave at Rarity.
“Hello girls.” Rarity said with a warmed smile, delighted to see her friends. She felt a pang of hunger run through her stomach, however, she was unsure if it was hunger, or nerves that had begun to brew again. She had to think about exactly what she was going to say to Applejack, when she had the chance.
“Hey Rarity, where’s Fluttershy and Rainbow?” Sunset asked politely, curious to their whereabouts.
“Oh, they’re off with my little sister and her friends, you know, the Crusaders.” Rarity said with a small smile, one that was hiding back excitement that the distraction had worked, and one that was a genuine smile, as she knew that in reality, the girls and the Crusaders were bound to have fun.
“Well, that’s rather sweet of them both. I often see Rainbow and Scootaloo together, I think she idolizes Rainbow.” Twilight suggested. All girls nodded in agreement.
“They’re sisters, right?” Sonata asked.
“Nah, they’re kinda like us, I think, sisters in name, but not by blood kinda thing.” Aria said, as she looked towards Twilight. “Am I right”?
Twilight nodded. “Yes, but I think Scootaloo typically spends time at home alone, due to her parents being explorers, hence why Rainbow has been spending time with her. Keeping an eye on and so on.”
“Well, that’s positively sweet of her.” Rarity said with a warm glow about her. Adagio noticed this and quirked a brow.
“You seem excited, something on your mind?” She asked, as she eyed Rarity.
“O-oh no, nothing darling, just happy for Scootaloo is all, it reminds me of myself and my sister. Having to look out for one another, as our parents are often away too.” She said softly.
“Well speaking of the devil, here she comes, with AJ and Pinkie.” Sunset chimed.
“WHAT!?” Rarity near screeched as the girls became startled by her sudden outburst. She swivelled on her bench seat and saw her younger sister, as she skipped alongside merrily by Applejack and Pinkie. Sonata and Aria too noticed this grouping and rose from their slightly slouched positions.
“Ohhh man, this is gonna be good.” Aria whispered to Sonata. Who nodded in silence.
Adagio shot them both a glare. “What are you two idiots on about?” She asked in a hushed tone.
“Nothin’, just gossip ‘Dagi.” Sonata said with a slight giggle.
“Hey sis! I found Applejack and Pinkie; thought I’d walk with them! Seeing as you’re all real good friends ‘n all…” Sweetie trailed off, as she shared a look with her now slightly frazzled older sister. “And I know you probably want to talk to Applejack, don’t you?” She asked as her tone became increasingly more teasing in demeanour.
Rarity’s mind spun. Sweetie Belle must’ve broken off from her friends to try and spread the gossip. This was it, the entire moment was about to be ruined before everyone, not only in front of the woman that Rarity yearned for, but the entire school! She braced herself for the inevitable as she rose to her feet. Knowing fully well what Sweetie Belle was about to do. But nothing. Only Applejacks’ sweet country melody of a voice rung out.
“Earth to Rare’s, ya’ll in there?” Applejack asked with an amused smile as she held onto both Rarity’s shoulders and shook her back into reality.
“See, I’ll see you later Rarity, I’m gonna find the Crusaders! Catch you later big sis!” Sweetie Belle called out as she dashed out of the cafeteria, not even looking back once towards her big sister.
“A-Applejack?” Rarity asked as she came to, her mind, no longer full of worried thoughts.
“I’m right here sugarcube.” She said in her low, but incredibly gentle tone. One that sent a shiver down Rarity’s spine as she was held in place. Pinkie without word, had already joined the lunch queue.
All this worry, all this panic, caused by her own inner darker thoughts, regarding her little sister and the possible spread of a rumour had consumed near enough her entire day. But to know now, that it was all for nothing, was both a relief and an annoyance. If only she listened to her gut instead of her heart. The needless worry amounted to nothing. Her little sister teased but didn’t speak word. Maybe they didn’t know? Or if they did… maybe the trio of young girls did learn their lesson from thew newspaper.
“Applejack darling.” Rarity said before she cleared her throat. “Can… Can I talk with you in private?”
“This about our spring break?” Applejack asked, with a broad smile.
“Y-yes and no, a few things, but I’d like to find somewhere private than this. I’m sorry if you miss any of the cafeteria food.”
“Naw, don’t worry, I started packin’ my own lunch, ya’ll more than welcome to have some yourself Rare’s.” Applejack offered as she presented a large brown paper bag, that wafted a smell of fresh baked goods towards Rarity’s nostrils. Oh, how heavenly it smelled, a mixture of mostly apple-based products, but some berry based and other fruits too.
“That’s awfully kind dear. Come along.” She turned to the table of her friends: “Girls, Applejack and I are going to discuss the spring break, if we don’t get to see you before lunch ends, we’ll text you and have a wonderful half-term.”
They all said their goodbyes, as the Fashionista and Farmgirl made their way into an empty classroom. As Rarity glanced back, she had noted that Aria had given her a subtle thumbs up. She smiled at this, as it gave her a slight confidence boost. One she felt was needed.
-o0o-
Rarity scanned the empty classroom before she entered, she wanted to ensure there was no surprise visitors. After a few moments, after she had checked ever inch of the classroom, she beckoned Applejack inside, who gave Rarity a bemused smile. Once Applejack was inside, she closed the door, and locked it, and shut the blind.
“Woah, Rare’s this is feeling a little more important that let’s just discuss our spring break.” Applejack said with a heavy breath, both hands on her hips, as always looking stalwart and headstrong. Despite her confident bravado on the outside, internally Applejack was nervous, incredibly so. Her mind wondered at this moment. “Is she alright? Is… this what I think it is”? Applejack wondered. She decided to wait before she jumped to conclusions.
Rarity paced gently from one side of the class to the other, before she halted, and leant against the table opposite from Applejack. She sighed heavily and brushed a hand through her hair. Her chest had tightened with nerves, this one a mixture between giddy and an almost romantic feeling. The other a strong sense of anxiety, worry and doubt.
“No, I suppose you’re right. This is most certainly more than just discuss our two weeks. It’s more of a discussion, of confession of… well… us.” She said with slight hesitation.
Applejack’s eyes widened. “My god… I think.” She paused her internal monologue. Her arms relaxed as she decided to take a seat opposite Rarity. She sat herself on top of the wooden surface. The Farmgirl grew keen to know what was on Rarity’s mind.
“Us?” She asked softly. Her voice deepened ever so slightly, reaffirming that delicate tone she wanted to hold. She glanced down at her own hands, as they both shook with nerves, along with her knee that bounced up and down.
“Yes… us.” Rarity confirmed. Her gaze remained lowered however, as she felt her own tears had begun to well in her eyes. She sniffled and rubbed her nose gently with a tissue she had hidden down her sleeve. “I want to tell you so much darling, so much of how I’ve been feeling, before anyone else gets the chance too.” She confessed as her voice wavered, almost into a whisper.
Applejack listened, it was hard to listen to her friend get upset, and upon hearing Rarity’s voice shake, made Applejack’s throat clench and tighten as she too felt similar emotions began to brew within herself.
“I… I’ve been meanin’ to say somethings too, sugarcube.” Applejack said softly, she reached upwards toward her hat, and slowly removed it and placed it down on the table. She gently rose from her seat and placed herself next to Rarity. “Whatever you’ve got to say Rare’s… please, just say it.” She said softly.
Rarity sniffled more as the tears had begun to cascade down her ivory cheeks. Her makeup once again ruined as the fear of rejection had crept into her body once again, but, she raised the courage to speak, as she felt the warmed presence of Applejack beside her.
“Applejack, darling. I care about you so much. You have been with me throughout every experience of this school. From when we first started together, throughout every major event at this school, you were always by my side, without question. And during the summer breaks, at Everfree and our small glamping experience we shared, every minute of it felt special. So incredibly special to me.” Rarity said with a newfound confidence. Her tears continued to rain down her cheeks, and her voice occasionally wobbled, but her smile remained. And as did Applejack’s which was the most important thing.
Rarity continued as she suddenly felt Applejacks warm hand placed upon her own. Without even questioning it, Rarity interlocked her fingers with Applejack’s.
“And when I left for Manehattan during the holidays, you never once failed to message me. Even though I was alone, I felt like I had you next to me. I grew to miss you, so much. I felt incomplete without your southern charm by my side. I… felt empty without you. The laughter we share, the inside jokes we have, all of it my dear.” She paused as she raised her head to meet with Applejack’s gaze. “I have not felt so strongly about anyone before. I have no idea how long I’ve truly felt like this, but I care about you deeply Applejack. I… I suppose there’s no other way of saying, other than I adore you, I like you Applejack.” Rarity confessed as she felt a wave of emotions rush through her body. She shuddered at the release of her confession as Applejack squeezed her hand.
Their eyes met, both young women’s eyes glistened with tears as they exchanged a smile. Applejack chuckled as she too began to feel relief course through her veins, even though it was unbeknownst to Rarity.
“Oh shucks Rare’s…” Applejack started, once again letting out an awkward chuckled as she scratched the back of her neck. “Ya’ll know that I ain’t one to lie, nor am I one to hide the truth. But I know I’m not great with my words either, compared to you especially.” Both laughed gingerly as the same pink hue grew across their cheeks.
“I know how you feel Rare’s. I do, I really do. And I’m glad you trust me enough to tell me, how you’re feelin’ and I wanna tell you so much too.” Applejack paused and fully faced Rarity, her hand still gently clung to Rarity’s. “Every time you and I spend together, I fully enjoy, even if it ain’t things I like doin’ such as being dolled up.” Rarity giggled behind a bashful hand as Applejack paused again. “But it didn’t matter to me. ‘Cause I was with you, Rare’s. And I came to realise, that when I wasn’t with you, I was missin’ you. I was and still am crazy about you, I can’t seem to stop thinkin’ ‘bout you Rarity. And… I’m so glad you feel the same way.” Applejack said as she perched herself fully on the wooden table and sat cross legged across from Rarity. Her hand still interlocked with Rarity’s as her warmed thumb traced across her delicate knuckles.
Rarity exhaled heavily, as a wide smile brandished her face. “So… are you saying darling, that you…” She trailed off, she didn’t want to assume.
“Yes sugarcube, I like you too. A lot, godamn, a helluva lot. I’ve been wantin’ to say this to ya’ll for ages.” Applejack said as her own tears coursed their way down her freckles. She reached over with her free hand, and placed it against Rarity’s cheek, as her thumb wiped away her makeup stained tears. “Don’t cry now, pretty girl.”
“You just called me pretty” Rarity cooed into her touch, she nearly melted into the warmth of her palm as she felt it wipe away her tears. She chuckled as they slowly began to dry. Her eyes reddened from the burst of emotion she had just experienced.
“Hey now, I’m allowed to flirt too. ‘Sides, I have always thought you were pretty, Rare’s.” Applejack said softly as she continued to wipe away the now dried tears.
“You can talk my dear, you’re just as beautiful.” Rarity complimented before she scooted herself off the table. “Darling… can… can you hold me?”
“Now you’re trying to make me blush.” Applejack said as she nodded and raised herself up, this time, she pulled Rarity in from the waist, her broad tanned arms, snaked their way around her ample hips, and pulled her close against her own chest. Rarity swooned at the touch, as this time, this embrace, had an air of romance about it. The ivory girl rested her head against Applejack’s chest, as the farmgirl hummed a gentle ballad. Rarity’s tears had finished falling, as her body was overtaken by a sensation she had never truly felt before. When it came to romance and previous partners, it had all fallen to shattered rejection. One that had broken, every time. But this, this feeling as one of genuine joy, one of pure happiness, one of love and affection, one that caused her to giggle in excitement as a flurry of butterflies attacked her stomach. Her fears had melted away in an instant, as her assumptions had been proven correct. The two did in fact, feel for one another.
“Please don’t be a dream.” Rarity mumbled against Applejacks chest.
“If this is a dream… I don’t want to wake up, ever.” Applejack said softly as she rested her chin against the top of Rarity’s perfect purple mane of hair.
“So, the way we feel… it’s all real? You truly feel this way about me?” Rarity asked, as she glanced up amid their embrace, as she looked up towards Applejack’s beautiful and natural smile.
“It’s all real sweetheart, trust me.” Applejack said as she gently soothed her back with one of her hands, it glided up and down her slime frame.
“I’m so overjoyed darling, I don’t even know what to do with myself.” Rarity said softly, it was true. She had no idea what to do, her mind was frazzled with thoughts of romantic intent. She didn’t want to push boundaries just yet, especially as they had only just confessed.
“I think, we take things slowly sugarcube, try things one at a time, sound fair?” Applejack suggested. She herself, had only had a few crushes before, but, here and now, with one of the most gorgeous women in the world betwixt her arms, was her true first experience with a woman. A woman that she cared so deeply for.
“I think that sounds splendid darling… but can I try one thing already?” Rarity asked as her arms around Applejacks muscular neck tightened, her eyes shut only half-lidded. The sapphire gemstones of her eye’s almost twinkled before Applejack, as she became lost in the farmgirls brilliant emerald green eyes.
“’Course ya can sugarcube.” Applejack reaffirmed.
This gave Rarity the confidence she needed. She softly nodded, and inch by inch, her head nudged closer to Applejacks own. Her breath was sharp, jagged, but also, somewhat steady. Their heads became inches apart, as without warning, Rarity softly placed her lips against Applejacks in a soft delicate kiss. The kiss initially shocked Applejack, but she soon felt herself giving in, as she followed suite and kissed Rarity in return. It lasted for all of five seconds, the two pulled apart, their eyes meet once again, both shared a jagged breath. Rarity smiled at the woman she adored, as she suddenly planted her lips against Rarity’s again, this time, much more firmer.
The kiss built with romantic intensity, as the grips on one another tightened. Rarity’s face flushed with a full crimson glow as she shared the passionate kiss with the one she loved. Her hand massaged its way through Applejack’s ponytail, as Applejack’s own hand pressed firm against Rarity’s hips, which caused her to let out a little surprise yelp. The touch was welcomed, however.
Despite the passion that had clearly developed, the human need for breath took over, as Rarity was the first to break the kiss. Her body fell into the chest of her other halves, and remained there for a moment as she caught her breath. She felt the beating of Applejacks heart, it pounded against her chest, as she breathe shakily. Rarity pulled away slightly, her arms still entangled around Applejack’s neck.
“Lets… pace ourselves darling. Slowly my dear, we don’t need to rush things.” She said softly, as she placed a singular peck on Applejacks chest. “However, that kiss… was oh so delightful.”
This made Applejack laugh as she finally caught her breath. “I agree sugarcube, I think takin’ our time is best… but I’ve been waitin’ to do that for a while, I won’t lie to you Rare’s I’ve had dreams of this moment.”
“As have I darling, in truth, I’ve wanted to kiss you, and tell you how I feel, confide my feelings towards you. I was worried that you’d reject me, or even feel that this was too early, or even the wrong place.” Rarity confessed.
“Heh, then me ‘n you both sugarcube. I may of told some of the girls, I was into someone, and then Apple Bloom came along and I nearly thought I gave the whole thing away, I swear, that whippersnapper can read me like a damn book!” Applejack said with a hearty laugh, which Rarity joined in on.
“My my, it sounds like you and I darling, have had very similar days. Speaking of little sisters, Sweetie Belle asked me many questions this morning regarding a love interest. Apparently I have tell-tale signs, according to her and… some of our friends.” She said as her crimson flush largened. “But, earlier on, our darling sisters and Scootaloo passed by me, hollering at me in an accent, that was a mockery of your own. I wondered if they had figured out, and let me tell you darling, I’ve been worried sick, wondering if they’d spoil it for me… well, us. Evidently not.”
Applejack and Rarity both shared a warm laugh, considering their shared worry and panic, wasn’t warranted. As their shared laughter died down, Applejack’s hand brushed Rarity’s hair slightly away from her face, and smiled down, lovingly, towards her.
“I was worried they were gon’ scare you off. Makin’ me sound all crazy about you, I mean I am, but y’know how they love to twist things.” Applejack softly said.
Rarity sweetly smiled at the light touch, once again finding herself nuzzled into Applejack’s palm. “I’m glad I’m not the only one.” She paused, her eyes closed for a few moments, until they reopened, to once again, meet with the crisp green eyes of Applejack.
“What of our friends, dear?” She asked, not worried, simply curious as to how they’d reveal things.
“Like we said sweetheart, all in good time, right?” Applejack responded, leaving Rarity with a pleased smile across her lips.
“In the meantime, should we actually discuss our arrangements for our spring break?” Rarity suggested with a laugh, which Applejack chuckled in response to, as she nodded her head in agreement.
“Yeah, I think that sounds good Sugarcube, maybe, we can start simple, maybe, if we’re gonna do this, you and I, maybe we… y’know, do an actual date?”
Rarity’s eye’s gleamed at the idea. What a romantic delight, and such a sweet gesture from the one, she was now going to be dating. Many ideas rushed through her head of what to do, where could they eat? Or perhaps they could see a movie? No perhaps too dull for a first date, not enough talking. “Remember what Rainbow said Rarity. No… froo froo stuff.” She thought internally. Rarity reluctantly broke away from their embrace, to wonder around the classroom. She tapped her chin, as she browsed her mind for potential date ideas. Maybe something simple to start with, and easy to build upon. Something that perhaps Applejack wanted to do first.
“Darling, I’d love to go on a date with you, why don’t you decide what we’re doing? I’m happy to spend quality time with you, doing whatever you’d like to do, my dear.” Rarity said softly, as she gently walked back towards Applejack, and took both of her hands in her own.
Applejack’s cheeks once again flushed. “Gosh Rarity, really? That’s awfully kinda of ya’ll sugarcube. Hm. How about after the day finishes, you and I go to that café you keep on ravin’ about. What’s it called… it’s one of them fancy named one’s… uh La Brassery rose?” Applejack tried as she attempted to pronounce the French café’s name.
Rarity didn’t laugh, she instead placed a soft kiss against Applejack’s freckled cheek. She smiled gleefully and let out one of her signature squeals as she exclaimed:
“La Brasserie des Pétales de Rose!” Her pronunciation was flawless, due to her French connections with higher cliental in the capital city of Canterlot and Manehattan. “Oh darling, I’d love to go there, I normally go there myself, or with Sweetie Belle, but to spend some time there sounds excellent. There we can discuss and plan the rest of the holidays too.” Rarity exclaimed as her body bubbled with excitement.
Applejack leant in, and placed another soft kiss upon Rarity’s lips. “Heh, well if you’re excited, then I’m excited sugarcube.” Applejack paused, and took a deepened breath, as she gave Rarity a more solemn and gentle look. “I’m really lookin’ forward to it. And not just the date, I mean us too. Every minute of what’s ahead of us.”
Rarity reciprocated the small kiss and responded. “Whatever happens, we are in this together. Now, come along. We have been away from our friends, and we still have time for the rest of our lunch break.”
“Right behind you sugarcube.” Applejack said as she gently took Rarity’s hand. Rarity paused and glanced down towards it, and nearly wetted her eyes again. This was true affection, unlike, either of them had felt before. Though it was incredibly early, the bond they shared already, was beginning to blossom further. Rarity accepted Applejack’s hand, and excited the classroom, and headed down the hall.
Applejack, with her free hand opened her small leather bag and offered: “Apple fritter?” towards Rarity, holding it out towards her. Rarity smiled, and said nothing as she gently leant her head over, and took a small bite of the fritter from Applejack’s hand. She laughed as the two started to share it. They held hands the entire time, which awarded the pair the occasional surprised look. Rarity absorbed it into her stride, she in fact wanted to show it off a little, due to all the stares.
“All in good time.” Rarity thought to herself, as the two exchanged more bites of the apple fritter and found the cafeteria doors. They passed before entering, gave each other an affirming nod, and entered, hands held tightly.