Dear pri
Hey Twilight, I know it's only been a day and you said you'd write later but some things have happened today, some good but most bad.
Well for starters it's been proven that Rarity and Fluttershy are truly my friends, I'm still a lot closer to Rarity than I am Fluttershy but me and 'Shy are spending more and more time together!
I agreed to talk with Applejack at lunch but that in hindsight was a huge mistake, I should've asked to speak with her somewhere more private. We were talking and then Rainbow Dash and Pinkie Pie come up to the table and try to talk to me, to Applejack's credit she tried to get them to go away. Poor Flutters tried to keep them from coming up to me in the first place, I heard her trying to reason with them saying that they should wait for me to approach them when I was ready to.
Pinkie went away but Dash didn't and I got annoyed, I snapped at her and told her to go away but she wouldn't, she told me to listen to her but something in the way she said it triggered a PTSD flashback. They wouldn't lis I was brought back to the night that I brought them the journal to try and prove to them that I wasn't a traitorous bitch the one who was behind the account.
Fluttershy I think noticed what was happening and snapped me out of it, she hugged me and was an anchor point that I could focus on even though I was still hearing their jeers and insults. She helped me snap back to reality and I'm always going to be grateful for her helping me like that. Things could've gone way worse if she wasn't there.
Anyways I realized everyone was staring at me and creeping me out because of my little outburst so I had to get out of there. I didn't have the chance to thank Fluttershy for helping me yet, but I ran out of the cafeteria and straight into vice principal Luna.
She noticed something was off and asked me if I was okay, and Twilight, since princess Luna is a great mare I took my chance and asked VP Luna if we could talk. I'm really glad I did though, she seems to be amazing.
She said yes and we went to her office where I told her about what happened during lunch and she was the one who suggested that I may have PTSD, or more accurately she said that Rainbow's tone may have triggered the flashback. But her words are repeating in my head. Things are only getting more and more complicated Twilight and it's really worrying me. What if I don't
Sorry, I really ended up venting in the end there huh? Other than what happened today I'm otherwise okay, how's your little elephant experiment coming along? Is he recovering without complication?
Your friend,
Sunset Shimmer