//------------------------------// // rainy // Story: flith2 // by Fluttergail //------------------------------// colours flit by her face. Dash landed a hoof or so away and looked at me. My feathers ruffle and I flap my wings. They ache. Rainbow points a hoof and I turn to stare at the skybox. A hoof. A hoof. Ahoof. I giggle at the word I made up and try to tell Rainbow but she won't stop staring at me. I ask her to turn away and she does. Her wings split open in an ear-piercing shriek and the sky carves open a twitchy buggy mess. Cyan tears leak paint off the wet and soggy walls and I stick my tongue out to taste some. They smell like clouds. They taste gross. "I miss clouds." She opens her mouth wide and nods her head. I um, try not to look, it's impolite. I'm on a cloud and a red construction site raises out of the clouds below. I can hear Rainbow Dash above, so I creep onto the nearest beam and it's shaped like a perfect square. Twilight would know how to inspect the spaces of these but I don't know where to find her. I glance up and see a purple mane and toothy grin in the dark tunnel upwards. As soon as I look it scurries backwards and I can't see her anymore. I call Rainbow Dash. "Uh, yeah Shy. It's a twitchy buggy mess down there so don't look down, k?" I reply to the text, mimicking her voice as best as I can. A shortcut opens. Rainbow brushes a hoof across her forehead to wipe the sweat off and her wings follow, cradling her into a perfect compact coffin. I um, wish everypony would stop looking at me sometimes. I wish I could go back before I knew more words. When, when I did know more words. I'm a stupid mare. Their eyes bare down on me from holes and pockets in the sky as if they're peering through a sieve. As if the sky is cut up into ragged flesh, blue flesh, and their fur bristles closer and closer, pressing and clumping to the edges of a grater. Clump. Clump. Clump. Can you imagine that? Clump. Clump. Clump. I feel so wet and soggy. My hooves barely move, they feel sticky with the last thing I ate. Chocolate cookies. My cottage isn't warm and hearth and Fluttery, it's wet and soggy and gross. The crumbs and sticky chocolate gets on everything I touch, my walls, my desk, my typewriter, my pen. I try to shake Rainbow's hoof and she obliges but I know she hates me. "I don't hate you, 'Shy." I type up and smile, weakly. Every word I say feels weak and I shouldn't try. Every smell, taste, sight, touch, sound, psyche - it's hollow and the hollow itself is wet and soggy and a twitchy and buggy and I bite my lip and turn to face her. She looks at me. Rainbow brushes a hoof across her forehead to wipe the sweat off and she opens her mouth wide and nods her wings. Clump. Clump. Clump. She's full of holes and pockets. Red, blue, green, orange, cyan, blue, green orange, red, yellow. I try to remember the rhyme to remember the colours and Twilight would know how to inspect the spaces of these but I don't know where to find her. I glance up and twitchy and buggy and My feathers ruffle and I flap my wings. Rainbow, frustrated, won't stop staring at me. I tell her to stop and I tell her to stop. Clump. Clump. They ache. "Miss Cloud? Do you remember her? She was our teacher in Cloudsdale. She was so cool. She used to let us stay after class. She was so cool. I feel bugs on me." I freak out, Fluttershy freaks out-I um, I freak out. Red, blue, green. They ache. I freak out, I flutter. It's a twitchy, buggy mess down there so don't look down, k? Okay? Dash landed a hoof or so away. "Yes?" "That's not a very Fluttershy thing to say?" "Um, yes?" "Better." She smirks and her wings split open in an ear-piercing shriek. Four wings like an angel. My angel. I glance up and Every word I say feels wet and soggy and gross. I go into ponyville and it's like I was never able to speak in the first place Flutterguy speaks for me a deep, hollow tone and I think I would prefer that to the soft, delicate flower that sprouts out of my mouth, vines attached to jaws, i think i would prefer that becasue then at least it would match my hideous body. I'm not an Equestrian Girl. I'm a Fluttershy. I'm not an Equestrian. I'm a Fluttershy. I'm from Equestira. She was our teacher in Cloudsdale, so cool. So cool! "So cool, so cool!" Thank you, Rainbow Dash and I smile at her and she smirks and her wings split open. They ache. I raise my eyebrow, do um, ponies have eyebrows and listen but I can't hear anything and I realise the construction site is gone and we are sat in my cottage, which is wet and soggy and gross like a biscuit. Like a chocolate cookie. I eat another. A chocolate cookie. I ear another. Oh, Luna, my stomach is going to be chubby. Not that I mind, that's fine, I just don't want food to exist in me. Clumpy. I'm um, writing in my diary, Rainbow. No, you can read, it's okay, I um, don't mind. We've been through a lot together and that's not a very Fluttershy thing to say. I bite my lip and turn to face her. Clump Clump Clump. Wet and soggy and twitchy and buggy. She's wet and soggy and twitchy and buggy and clumpy. She's full of holes and pockets. Red, green, blue, opal. Opal the cat. Veteran. Veal. Venison. Violet. I glance up and see a purple mane and toothy grin. My angel.