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// Entry 12 
// Story: Diary Of A Closet Romantic 
// by Lunar Spice 
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Dear Journal,


I think my friends are ignoring me. I asked them if anyone wanted to hang out sometime next week, but no one answered.

It got me wondering... what if she told the rest of our friends what happened between us? How I completely embarrassed myself in front of her, and telling them how pathetic I am?

I don't think I could handle losing all of my friends. They're the only things keeping me sane right now.

Scootaloo would be helping, but she moved a few days ago.

I'm all alone.

I need to find something to do. Something to keep my mind off of my friends and her.

I sent out resumes a few days ago, but I haven't heard back. Hopefully, if I get a job, I'll have something else to focus on. It's not like I need the money. My parents left me some money in their will. It would just be a way to get out of the house and get my mind off of everything.

If no one calls me back, I wonder how I'd take it. Thinking that no one wants me, as a friend or an employee.

But I'm confident that at least one company will call me back. I'm perfect for the job I applied for.

I think right now, I just need to relax. I should probably go take a nap.

Later