//------------------------------// // Apple bloom ( Warning contains Suicide attempt, suggestive themes and abuse) // Story: Anon a Mystery : The Meeting // by ALoneWolf //------------------------------// " If you thought Sweetie Bell and Scoot's had it rough, it's nothing compared to what I've been through" Bloom said as she began her tale.................................. Last year Unlike Scoot's and Belle's folks, my family was just as furious at me. I tell ya I have never seen Granny Smith so disappointed in all my life, that look she gave me after we confessed looked as if she acted like I didn't even existed. I felt absolutely terrible for all this as Anon a Miss was my idea so I was pretty much the ring leader of this whole fiasco. Applejack didn't say a word to me after our expulsion was given and I didn't really blame her especially since her little "piggly wiggly" secret was sacred and private to her and I ruined and exposed it and it's never gonna go away. I pretty much just isolated myself from my family as they wanted nothing to do with the leader of Anon a Miss and I tried my best to avoid Big Mac at all times. Intermission "Wait you avoided your brother, why?" Sunset asked." Did you write one of his secret's too Bloom?' "Yes" Apple Bloom answered." When he found out that I posted his secret he was ABSOLUTELY furious, I legit thought he was gonna kill me" "Was his secret really that bad? Sunset asked." What did you write about him Bloom? You know what never mind it's not my business I'm sorry" "No it's alright Sunset" Apple Bloom replied. "Pretty much everyone in school knows already so there's really no point in keeping it locked up, you see...................................................... My Brother's secret It all started after I posted Applejack's secret on monday, I knew we had to go further if our plan to separate you from our sisters was gonna work so we all decided to dig deeper. So Scoots and Sweetie Belle volunteered to find out their sisters secret's along with some of our classmates. I figured that I already got Applejack so I went for my brothers next but unfortunately I couldn't find anything on him, until that one night. While I was heading to bed reminiscing about how our Sisters and classmates abandoned you and that our plan was going smoothly, I heard a strange noise coming from my brothers room. So I decided to take a quick peak as my curiosity got the better of me and that"s when I found my brother masturbating. It was a gross sight to behold as there was like five used tissues near his bed meaning he's been doing it for a while, what's more disturbing is the person he was masturbating to..............................................Miss Cheerilee. The head of the library and the one of the members of the school board, I was completely shocked at this even though my brother was 18 It weirded me out that he was fantasizing about our 26 year old teacher especially since he already had a girlfriend. after staring for ten seconds I took out my phone and made the most stupidest mistake of my life, I recorded the whole session. He went on for like 10 minutes straight, I knew he worked out but I didn't realize he had that much in him. After I finished recording I put my phone away and quietly went back to my room, then the next morning I posted the video on the Anon a Miss account and titled it " Big Mac's got a thing for Miss Cheerilee" again I didn't realize what a stupid mistake this was gonna be. When my brother got to school a lot of the student's male and female had varied reactions as he walked through the hallway. They smirked, talked behind his back, snickered, gave him dirty looks, and most of the females coughed "pervert" and when Miss Cheerilee saw him she just gave him a look of disgust and walked away. Then his girlfriend Sugar Bell walked up and straight up slapped him, when he asked what was the matter with her and why everyone was acting weird towards him she just said angrily " WHY DON'T YOU ASK ANON A MISS SICKO!!!!!!!!!!!" and she ran away sobbing, and so my bro did just that. The second he saw the video of his little " Session" he immediately screamed your name and charged towards you. After a brief chase session you were soon saved by a security guard who dragged Big Mac away all while he vowed revenge against you. After that he was given a week of after school detention for nearly attacking a female student but that's wasn't the end of it. All week the taunt's and snickering continued as all the students talked behind his back joking about his apparent "Fetish" for age difference and Sugar Belle even broke up with him and went to her friend Party Favor for comfort. I noticed all this and I secretly felt bad for not only ruining your reputation but my brothers as well, but I selfishly put it aside knowing that Big Mac would murder me if he ever found out. Intermission "Jesus, I didn't know your brother had such wild fantasies, especially toward our school librarian" Sunset said slightly surprised as she thought back at when Big Mac angrily chased her down in the hallway which made her wonder what secret of his that Bloom posted that made him so angry, and now she knew the secret that drove him to madness. " But that was a pretty stupid move you did Bloom not to mention that it's also illegal, your lucky you didn't get charged with online sexual conduct for posting that video" "I know sunset" Bloom replied sadly not blaming Sunset for being disappointed." But like I said I wasn't thinking clearly when I did it, i know that's a pretty BS excuse but I didn't realize that it would impact and come back to me eventually" Aftermath and Consequences After our confession all HELL broke loose and I not taking about the student's we hurt. As we walked out of the office found ourselves surrounded by a mob of angry students who gave us sour and pissed off look's but that wasn't what I was terrified about. Just then I heard someone scream my name, and that's when I found Big Mac in the hallway looking all kind's of pissed. Seriously his eyes were as red as his flannel shirt I have never seen him get this angry in my entire life, I immediately froze in place as he charged towards me. Scoots and Sweetie Belle stood right in front of me to protect me , but then Applejack and her boyfriend Caramel rushed in and held Big Mac back as he struggled to get out of their grip. As he was restrained Applejack sternly told me to go home with Granny Smith which I quickly obliged knowing my brother was gonna tear me limb from limb the second he escapes their grasp's and the other girl's followed suit with their parent's as well. When I got home Granny Smith ordered me to wait in my room until my sister and brother came home, so I just stayed upstairs for half of the day scared about what AJ, Granny, and ESPECIALLY Big Mac were gonna do to me. Once they arrived home the "family conversation" began. the three of em yelled at me for hour's until the sun went down. I tell ya this is the angriest I've ever seen my family get I felt like a prisoner getting interrogated but unlike the good cop bad cop scenario, it was flat out bad cop and bad cop. After hours of yelling and berating me, Granny Smith announced that I would be sent away as well to live with my Aunt, uncle, and cousin Braeburn out in Texas from now on as not only punishment but to protect me from all the angry student's who were out for blood. I was heartbroken at the fact my family was sending me away, after her announcement I just walked up to my room depressed instead of arguing back as i knew it would be pointless and Mac continued to give me a murderous glare as I walked up the stairs. As soon as I got to my room I locked and barricaded my door fearing that Big Mac might do something to me in my sleep, I silently cursed myself for starting this whole mess in the first place and dragging my friends along with me. I then cried myself to sleep wishing to reverse all this and make it all go away, but I knew it was simply impossible. Arriving in Texas The next day was the start of my "journey" , After packing up my thing's I headed downstairs to meet Granny Smith and the others in her pickup truck. Applejack gave me a nasty glare as I walked toward's the vehicle and she whispered the most hurtful sentence to me " Ma and Pa having you was the worst decision of their lives" I tried my best to hold back my tears, It broke my heart to know my older sister hated me for ruining her friendship with you but the fact that she wished that I was never born tore me apart. Intermission Sunset remained visibly shocked that Applejack would say something so heartless to her younger sister. Despite what she and the others have done that seemed way to far, especially for the element of honesty. "I'm gonna have a long talk with Applejack later today about that" She said in her head, slightly growling a bit. Back to the story I decided to just sit in the trunk as I didn't want to go the whole trip surrounded by angry glares and I especially didn't want to be near Big Mac. Throughout the ride to the airport I stayed silent and collected my thought's about everything that has happened, my petty jealousy, Starting Anon a Miss, ruining my siblings reputation, You cutting ties with everyone, rejecting our apologies, losing my families trust, and worst of all I'd never see my friend's again. I wished so desperately that I could take it all back and to reverse this, but I knew this would never go away and it can never be fixed. I wanted so badly to say goodbye to Sweetie bell and Scoots but sadly I remembered that they were sent away as well and it'd be nearly impossible to contact them. After an hour we arrived at the airport and was lead to the terminal for Texas, I looked back at the three of em before walking inside I waved goodbye to them but they didn't say a word or even look at me. So I just stepped into the terminal with my head down low sad that my own family hates my gut's. after an hour flight of silence, i soon arrived in texas where I was greated by my cousin Braeburn who escorted me to their farm. After a long drive we arrived at his folks, but unlike Braeburn my uncle didn't give me a warm welcome and just glared while my Aunt just remained silent. I figured that Applejack or Granny smith informed them about what I did and honestly I knew I couldn't escape from my crimes no matter how far away I was. After that I started to settle in to my new home but that was easier said than done. 4 1/2 months of hell So I then settled in to my new home, I was enrolled into the local High school downtown. Which wasn't so bad, the school wasn't as run down as the schools Scoots and Sweetie bell were enrolled into and non of the students gave me any trouble and some of my cousins were students there as well so I wasn't as lonely there I actually settled in well and made some new friends hell there weren't even any bullies . But it just wasn't the same without Scootaloo or Sweetie belle by my side. So far I've been doing pretty well in my new school and I even started to get good grades and was even on the honor role, but TBH I wished that the school was my new home instead of my aunt and uncles cause it was a lot safer here than at the house. You see everyday after school my uncle made me do work around the farm and I mean work, and what's worse he banned me from using any electronics around the house without his or my aunt's permission. I hated these new rules but I knew better than to argue with my Uncle. Some day's after I finished all my farm chores I just go upstairs and sleep not even bothering to eat dinner as I was too tired to eat, but Braeburn was kind enough to bring me up a midnight snack from time to time. Most night's I barely get any sleep due to my Aunt and Uncles constant arguing, as it turn's out my Uncle's Brewery has been going through some rough times and is on the brink of shutting down completely. Meaning that he'd be out of a job soon and worst of all my Aunt was actually planning on divorcing him, my Uncle was so frustrated with everything that's about to transpire that he's been taking it out on my Aunt and Braeburn ever since and now he was taking it out on me as well, looking at it now I don't blame my Aunt for wanting to divorce him. I wanted to get out of this house so badly so I attempted five runaway attempt's for these past 4 1/2 month's. On my first attempt I tried to go on the side of the road and flag down a driver but my uncle found me, On the second attempt I ended up hitchhiking in the desert which looking back was kind of stupid as it would be nearly impossible to reach Canterlot on foot being thousand's of miles away and eventually my uncle found me again, On the third attempt one of my friend's from school tried to help smuggle me to Canterlot with the help of his older brother but sadly my uncle found out and dragged me home and worst of all he told my friend's parents and he was now grounded for a month but he didn't blame me for it which was good, then on the fourth attempt I snuck onto a cargo train that was on it's way to Canterlot but before it left the facility low and behold my Uncle somehow found me again, then on my final attempt I "borrowed" My Uncles credit card and bought myself a plane ticket to just fly to Canterlot, But before I got to the terminal my Uncle found me and dragged me home after he found a statement on his credit history about a $200 plane ticket to Canterlot. Each failed attempt my Uncle beat me senseless and worst of all he even forced Braeburn to assist him, and he always hit him whenever he refused all while my aunt just turned a blind eye. "Intermission" "Wait a sec" Sunset interrupted. " Braeburn was forced to beat you? He didn't do it intentionally?" "No he didn't" Apple Bloom replied sadly. " Like I said my uncle has been taking out his frustration on not only my aunt but him as well, with my uncle being the strongest he didn't stand a chance against him. During all the beat downs I could see the hurt and remorse in his eyes as I knew he didn't want to hurt me but my uncle forced him to do it. Every single time he walked into my room and cried on my lap begging for forgiveness , but each time I told him that it wasn't his fault and not to worry I'll be fine. Luckily all the bruises healed pretty quickly and during school I always lied and said that I hurt myself doing chores around the farm" After her little explanation Sunset remained visibly shocked that Bloom went through so much abuse throughout her stay at Texas. And what's worse her poor cousin was forced to assist in the abuse, which broke not only Bloom's heart but Sunset's as well at the thought of a family member being forced to do that as well. After a moment Sunset then ushered Bloom to continue. My breaking point After my fifth runaway attempt failed I made no other attempt to run and simply just fell into a deep depression. I cursed myself for my many wrong doings and ruining my family as it all started with my stupid Anon a miss plan. I ended up staying quiet during the first weeks of April barely saying a word except if i was asked to answer a question during class lectures. I didn't even eat anything at home or at school and practically starved myself. What's worse my uncle tried to force feed me and once again he threatened Braeburn to do the same, but each time I just forcibly made myself throw up before bed. Braeburn even tried to bring me a midnight snack as he usually did whenever I was too tired to eat after doing my after school chores, but I was too sad to eat. I once again wished that I could take it all back and that I had my friend's and family by my side again, but I knew nothing would ever make this right i lost everything and it was all my fault. My stomach hurt from not only starving myself for week's but at the thought of my siblings and grandmother hating my gut's for the many sin's I have committed last christmas. The pain was too much to handle and I had to make it stop, So the next morning I planned to make the pain stop completely. I got up early in the morning and grabbed a pistol from the armory, I then made my way up the roof of the house. Placing the barrel at the left side of my head many images popped into my heads of all the happy memories throughout my life. Meeting Scoots and Sweetie Belle, playing with my siblings, when my uncle used to be nice to us and Braeburn, and the family reunions. But all that's now ancient history because of my Stupid Anon a Miss attempt. But before I could pull the trigger my Uncle and Braeburn found me and screamed at me to get down but I just gave them a sad smile and apologized before pulling the trigger. Unfortunately I forgot to load it so just up and jumped off the roof. As I fell my life literally flashed before my eye's before i hit the ground with a loud thump, before blacking out completely I heard my Aunt scream for an ambulance and then Moment's later the last thing I heard before blacking out completely was siren's echoing in the distance before my vision went completely black. When I finally came to I found myself inside of a hospital bed in a full body cast, I was surprised that I survived the fall especially since it was a 2 story drop head first. I looked around and was shocked to find Applejack by my side who was quick to respond happily, as it turn's out Braeburn called AJ and told her everything that happened and she Granny and Big Mac drove all the way here as fast as they could. Applejack informed me that I've been out for a whole week and had numerous surgeries to keep me alive and that she was happy that I survived. I was shocked that she was happy to see me after everything I've done to her, soon I began to weep at what she said to me and I said " I'm sorry big sis" Over and over again. I knew saying this wasn't enough but I just wanted to let my sister know that I was sorry for everything, and to my surprise Applejack gently hugged me and said "I forgive you sugarcube, I'm just happy to see you alive and well. And I'm sorry for what I said back home I didn't mean it, your not a mistake your the best sister I've ever had and nothing and I mean nothing will ever change that. No matter what stupid thing you've done I'll never hate you" I was so happy that my big sis forgave me despite the fact Sunset still held a grudge against her and the others, I wanted to hug her back so badly but due to the body cast it was impossible so i just settle on resting my head gently on her shoulder. Then a moment later Big Mac and Granny smith came in as well and were just as happy to see me alive, I was kind of scared to see my brother but to my surprise he walked up and hugged me too and apologized for being so hostile and begged for my forgiveness. As it turn's out these past 4 1/2 month's everyone moved on from Big Mac's embarrassing video and he along with Applejack no longer had to deal with anymore taunting. Also he and Miss Cheerilee were on good term's with each other despite her still feeling awkward in his presence, and Sugar Bell despite the breakup and that she's now dating her friend Party Favor eventually forgave Big mac and the three of em became friends. With that I forgave my brother and he and Granny Smith forgave me too and eventually we were brought together into a family group hug as I cried tear's of joy to have my family back on my side again. But that's not the end of my tale, my redemption eventually started the following week.......................................................