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// First day of school or maybe not? 
// Story: A little Sparkling Blaze 
// by Sparkling blaze 
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5 years later...

Sparkling's POV

I was so scared and nervous,today was my first day of class,I had been up since 5 am just laying down covered until my head so mommy didn't find me.

I didn't wanna go to school,and what the voices were saying weren't helping either,maybe I should've took the med mommy gave me instead of throwing it away.

While I was thinking about if I should tell them or not mom Dash comes into my room.

" Sparkling, time to get up."

I just lay there. Should I get up and tell her? What if she gets mad? What if she doesn't believe me? What if....?

"Sparkling!"Mom Dash says again a little louder this time.

I uncover my head.

"Good morning." I tell her trying to hide how I feel.

"There you are." She says with a smile. "How are you feeling this morning?"

"I'm ok."I lie.

"You sure?"She asks.

"Yeah.I'm just hungry."I say.

We both go downstairs mommy was making breakfast .

"Be careful,this food is poisoned..."

And there it is,the voice that makes me doubt my choices.I eat a little but in case the voice is right I leave some on my plate.

"I'm not hungry anymore."I tell my moms.

Aria's POV
I see Sparkling has only taken a few bites. 

"Sparkling you need to eat some more, please?"

"Mom I'm really not hungry." Sparkling tells me.

"But Sparkling you need to..." I start.

"Don't force her." Dash cuts me off. "Go and finish getting ready. I'll take you to school when you're ready."

Sparkling gets up and leaves the room. 

"She needs to eat Dash." I tell her starting to get mad.

"I know but look at her, she's scared. I've already talked to Fluttershy, she'll make sure she eats."

"Why would she be scared to eat,Dash?"

"I don't know.Did she take her meds last night?"

"Yeah she did."

Sparkling then comes down,ready for school and humming an song neither me or Dash knew and between some lines she would sing it outloud.

We entered the car. 

When I heard an certain line I knew she must've spitted the med out and threw it away while I walked away from her room.

"Why you have me second guessing everything I do and say..."She sang.

"You didn't took your meds,did you?"I asked her.

"I...I." she starts.

"You didn't take them did you?" I ask her.

For a moment she just stares at me. She looks as if she's trying to decide if she can trust me or not. Dash thankfully sees the same thing I do.

"You know me and your mom would never hurt you right?"

Sparkling nods.

"When did you stop taking your meds?"

"A long time ago. Are you mad at me?"

"Of course not." I tell her. "But we need to take you to get checked out. They can give you something to balance you out." 

Dash then turns to the back of the car:

"Do you want to go now,or stay at home with your mom and we take you to your psychiatrist appointment tomorrow?"

She thinks for a while.

"I wanna go home with mommy."

I turn to her:

"Are you sure you will manage to wait a whole day?"

"Yeah."She answers.

Dash turns the car around and takes us home.

We go inside. "So Sparkling what do you want to do?"

"I don't know." She tells me.

"You're just like your mom Dash, you know that?" Sparkling just shakes her head. "She never knows what she wants to do either."

"Oh."

"How about we go and watch some tv?"

We watch some TV and after awhile Sparkling speaks up:

"I'm sorry I didn't took my meds."

"It's ok."I say."Just don't do that again ok?It's bad for you."

"Alright."She says.

After some while she said:

"Mommy?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you."

I then pull her close:

"I love you too."