Dear Mom,
I am writing over a matter of great importance. As you know, Twilight and I have a very strong bond but it seems like it is built solely around sex and I'm starting to feel more for her. After somepony brought up to me that everything we have is built solely around the sex, it really made me think. I have realized that I feel so much more for my sister than just sexual attraction and extreme lust, I'm feeling genuine love for her.
I don't know what to do because I'm not sure if she feels the same way. She has bashed her protege over committing to one pony while mine simply built herself a harem. The thing is, with the exception of that one visit with you and Aunt Luna, well that along with us inviting Bright Beam up to join us one weekend, we are exclusive. I have decided that I want commitment, I feel like the sex we have is just for pleasure and nothing else.
How do I go about telling my twin sister that I want us to be more than just sisters with benefits? I can truly say that I would love it if her and I were married. I'm going to admit, I've been a bit clingier to her than normal here lately and I don't know if she can tell something is up or not. If she can, she hasn't said anything about it. I am just concerned that she will suddenly not want anything to do with me if I want that. I am also concerned how it would affect Toolaroola and Coconut Cream if the two of us fight or suddenly go cold towards one another. Most of all though, I don't want my sister to suddenly hate me or view me as weak for wanting something more than the lust we have right now. I need some advice, please!
Love,
Starlight
Dear Starlight,
I must say that I am shocked. I never imagined that either one of you would want anything to do with commitment given your history with commitment when it came to Trixie. I always thought that you'd view commitment as something that would tie you down but given that you two are pretty much exclusive, I can understand why you'd want it. It is likely how things are with your father and I, we wanted to feel connected as one.
I think the best thing you can do is just be honest with her and share your true feelings with her. If she tells you she doesn't want that, you'll just have to accept it. If it winds up destroying the lustful bond that you two have and you wind up simply being sisters who rule Equestria like Luna and I, I hope things won't get heated between you two. Things went bad when Luna and I fought but if you two fought, who knows what would happen. No offense Starlight but you have always been the one to use no caution with your magic and I fear that you could literally destroy Equestria if you got mad enough....well either that or do to your sister what you did to Trixie and I do not want to see that happen.
Again, just talk to her about this and hopefully everything will be fine.
Love,
Mom
Mom,
I have some concerns and I figured that you would be the best one to discuss this with. Here lately, Starlight seems more clingy than normal. As you know, we're very clingy but she seems to have gotten to where she doesn't want to leave my side. With the exception of when we are running our magic schools, she seems to not want to leave my side. Another thing that makes me wonder is the looks she gives me. Throughout our whole time together, we always gave one another lustful looks but here lately her looks seem more loving than lustful.
She has also said that she loves me. I don't know what is up with that but if she is wanting commitment or some dumb shit like that, there will be real problems. I find this troublesome because I know how reckless she is with her magic and if we got into a fight, I could see her tearing the fabric of space and time to the point she'd destroy the whole universe. Yes we both have infinitely powerful magic but if she got mad or sad enough, who knows what would happen.
If that is the case, how do I break it to her? How do I break it to her in a way that won't send her into a fury and cause her to turn into her own version of Nightmare Moon or Daybreaker? Also, if this does cause us problems, how will it affect our step-daughters? They know of the type of love we have for one another and if we suddenly started fighting, turned cold towards one another or turned into the absolute worst versions of ourselves, how will they handle it? Anyway, I'll stop now because I certainly don't want Starlight to see this letter.
Concerned Starlight Loves Me,
Twilight
Dear Twilight,
Really, you think that Starlight might want commitment? You think she might want something more than just the lustful relationship the two of you currently have? If that is the case, you are going to have to be firm with her and let her know that you don't want that. As you know, Starlight is more reckless with her magic than you and given that her magic is emotion driven, I have my concerns that if you don't break it to her the right way, she may raise the bar to a whole new level when it comes to infinitely powerful.
I kind of know how you feel because for so long, until your father and I reunited, I wanted nothing to do with commitment. I would advise this though, I would advise you bring this up to her sooner rather than later because it is obvious that this is really bothering you. I don't want this to consume you nor do I want it to cause problems between you two. Remember, do it just right or the world may very well be on the cusp of destruction.
Love,
Mom