Why?
What did I do wrong? Why am I like this? Why am I so weak? What do I do?
I can't keep doing this, Luna's my friend and now- I should've just dealt with it, I should've just sucked it up, I've handled harassment before, I can deal with this! I have to, for John, for my friends! I just want to be good, I want to do good. Why can't they just leave me alone? How long do I have to keep trying to get through to them? Why do I even try?
I need to calm down, I'll just start burning again if I don't... God the burning... As long as I've got John and the others, I'll be fine... Eventually...
This is my life now...
What the hell is the point?
I just wanted to be good... I will be. To hell with this luck dragon bullshit! I'm me!
And I don't want to be this! I tried alright? I tried! And look where that got me? Once more in pain and fuckin' useless! I'm done, You want me to use my magic Luna? Fine. You're saying I shouldn't give a shit about the people I'm trying to help?
Well ok then!