Dear Diary

by KitsuneRisu


20th of March, 1129, Wednesday (cont.)

20th of March, 1129, Wednesday (cont.)

Sorry about that, Diary, I must have wandered away. I found myself tending to the animals. I see that you’ve left me some advice again from last night that I must have missed.

‘Forgiveness is sought.’

I meditated on those words today as I mucked out the animals.

I guess what it is, is that deep down I know that the only person who needs to forgive me is

well

me!

How wise you are, Diary! Or is it me? Since I’m writing those words!

But it is definitely the truth! I have to forgive myself. Only I can do that, before I can finally move on.

Just because I lost before doesn’t mean I can’t gain back again.

this

thought

Has been lodged in my head all morning.

It gets stronger and stronger the more I think about it, and it buzzes in my mind like an insect.

Strangely, I find that my thoughts are clearest whenever I look upon the obj