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// lunAside: Entry 28 
// Story: Diaries of an Equestrian Overlord 
// by KitsuneRisu 
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Entry 28

I have been slowly weaning myself off food. Nighty says it's not healthy. But what does he know?! I'm... ugh.

I can't even write it.

He has no problems, he's a buff, strong guard. He has to eat. I'm stuck here in a jail and if I didn't have to eat for 1000 years I don't have to start now.

At least until I get my figure back.

Oh... these grains just go straight to my hips...

Diet starts today.

Oh, for the want of some lettuce...

Anyway, the latest news is Big Sis's continued efforts against the one she calls 'the scourge'. Pinkie Pie. Yikes.

So she's been sort of... experimenting with her, I guess? For lack of a better word.

My best guess for why this is so lies with Grenadine. I remember quite clearly that the last thing that happened before she blasted the snoot out of both of us was Grenadine raising her voice to Big Sis for the first time in like, ever.

She probably now subconsciously equates the colour pink to 'bad things' thanks to her trauma.

But I'm just guessing.

Obviously it's a big old coincidence that Pinkie Pie ended up in Ponyville, where the incident happened in the first place, but to somepony who's clearly looking for signs, that could have been contrived as a clear indication of bad gumbo McJuJu.

Working on the assumption that this is true, her actions now are clearly derived from an unconscious self-preservation instinct that kicked in when too many buried images simply just clashed and triggered her crazybrain.

In this case, remembering the past might be good way to let her get some closure.