I lay in my bed just staring at the wall with the covers over my head and the curtain over the window as I let myself sob uncontrollably. My mane is a mess and my eyes are red and puffy, I can hardly find the strength to breathe as I sniff through my nose. My food is placed on a table beside me, going cold. I refuse to eat anything at all, and I never will. I feel my body collapsing in on itself as my hunger overwhelms me mixed with my exhaustion. I refuse to even sleep, I've given up on anything that involves trying to live. I've even tried to stop breathing a few times...
I hear the door open as a nurse walks in taking my tray and replacing it with fresh food. I only stare at the wall as she looks at me. I showed no reaction to her entrance. After a moment, I hear her trot out of the room.
I overheard her talking to my friends outside the door.
"Is she alright? Any better today?" Flame Flare asked.
"No," The nurse shook her head. "She refuses to eat or hardly do anything..."
Ellie let out a sigh. "Looks like we're gonna have to do this the hard way..." she said in a soft mutter. "I hate to force her, but..."
"...what choice do we have...?"
"I can give you the information of where to go, but there's only so much that we can do for her...she has to accept the help she deserves."
"It's for the best, Ellie." Fire Bloom said, putting a hoof on her shoulder.
"If we want her to get better, we have to do this for her." Radio added.
More medication and doctors...? Heh, like that would work at all... If it did, I wouldn't be like this... I think to myself. Nothing will ever help me ever again...
As I felt my body grow weak with exhaustion, I felt a cold wave flow through me as I fell into unconsciousness and darkness.