Earth to Soarin

by Galaxy Swril


Issues

Earth to Soarin

By Galaxy Swirl

Chapter 5: Issues

Soarin P.O.V

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU LEFT HER?!" Fleetfoot shouted.

"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO A 'SOARIN', ESPECIALLY IN A SITUATION LIKE THIS?!" Spitfire screamed. Both Spitfire and Fleetfoot were upset with my actions that night. I had to tell them what happened last night because I couldn't bottle it all up inside, looks like they didn't take things the way I thought they would take it.

"Look I'm sorry ok I didn't know what to do!" I exclaimed.

Spitfire glared at me, "didn't know what to do seriously?! You knew exactly what to do!"

"You nearly made out with her that day, twice!" Fleetfoot shouted.

"I can't believe you just left her like that, and what did you gain out of it Soarin?" Spitfire asked. I stayed silent, Spitfire asked me the same question again and again I stayed silent until I cracked.

"I GAINED NOTHING OK?! AS USUAL I WAS BEING A DICK, AN ASSHOLE AND WORSE ENOUGH BLIND AND DUMB!! I NEARLY MADE OUT WITH HER TWICE THAT DAY AND WHEN I WENT TO KISS HER AS USUAL I DO A SOARIN AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED?! THIS HAPPENED!! AND NOW SHE PROBABLY THINKS I'M A JERK AND A TOTAL LOSER AND WORSE OF ALL MAYBE A PLAYER!" I screamed. This was the point where I cry. I can't help but cry. I go over to the couch and just sob and sob while beating myself up. Both Spitfire and Fleetfoot look at eachother and came close to me. "G-g-go a-away f-from--" I struggled to say my words. Fleetfoot starts hugging me.

"It's ok Soarin, doesn't everyone have fights?" Fleetfoot asked.

I nodded my head, "yea but this is different. This is all my fault. None of this would've happened if I didn't screw up, and especially if we weren't official. I'm just really upset with myself and I will beat myself up about it." Spitfire comes close to me.

"Soarin don't beat yourself up about it," Spitfire started to pat me on the back.

"Even though you kinda deserve it," Fleetfoot commented, Spitfire and I both glared at her.

"Totally making me feel better Fleetfoot." I replied. I start to cry, not because of Fleetfoot because of how much of a jerk I was to her.

"Sorry, but don't beat yourself up to much otherwise you won't be able to fly in tomorrow's show and your not crying about me right?"

My eyes shot wide open. "Wait the show is tomorrow?!"

Spitfire nodded her head, "yea so your going to have to come up with something really quick for Rainbow Dash to forgive you."

"Do we have practice today?" I asked.

Fleetfoot nodded her head, "Geez how much alcohol did you have last night?"

"Fleetfoot I think you forgot, it was wine." Soarin replied.

"Same thing isn't it?" Fleetfoot commented.

Spitfire hit herself on her forehead with her hand. "Who cares about alcohol, practice is today and please don't mess up."

"Ok, well I'm going to get change and stop myself from crying." I left Spitfire's office, both Fleetfoot and Spitfire looked at eachother. I'm glad I talked to them about what happened, at least I know that both Spitfire and Fleetfoot are supporting me through this.

15 minutes later we are at the showgrounds practicing. Rainbow Dash meets us at the showgrounds I see her friends at the showgrounds, Rainbow is laughing with her friends. She looks like she's ok but is she? There's only one way to find out, but I'm not going to talk to her now infront of her friends because I don't want to embarrass myself. Now she's flying over to the squad and she talks to everypony but me. She gives me a evil looking glare but then it turns to a sad glare. I fly over to her but she flies over to Fleetfoot. I look down onto the ground, Spitfire sees me in pain again. She comes over and reminds me that I need to focus for the show.

We start practice, I can't take my eyes of Rainbow Dash. My mind is only thinking about one thing, Rainbow Dash. Throughout practice I can't help but feeling guilty what I nearly did to her. I can't believe I nearly did that, lucky enough I didn't go physco around her. A couple of tears start to escape my eyes. The tears are making my goggles foggy. Everything's a blur, I can't see anything. I bump into somepony and stuff up the routine.

"Soarin do you want to explain what happened up there?" Spitfire demanded. I didn't know how to answer Spitfire, I can't let her know that I'm still thinking about that night, as usual I stay quiet.

"You ok Soarin? You look like your very nervous." Fleetfoot asked.

"What happened bro? Did you forget something in the routine?" Thunderlane asked. Everypony was asking me what happened but Rainbow Dash. I stayed silent until I couldn't take it.

"I'M FINE! OK PERFECTLY FINE, SEE?! I'M LIVING LIFE A-OH-FUCKING-KAY!" I screamed. I realized I broke out badly. I'm panicking like crazy, my eyes are darting to different places and my breathing is becoming faster by the second. "I need to be alone." I tried not to cry more, I'm just embarrassing myself in front of everypony. The bolts, the friendship council, the princess, my best friends and worst of all, Dash. I don't think Spitfire and Fleetfoot's advice help worked. I open my wings and Soar into the sky and find a cloud to just lay down on and cry.

"SOARIN!" Fleetfoot cries out my name. I hear my name being chanted from her voice, I turn back and look at her but not for long. I'm surprised Rainbow Dash didn't call out for me but, I deserve the pain that I'd given her.

Twilight and her friends saw what happened. They come over to Spitfire, "Spitfire what happened?" Twilight asked.

Spitfire looks very puzzled. I think she thinks that her and Fleetfoot's advice worked but obviously not, "I don't know why he's acting like this! Fleetfoot and I talked to him this morning to see what was up with him because something was wrong, looks like it's getting him. But I don't know why he's making this a big deal!" Spitfire exclaimed.

"What was it about?" Twilight asked.

Spitfire shrugged, "something about what happened last night,"

"Dashie didn't you hang out with Soarin yesterday? Did something happen between you guys? Was it when I spied on you guys while you were hanging out?" Pinkie Pie asked Rainbow Dash.

"I don't wanna talk about it," Rainbow Dash mumbled.

"Crash we can't hear you, you're going to have to speak up." Fleetfoot said.

"I don't wanna talk about it," Rainbow Dash mumbled again, but instead this time anger entered her voice.

"Sugarcube what's going on?" AppleJack asked.

"I SAID I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT OK?! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED TO HEAR?!" Rainbow Dash screamed. Tears started to roll down Rainbow Dashes face. Rainbow Dash took off high into the sky leaving a Rainbow trail

"Hey at least we know what she said! Yeah!" Fleetfoot exclaimed. Everypony glared at Fleetfoot, "I mean, Dash! Come Back! We just wanna help you!"

Spitfire hit her head with her hoof. "Seriously Fleetfoot?"

"Well something is definitely going on between Soarin and Rainbow Dash. How about you call practice of for now?" Twilight asked. Spitfire nodded her head. "How about I talk to Rainbow while you talk to Soarin--"

"Princess, Fleetfoot and I already talked to Soarin we know exactly what's happening. I just don't get why he's still upset about this. How about this, you and your friends see if you can talk to Soarin and the Bolt's and I can find Rainbow Dash." Spitfire suggested.

"That sounds like a good plan, it's just wouldn't be easier if we went over to Rainbow Dash? I mean no offence but we are kinda her best friends, and you don't have to call me Princess." Twilight responded.

"None taken but we know half of the story so it would be easier to get Dashes side of the story. Plus you and Soarin had a really good relationship with each other when you guys were younger and your the Princess of Friendship." Spitfire commented.

"True true, then it's settled. Go find Dash and we'll find Soarin. C'mon girls!" Twilight and her friends left the showgrounds. Spitfire and the bolt's flew of to see if they could find Rainbow Dash.