We've been marching for days I've travelled for It's been four days. Four days. And yet I'm still uncertain of what my future holds.
Even after all I've done, with the Yaks, recruiting more warriors, capturing Golden Arrow, I don't know what the Goddess will think of my work. Would she be impressed? Or would she get rid of me for not following her order to kill Golden Arrow? I'm convinced it's the latter, seeing that she likes her instructions completed word by word.
But yet... I also feel she would accept the detour I made. This individual was the leader that attempted to overthrow her, after all. What couldn't be great about giving such a gift to her?
Well, she's been finding ways to be displeased with anything I do at this point, so I shouldn't be surprised if she finds the most minor error I've made and grow it to monster proportions.
I know she's a Goddess, my Goddess in fact, but she seems like a mortal who's in over their head. The way she handles things I find rather... unprofessional, what with ruling through fear, and while it is effective, just how long will that fear last before the people become brave? She would kill them all, of course, but then she wouldn't have anyone to rule over, and we'll all be back at step one.
Wait, what am I thinking!? Have I dared to criticize the Goddess? To speak against her? The immortal one, who cannot be beaten, am I challenging those titles?
Imbecile! Stupid, stupid!
She's going to kill me That's enough writing for today. I'll just take a stroll around the camp to clear my heinous thoughts. Maybe then I can finally relax afterwards.