I'm sure my other classmates were excited and had everything planned out, but me? I had no clue.
See I'm what people call autistic, supposedly smart academicly, bad socialy. And yet all my life I have had no friends, my family cared little of me and looking at my grades, I feel so dumb.
But now I'm at the dinner. Sitting there was my mom and dad, my older brother, and his boyfriend Eddy. I look at the table and think, "The person here I hate the least isn't related to me, why is that?". Its baffling, but true. My mom put so much pressure on me for the exams, and when i failed them, all she said was "you could have done better". Dad hardly pays any attention to me, and my brother had spent the last 5 years tormenting me at home, beating me, forcing me to bring him food when he is IN THE KITCHEN, and constantly harassing me for liking mlp.
Im gald my brother moved out recently, but that just means I have do do all his chores he did, YAY ME........
But for now I'll just eat supper, go home and deal with the misery tomorrow.
It cant get worse, RIGHT?
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Well i was wrong. Got home and mom instantly asked what im doing next. I told her i have no clue, to witch i get slapped. She nagged at me for an hour about how i should have thought about this months in advance and I'm not gonna live with them forever. I knew that, but honestly? I dont know where I'd go. I wish i could just die and never have to deal with it. Im not ready to go out in this world and make something of myself. And i never will....