//------------------------------// // "Senescence" // Story: Clever Scraps // by cleverpun //------------------------------// Senescence Sometimes I wonder About my old blunders The choices I made The consequences that stayed Among others Sometimes I wonder Why father kissed me Why mother dismissed me Why they both left me with nothing to say Sometimes I wonder Will she forgive me? Will he forget me? Why did it spare me? Did they regret my help? Sometimes I wonder If an impact I made If she would have stayed If they could make their way Without me Sometimes I wonder Then I remember That I am forgetful In my old age. Memories fade Better that way But… Sometimes I wonder If others feel the same If my promotions were wise If I could ask them Would they despise me? Sometimes I wonder If they will wonder too Sometimes… A pony knocked softly on the door. Celestia’s pen left the page. “Come in,” she said. Luna poked her head in. “We will be late for the meeting, sister.” Tia closed her journal and stood up. “Of course. Sorry, I was just writing something down, before I forgot it.” She joined Luna in the hallway. “Honestly, sister. Sometimes I worry about you,” Luna muttered. “Spending so much time with that journal cannot be healthy.” The hallway was empty, save the mutterings of a crowd from the other end. It was loud enough to pierce the doors; no easy feat. “You collect many hobbies in old age, dear sister,” Celestia said simply. “I can only imagine.” Celestia’s smile flickered. “Hopefully you won’t have as many as I do, then.” Luna laughed. “By Tartarus, let’s hope so,” she said playfully. The doors swung open, and the two princesses settled into their thrones as the meeting began.