//------------------------------// // New Second Chance PMs // Story: Equestrian Fanfiction // by Lise //------------------------------// Hey, feel like talking? RRBB I mean are you okay with talking to me, because I feel like talking? RRBB Always. Short&Hoofy Thanks. I've really been an idiot. I pretty much almost destroyed you (like all the good things in my life). It's so tempting to say that there was some deep excuse, but there wasn't. Just me being the self centered idiot I always was. I was so obsessed that I'd be alone that I didn't even consider you. What I'm saying is I'm sorry. Really, deeply, honestly sorry. Can you forgive me? RRBB You know I did. Even when you hurt me like Tartarus I did. Short&Hoofy :( Is that why you left? Of your sister made you do that I'll tear her tail off! RRBB Don't, please. She made the arrangements, but it wasn't like I protested. You know exactly how much it hurts. I just didn't want to see anything that reminded me of you so I agreed with her. Little good it has done. I get to spend time in the one of the greatest cities in Equestria, I've talked with Princess Cadence, spend days with Lyra and Jade and still I can't stop thinking about you. As you like to say "life sure sucks". Short&Hoofy Wow! Did my little princess just swear?!? RRBB :) You always could make me laugh. Short&Hoofy Well, what do you expect? It's me after all! ... nah, I do a terrible AwesomePony impersonation. Pixel's been doing well. He's developed the habit of sleeping on the edge of my bed. When I start crying in my sleep he crawls near and tries to "hug" me. It's sweet, yet being what he is that just wakes me up. Maybe that's a good thing, though. My nightmares are pretty messed up. (I'm on some new meds. They make me feel less angry and sad, but really mess up my sleep. I'll be stopping them in three weeks.) RRBB :( I still wish I could have been the one hugging you to get you feel better. Short&Hoofy Just look at me. I sound so brave right now...when there's nothing to lose and I'm half across Equestria. I should have said that to you back at the meetup, sooner even. Instead, I tiptoed around you so much that you did what any sane pony would do—made me your bestie. I guess I'm a bigger idiot that you. Short&Hoofy I broke up with YouKnowWho today. Well, breakup isn't the right word. She was so relieved that she treated me to some snacks. By "treated" I mean she took me to Sugarcube Corner, ordered something for me and found out she didn't have enough to pay. She's so silly and sweet sometimes. I cringe thinking what I put her through with this mess. Not that it can compare it to what I did to you. RRBB Yeah, tell me about it. She can be silly. She makes up for it in character, though. And those looks... Did I tell you I had a crush on her? Lasted a few months. By then I realized she was too straight for me and moved on. It was no crush with you, though. It was the real thing. If only I could turn back time... Short&Hoofy Want me to get Starlight on that? We could, if you want to. RRBB What? No! You're crazy :) Short&Hoofy I got you to smile! :) RRBB Just because you cheated! :P Short&Hoofy You think we could gave a second chance? I know I'm not exactly prime material, but... I could still hope. Who knows? Maybe something will come out of this? RRBB I... it's in moments like these that I hate you. My heart feels like it will burst right now. You've no idea for how long I've wanted to hear that from you. And yet I'm afraid. I'm terrified this will just end up a dream or some false hope. Short&Hoofy It won't. I'll be there for you...if you'd still let me. And you think I'm not worth it I'll let you go. RRBB Yes Short&Hoofy Yes? :) RRBB So much yes! I told you I love you. Moving away only made me realize that more. I've seen you happy, angry, sadder than most would believe and I never stopped... I sound like a cheesy novel, don't I? Just give me a moment. Short&Hoofy Take all the time you need. :) RRBB Sorry. It's just too much for my mind to take in right now. Even if it's aethernet, I can imagine your breath on my mane. Corny, isn't it? I don't even know how to react. I feel hurricanes of rainbows glow inside me and can't think of the words to describe it. I'm just...so happy :) Short&Hoofy Imagine how you're making me feel ;) So when are you coming over? RRBB You've no idea how much I want to, but I can't :( My sis is here, and I don't want to get Jade in any trouble. It's enough that he has to take care of me and Max while also trying to graduate early. I'll ask Max later tonight (once I stop levitating... O:) Please don't search for that. It's a bit embarrassing). Short&Hoofy I made you levitate?! That's incredibly sweet :) (I didn't search for it, I swear! I just know about it from the time I was browsing to learn about my issues.) So there's no way you can get here? None at all? RRBB Sorry :( Sis is all upset about something and I doubt she'll say yes to anything involving you. My best bet is to talk to her about it in the morning once she has destressed. Short&Hoofy Pfft! "Destressed" :) Good one. I'd have preferred if you caught the midnight express. Seems like I'd have to resort to plan B. RRBB Plan B? Short&Hoofy Look out the window ;) RRBB Di! Are you crazy! I can't believe this! You saw me levitating in my room! That's so embarrassing! How could you! Seriously! Short&Hoofy Aww, you didn't have to float away. You know, you're cute when you blush :) RRBB Stop it, okay! What's wrong with you? I can't believe you came all this way just to see me! What if I hadn't answered my PMs? What if I hadn't said yes? Short&Hoofy It would have been a long and sad trip back. But hey, it worked when you sister did it, so I decided to risk it. So worth it :) RRBB It's not fair! You came here more beautiful than you've ever been... And I, I'm a mess :( the only time I brush my mane si when I have to go out and... I didn't want you to see me like this. Short&Hoofy Dink, it's you. That's all I came to see, to finally be with even after my months of stubborn stupidity. You've been through so much hurt, let me give you some joy, at least. RRBB Wait there. I'll be down in a sec. Short&Hoofy