//------------------------------// // You see...it was like this.. // Story: How could you? // by Easy breezey //------------------------------// The next morning,I told Spitfire my plans for today and she agreed to extend my lunch break till 2:30 in the afternoon. Roughly the time I have to get back and continue training. And at lunch time,I pulled up at the very familiar building. 'I can't believe I'm doing this.' I thought to myself ,sighing while I turned the power off. **************************************************************** I then went up to the office that bring a lot of memories of me bringing Dashie here. And it involves a lot of screaming,threats,curses,trashing. 'Might as well get over it.' I thought to myself opening the door * ************************************************************** "Ah,right on time Soarin." Sunny Flare said smiling. "You can just go inside,Doc. is waiting for you." She said. I nodded and gave my thanks and headed to the office I have to sometimes carry or drag Rainbow to. "Well fancy seeing you here Soarin." Sunlight said with a smile. "Hi to you too." I said with a chuckle and sat at the white couch while she sat at white chair right across me. "Geez,can't you atleast have a colored furniture in here it's nearly blinding white." I joked. "Shut up Soarin." She said laughing. "Ok jokes aside,what's shakin." She asked me with a cheery smile. I frowned at said "Nothing much...except I'm gonna be a dad." I said. "Well congrats. Soar." She said smiling. "But Dash is not the mother." I said sadly. "What?! Why?" She asked me. "Well for starters... I obviously cheated on her....and she's dead." I said sadly. "Well,I'm so sorry for your lost." She said taking my hand while rubbing small circles around it. Just like how she used to do when Dash was sad,hesitant or something. "So..That's the problem? Her death?" She asked me. I nodded and said "It's been nearly a year! I still can't get over the fact that's she's dead and I'm the reason why!" I said feeling tears filling my eyes. *************************************************************************** "Ok,Why do you feel that you're the cost of her death?" She asked me,writing something down on her clipboard. "Well you know about Dashie's past right?" I asked quietly. She hummed in response. "You see...it was like this,after her sessions here,she's been better and a totally different woman. But I knew that she's not yet fully healed. Then...I-I-I was planning a trip with her,but the day we were planning to go,was the she caught me in bed with another woman." I said gritting my teeth. "So what happened after that?" She asked me. I sucked in a huge breath and said "She-she-yelled at me and ran away. I never knew where she was,until three days later, one of her friends told me that she was hiding in her room,at her old house and refused to come out to even eat! She was starving herself! And what's worse is that the woman I slept with that time was her idol.I saw how hurt she was. What's worse is that I was so close to being with her for all eternity.All I had to do was wait for a week till I'm married to her" I said letting tears drip down my face. Sunlight then placed a comforting hand on my shoulder and nodded her head in encouragement. "What happened next?" She asked softly. "Well,of course I ran to the house and luckily she let me in. I tried to talk to her,but she didn't hear me out. That's how much I hurt her. I then left her there...mostly because she yelled at me to get out." I said chuckling at the end,wiping away the tears in my eyes. "How did you feel about that?" She asked me softly. "Well at first,I got angry. But then I realized that she needs space and time." I said with a sigh. "To be honest,I was hoping she would let me talk and let me explain myself,but..I understood why she acted that way." I finished sadly. Sunlight then grinned softly at me. "Why were you expecting her to let you talk and explain yourself after what you did to her?" She asked me. I shook my head and sighed "Probably 'cuz this wasn't the first time we fought,and every time we did fight,after sometime,one of us would apologize and we would explain ourselves and everything is back to normal." I said hanging my head low. "And I was hoping that she would atleast let me explain!" I yelled raking my fingers through my hair in anger while taking a deep breath through my nose to calm myself down. I saw her scribble something in her clipboard and glanced back at me "Don't stop Soarin,your doing great. Now answer me,if Rainbow did give you a chance to talk,what would you say?" She asked me. 'What would I ask her?' I thought to myself. "Well,What's your answer Soarin?" She asked me. "If Dashie did give me a chance to talk I would say, 'Dash,please hear me out, I'm sorry that you see what you did,and if you can't forgive me and you want me out of your life,then I leave. But hear me out. Rainbow Dash,I love you. I won't replace you with anyone else. But please understand that Spitfire pressured me and...Then she told me that she liked me...But I was proud to call you my first Dashie. I'm sorry that I hurt you,and I hope someday,you could find in your heart to forgive me. Again I'm sorry.'" I said trying so hard not to let my tears flow like waterfalls. "Ok,I...is there anything else you wanna add?" She asked me. "In your story." She said with a soft smile. "Well,that same day,she killed herself with a blade." I said quietly. "I have the blade with me back at home and I left it as it is." I said. "So,you kept the item your fiance used to end her life?" She asked me with a raised eyebrow and scribbled something on her board." ********************************************************************************* I glanced at my watch and saw that it was 2:30,and I have to get back soon. "Sunlight,look,I need to get back to the compound soon and I'm sure as hell that I don't want to be late. Captain's gonna kill me if I'm late,very brutally since she's pregnant and I have to pick something from the bakery." I said getting up. Sunlight giggled and shook her head before sighing and said "Sure come back at saturday around this time if you can, and we'll continue this." with a smile. I nodded and said "Will do,want me to bring anything?" I asked her. "A chocolate latte from Sugarcube corner." She said with a laugh. "Ah,so the usual then." I said with a raised eyebrow. "Yeah,yeah whatever. Now get out before I kick you out!" She yelled at me laughing as I went out with a big grin and went to a nearby bakery and ordered a cinnamon roll with raspberry on top for Spitfire and drove back to the headquarters. Lucky for me I got there in time and I gave Spitfire her food and got ready to train the rookies.