"You can live without me..."

by Sky Sunset shimmer


Suprise (first person)

I'm lying on my bed, but, I can't sleep, I'm still hearing Sonata crying . That's not how is meant to be, I just wanted all to be normal again...
I want to hear Aria's voice criticize everything...
My life now is drink vodka,cry hidden from Sonata, and hear Sonata crying...
I just can't live this way...
And I also want to back home...
I want to return to Equestria with Sonata,I miss our home.
What is this liquid in my face? Oh nothing, just my tears, I'm starting to cry.
Everything was going so well!I mean... We even had started to be friends with the Rainbooms.
But that shit of sickness, it had to destroy it all, we...we were so happy, but now Aria is gone, and Sonata just cries all the day,she had an job,but a few days after her job started to remember her Aria,she leaved,I'm so so worried about her.
She isn't the bubbly girl I met...Everything seems so wrong...
Sonata had been talking of how I would react if she died too, I fake don't know why she is talking about it, but I know what she is thinking about...She wants to commit suicide.
And I don't want to lose Sonata too... I hate to admit,but I have so much fear in the inside,fear of being alone, fear of losing my family.
When Aria was alive I didn't showed my fears to stay strong for her and Sonata.
Even when we were sirens I was insecure, I'm with so much fear of something happens to Sonata now...
Just a cup of alcoholic apple cider and I'm going to sleep and forget all of this, I think, at least until tomorrow.
-POW!-
What was that?
A gun sound?!
Oh my god, Sonata,please be okay...