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// 983​ ​PDE​ ​(Post​ ​Discordian​ ​Era) 
// Story: The​ ​Journal​ ​of​ ​a​ ​Fallen​ ​Star 
// by dedragon13 
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June​ ​12
Dear​ ​Diary 
today​ ​i​ ​met​ ​a​ ​neu​ ​freind​ ​named​ ​sunburst,​ ​he​ ​was​ ​niec​ ​and​ ​freindy,​ ​and​ ​has​ ​ben​ ​helping​ ​me majkic.​ ​it​ ​was​ ​fun,​ ​and​ ​i​ ​hop​ ​to​ ​do​ ​it​ ​gain. 
starlite​ ​glim 

[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“​ ​From​ ​what​ ​I​ ​could​ ​infer,​ ​it​ ​seems​ ​that​ ​this​ ​is​ ​when​ ​it​ ​all​ ​started,​ ​Starlight​ ​first 
meets​ ​the​ ​aggressor​ ​here,​ ​leading​ ​to​ ​further​ ​moments​ ​and​ ​pain.”] 
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July​ ​13 
Dear​ ​Diary 

me​ ​and​ ​sunny​ ​just​ ​learned​ ​how​ ​to​ ​spin​ ​pnsel,​ ​it​ ​waas​ ​fun​ ​but​ ​i​ ​kep​ ​poking​ ​my​ ​self​ ​it​ ​hurt,​ ​i 
wantd​ ​to​ ​​ ​prove​ ​i​ ​new​ ​majkic​ ​to​ ​sunny,​ ​but​ ​i​ ​then​ ​bleu​ ​up​ ​da​ ​pencel,​ ​it​ ​was​ ​sad. 
starlite​ ​glim 



[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“As​ ​you​ ​can​ ​see,​ ​it​ ​seems​ ​Starlight​ ​always​ ​was​ ​a​ ​powerhouse,​ ​as​ ​she​ ​blew​ ​up 
the​ ​pencil​ ​in​ ​the​ ​spinning​ ​exercise,​ ​something​ ​almost​ ​unheard​ ​of,​ ​the​ ​only​ ​other​ ​pony​ ​I​ ​heard 
of​ ​doing​ ​this​ ​was​ ​Sunset,​ ​wonder​ ​what​ ​happened​ ​to​ ​her”] 

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July​ ​23 
Dear​ ​Diary 
momi​ ​didn​ ​fel​ ​wel​ ​today,​ ​so​ ​dad​ ​is​ ​makng​ ​her​ ​some​ ​brekfest,​ ​i​ ​hop​ ​momi​ ​is​ ​happi,​ ​and​ ​hungi, 
dad​ ​made​ ​lots 
starlite​ ​glim 
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July​ ​25 
Dear​ ​Diary 
momis​ ​still​ ​not​ ​feeling​ ​wel,​ ​hop​ ​she​ ​get​ ​beter​ ​soon,​ ​i​ ​relly​ ​wan​ ​to​ ​play​ ​wih​ ​sunny,​ ​i​ ​mis​ ​him 
starlite​ ​glim 
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August​ ​3 
Dear​ ​Diary 

momis​ ​ben​ ​sik,​ ​is​ ​she​ ​going​ ​to​ ​be​ ​ok,​ ​dad​ ​say​ ​so,​ ​but​ ​i​ ​don​ ​no,​ ​she​ ​didn​ ​get​ ​up,​ ​will​ ​she​ ​ever. 
im​ ​worried​ ​but​ ​sunny​ ​helps​ ​me. 
starlite​ ​glim 

[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“Shortly​ ​after​ ​this​ ​log​ ​her​ ​mother,​ ​Radiant​ ​Gleam,​ ​died​ ​of​ ​Magus​ ​Mortem.​ ​This 
was​ ​the​ ​start​ ​to​ ​her​ ​decent,​ ​but​ ​not​ ​quite​ ​the​ ​lynch​ ​pin,​ ​as​ ​the​ ​believed​ ​aggressor​ ​was 
Sunburst.”] 
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September​ ​4 
Dear​ ​Diary 

sunny​ ​visited​ ​tday,​ ​i​ ​cried,​ ​it​ ​hurt,​ ​i​ ​wish​ ​mom​ ​was​ ​here,​ ​wher​ ​she​ ​go,​ ​cant​ ​she​ ​return.​ ​i​ ​need​ ​my 
momi. 
starlite​ ​glim 

[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“You​ ​can​ ​almost​ ​feel​ ​her​ ​hurt​ ​and​ ​sorrow,​ ​as​ ​though​ ​her​ ​heart​ ​broke​ ​into​ ​a 
million​ ​pieces.​ ​But​ ​from​ ​what​ ​I​ ​know,​ ​this​ ​was​ ​not​ ​the​ ​worse​ ​she​ ​suffered,​ ​that​ ​was​ ​still​ ​to 
come.] 
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September​ ​25 
Dear​ ​Diary 

dad​ ​isn​ ​hapi​ ​anymor,​ ​he​ ​wont​ ​play​ ​with​ ​me,​ ​is​ ​he​ ​sik,​ ​wil​ ​he​ ​go​ ​away​ ​lik​ ​momi,​ ​i​ ​hop​ ​no,​ ​it​ ​mak 
me​ ​sad. 
starlite​ ​glim 

[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“Her​ ​father,​ ​Dark​ ​Star,​ ​starts​ ​to​ ​become​ ​more​ ​disconnected​ ​with​ ​everyone, 
refusing​ ​help​ ​from​ ​people​ ​he​ ​once​ ​called​ ​friend.] 
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October​ ​12 
Dear​ ​Diary 

dad​ ​refused​ ​to​ ​carv​ ​a​ ​pumkin​ ​with​ ​me,​ ​y​ ​did​ ​he​ ​not​ ​wan​ ​to​ ​carv,​ ​he​ ​loves​ ​pumkins,​ ​he​ ​nevr​ ​didn 
carv,​ ​is​ ​he​ ​okay 
starlite​ ​glim 

[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“Dark​ ​Star​ ​was​ ​an​ ​artist​ ​who​ ​specialized​ ​in​ ​carving,​ ​so​ ​him​ ​not​ ​carving​ ​was​ ​a 
big​ ​warning​ ​sign.”] 
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October​ ​31 
Dear​ ​Diary  
tday​ ​is​ ​nitemare​ ​nite,​ ​momi​ ​didn​ ​com​ ​bak,​ ​an​ ​dad​ ​is​ ​not​ ​leving​ ​his​ ​room,​ ​im​ ​going​ ​with​ ​sunny 
as​ ​a​ ​ghost.​ ​hop​ ​dad​ ​gets​ ​beter. 
starlite​ ​glim 

[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“It​ ​was​ ​discovered​ ​later​ ​that​ ​Dark​ ​Star​ ​had​ ​attempted​ ​to​ ​end​ ​his​ ​own​ ​life,​ ​to 
minimal​ ​success.”] 
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November​ ​8 
Dear​ ​Diary 
dad​ ​went​ ​to​ ​the​ ​docter,​ ​is​ ​he​ ​ok,​ ​is​ ​he​ ​sik,​ ​i​ ​don​ ​no,​ ​i​ ​hop​ ​it​ ​not​ ​lik​ ​momi,​ ​also​ ​me​ ​an​ ​sunny​ ​wer 
lerning​ ​how​ ​to​ ​clen​ ​spel,​ ​i​ ​did​ ​wel,​ ​but​ ​dad​ ​wasn​ ​ther 
starlite​ ​glim 

[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“Another​ ​suicide​ ​attempt,​ ​this​ ​time​ ​leading​ ​to​ ​Dark​ ​Star​ ​to​ ​the​ ​hospital,​ ​the​ ​pain 
seemed​ ​to​ ​be​ ​too​ ​much​ ​for​ ​him.”] 
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November​ ​27 
Dear​ ​Diary 
i​ ​asked​ ​dad​ ​wer​ ​he​ ​got​ ​his​ ​cuty​ ​mark,​ ​he​ ​startd​ ​crying,​ ​and​ ​told​ ​me​ ​to​ ​shut​ ​up,​ ​whats​ ​wrong 
with​ ​dad. 

[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“Dark​ ​Star’s​ ​break​ ​down​ ​was​ ​getting​ ​worse,​ ​and​ ​it​ ​was​ ​affecting​ ​her.​ ​It​ ​hurts​ ​to 
read​ ​this​ ​sometimes.”] 
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December​ ​1 
Dear​ ​Diary 
dad​ ​left​ ​tday,​ ​he​ ​said​ ​goodbye,​ ​he​ ​seem​ ​beter,​ ​i​ ​hop​ ​he​ ​beter,​ ​maybe​ ​he​ ​will​ ​play​ ​tday,​ ​yay 

[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“Dark​ ​Star​ ​went​ ​missing​ ​that​ ​day,​ ​it​ ​is​ ​believed​ ​he​ ​ran​ ​from​ ​his​ ​daughter, 
abandoning​ ​her​ ​alone.] 
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December​ ​31 
Dear​ ​Diary 
dad​ ​didn​ ​come​ ​back,​ ​y​ ​didn​ ​he​ ​com​ ​bak,​ ​did​ ​i​ ​do​ ​wrong,​ ​did​ ​i​ ​hurt​ ​dad,​ ​was​ ​it​ ​all​ ​mi​ ​fault​ ​…. 
was​ ​i​ ​wrong…. 
starlite glim

[Broken​ ​Quill​ ​-​ ​“That​ ​stallion,​ ​Dark​ ​Star,​ ​doesn’t​ ​deserve​ ​the​ ​title​ ​of​ ​father,​ ​he​ ​hurt​ ​her​ ​deeper 
than​ ​anyone​ ​else,​ ​sticking​ ​a​ ​proverbial​ ​dagger​ ​through​ ​the​ ​one​ ​who​ ​trusted​ ​him​ ​most.”]