//------------------------------// // Month 2: Day 17: A Crude A-shake-ning (Rainbow Dash's POV) (Part 2) // Story: The Generals Sister // by Shizuo35 //------------------------------// I am about pissing my pants right now. Applejack got a call from Big Mac early in the morning saying there was a huge earthquake and my little cousin escaped somewhere with Celestia! Its just around noon right now and I'm in the back of a guard truck. I'm still freaking out from the Cloudsdale Convention thing... Anyways I'm just glad right now since I have Applejack and Pinkie with me. Fluttershy had to go back and care for the animals, Rarity wanted to make sure her sister was safe and Twilight needed to check on her guards, the citizens of ponyville and make sure all of her books in her library got back in one place but dont worry. She gave them both enchantments to keep them from falling through the clouds. The driver pulled up to a cliffside near the Wonderbolts training facility where Celestia has Scootaloo. "Alright girls. Careful on your way out." He said. I hopped out with my little bag of clothes just to have but I was just wearing jeans, my favorite jacket Gilda gave me (its a leather bomber jacket) and my combat boots, AJ didnt have any bags but she was just in her overalls, with a white tee shirt. Pinkie was wearing THE cutest baby blue long sleeve I have ever seen! It had a cotton candy texture on it and she was wearing a pair of pants that just hugged that plump ass... GOD i wanted to.... Wait I'm not saying that... If i did this would get me way off track and then I'd be.... Cant say that either because I would do it too.... Anyways I came to the drivers side door as he rolled down his window. "Thank you for taking us up here... Sorry if it was taking out of your day." I said. The guard gave a smile as Pinkie and Applejack stepped out. "Don't worry. The Princess would want me to transport you up here after the earthquake. That little cousin of yours needed to get somewhere safe and this was perfect." He looked over towards the training facility. "The guards that took her basically gave out a report to the others in Ponyville. You're lucky Princess Twilight allowed me to disclose that information for you. Otherwise Celestia would have my head and yours." He looked back to me as if he hadnt said anything grim or dark but hey its him. "Well have fun!" Applejack closed the door to the truck and pulled me away allowing the truck to pull off. As we stood there, wind blowing through our manes I had memories of this place.... Cloud training course, runway and track... The worst filly I could've even made friends with... and I'm friends with Gilda! She yelled at Fluttershy! But this mare, Lightning Dust was the worst... cheating to be the fastest flier, trying to drag me into this stuff and up and got me to quit before my Wonderbolts training was done.... I wanted to hunt her down and beat her after she got booted when I dragged her down with me.... At least Spitfire gave me a chance at redemption but I didnt take it.... Got to keep a little souvenir. My training uniform that I MAY or MAY NOT use when working out. Spitfire let me keep it but hey what ever. Anyways AJ looked to me. "...Y'know I'm glad my big brother is watchin' 'bloom. Otherwise I'd've been there instead of here with ya." She said. "...Kinda figuring Scoot needs a few familiar faces too help her.... but that's just a big part of it...." I looked to her. "Why? Everything okay?" I asked. She sighed a bit and took my hand. Pinkie couldnt help but lay a hand on her shoulder. "...Well... its just... When Big Mac contacted me after the quake for some reason my mind just went straight to you-know-who.... Almost called to see if he was okay but.... Y'know I cant...." I sighed and hugged her. It felt luke warm to myself because again the Cloudsdale convention ordeal. Pinkie hugged us as well. "Hey we know.... you arent the only one who misses him." She said. "Heck.... I miss him coming in and getting a little breakfast before work.... Sometimes he'd even spend a little time talking with me about his problems and just when he starts crying about something i just put him in my bed for a nap...." She looked to Applejack. "...I can help you with him if he gets like that after what he's been through.... Same if you just wanna talk something out." Applejack whimpered tightening her grip on my hand. "...Maybe I'll take ya up on that sugarcube.... My mind just needs a little cleansin...." She looked to me. "....Y'can help me too if y'want.... I know you've prolly got somethin on your mind of him...." It was kinda true... I did but.... I just didnt wanna say anything thinking I'd trigger something. Not in me just in whoever I talked to. If I talked it over with AJ, she'd cry over him and in his house. If I talked with Scootaloo she'd go pissing herself screaming for Ryder to help her. Cant talk to my mom or dad about it because they'd've gone and just asked where Scootaloo was and take her by force. Fluttershy would get a bad thought in her head, Twilight wouldnt do anything about it but make me read a book to forget, Rarity by far would be the worst. She would go into her closets of clothes that were never picked up and seek out suits for guards or just their uniforms getting patched up. Wouldnt say anything to me, her sister or anyone. Just would sit there and gaze at the uniforms sad and shit. She's done that with some dresses that AJ paid for just so Granny Smith would be able to meet the princess in but... She never got a chance. Rarity gave AJ her bits back and kept the dresses because she knew how Big Mac would be. Anyways I sighed. "...Well... Are you sure you wanna hear whats going on in my head about that moron of a cousin?" I asked. Sure harsh but they knew I joked about him to make myself happy. They both nodded. I looked to the training facility. "Well... Okay but just give me a moment.... I wanna rest a bit inside." Applejack couldnt help but give me a kiss on the cheek. "Take all the time you need sugarcube. Just ease into it if ya have ta." I gave a nod and we started towards the training facility. As we walked I just spaced out thinking of Ryder and what we'd probably be doing right now. The way I thought of it we would be at home, playing with Scootaloo, maybe going out to get a little ice cream and giving her to Rarity or accompanying them to AJ's just so we could hang out with them. Maybe Ryder and Big Mac getting dared to have a cider drinking contest and see who is the first one to piss their pants. Both of them have good sized bladders but my bet is that they both would just hurry out into the orchard and use a tree. Either that or we force them to just use their shorts. Punishment for toilet use or something. Anyways my mind stuck to what I wanted to say to AJ and Pinkie. I just watched as everything passed by as we made our way to the cloud path and yes there is a path for earth ponies and unicorns to go through and stand at the tarmac but they couldnt go any further. Around the office, the sleeping quarters and lockers and stuff is a big gap that only pegasai can get to. My friends are the lucky ones. As we entered the office we saw Spitfire, wearing a Wonderbolt Blue suit, setting a little stack of papers nearby. Possibly some new recruitment forms. She looked to us and smiled a bit. "Something tells me you three arent here for an autograph...." She said. She looked at me and lost her smile. "Arent you supposed to be jailed for kidnapping your own cousin?" I blushed and teared up slightly. AJ hugged me. "We're gonna forget that incident... she was just missing her cousin is all... But right now we just got a little issue... Kinda need a little alone time and we aint sure where Scoot is and we aint gonna feel good if we gotta calm her down by sayin' something wrong. Y'think you can get her? Please?" Spitfire sighed. "Sure but it might be a moment. Celestia stepped out with a few of the wonderbolts and that filly is in the sleeping area with Soarin taking a nap. You wanna just talk it out while I get a few things ready?" Applejack, Pinkie and I looked at each other. Pinkie looked back. "Okay but please dont ask us what we were talking about later." She said. "Somethings are best kept secret like Fleetfoot having an accident during one of your flight sessions where you narrowly wove through the trees!" Spitfire blushed as AJ and I facepalmed. We actually wanted to keep that secret because I saw Fleetfoot washing her uniform in the nearby stream with her panties hanging out to dry. Lucky her noone saw her wander off or even saw the stain. "...I knew her uniform smelt a little funny after that... Thought a wolf or a bear pissed where she had it that night. Camped right out in a few tents just to feel normal for once." She just looked behind her at her office door. "You three just stay here and talk it out. I'll be right back." She left the room going to her office and shutting the door. Pinkie pulled a few chairs out from a few of the desks in the office. Grabbed one for me first, then AJ and then herself. "Alright! When ever you're ready Dash!" I nodded and sighed as I sat down. "...With Ryder being gone I just... I havent been myself..." I said averting my gaze towards a photo of Soarin. "...Day one when he left I thought he was joking and I could find him at the house just hiding away from everyone.... I went there and looked in every window, checked under the mat for his extra key and even tried knocking on his doors but nothing.... My mind went back to the night my aunt and uncle were killed and I had Scootaloo with me but.... maybe if Ryder were too late or something.... I didnt sleep that night and not even Fluttershy cuddling with me helped.... that day i saw Scootaloo bedridden at Canterlot scared me.... I lied my way out of things and I was awake most of the night to watch over Scoot... made sure she was gonna make it through the night.... That day I snapped at the convention was the worst.... I had a nightmare the night before about Ryder just... going.... and Scoot having nowhere else to go... Sure I could've helped her but.... She needed a parental figure and my mom and dad were the only ones that I could think of.... I'm no parent..... I'm just some shitty cousin..." I started tearing up a bit. "...I-if i taught Scoot to fly.... She'd start copying my flying style and might end up getting herself hurt or... just..." Before I broke down both Pinkie and Aj hugged me. Applejack shushed me. "....C'mon sugarcube its alright...." She said. "...Y'know I'm the same way but I cant tell ya who its harder for.... Few nights after Ry left I felt lonely.... wore a shirt he gave me one night when it was raining a bit just to keep me warm.... Sure he got sick but i gave him some medicine and he got better within' two days.... but that shirt just made me hope he returned soon... Yeah I had his car but.... That reminded me of that night... I held onto it that night and cried most of the night.... Seeing Scoot lose everything out the window, having nothing but tears and cries for anyone and everyone.... I nearly took her back to my place and kneed my brother where the sun dont shine and just to say hope he was happy.... He nearly lost a friend and I nearly lost a coltfriend and a brother...." Pinkie pulled me over with her having AJ just back up slightly starting to tear up. " 'scuze me girls.... I... I need to make a call...." As AJ ran out Spitfire came back in just to see me and Pinkie hugging it out. The firey maned wonderbolt mare sat in Applejack's seat sighing. "You're hurting worse than Soarin right now and he's got a broken wing...." She said. "Judging by the tears its stress cries.... I've seen this before with EVERYONE here and even myself..." She reached over and wiped my eyes away. "Come on.. let it all out.... You need a little something to drink? Celestia said she'd come back in a little while for us to go somewhere for a drink." As good as alcohol sounded I dont think it'd be right for Scoot. I have a fear of getting drunk and either sleeping with someone i shouldnt or just making a fool of myself when I end up falling asleep and pissing myself. I've done that before. AJ, shared bed because Ryder took the couch one time and when I woke up so did she and Big Mac. Ryder was just a fucking rock about it. Pinkie sighed. "Nope. No happy juice for us until a certain somepony comes back to Equestria from being away for so long." Spitfire looked to us a bit curiously. "No alcohol for anyone? Who's out of town?" I sniffled and pushed Pinkie off me. "...M-my cousin... The older brother to that filly Princess Celestia is caring for...." I said. "....He's.... he's off fighting in the war.... He cant come back until the job is done and.... Some of us are scared he'll come back in a wooden box...." Spitfire huffed a bit. "....I know that feeling all too well...." She spun around in her chair just facing a blank wall. "...When I was just starting here in the wonderbolts I had a friend who enlisted in the guard. Nopony told him any guard gets drafted whether it be from the royal guard or the UFG and he was going in the royal... I go to see him one day and there he is being shipped out.... He told me he would come back but.... Last words I ever heard from him were 'kid... if you work hard.... work hard enough to become a leader... not a forcefully respective asshole....' Every time I try to be a leader someone has to go and ruin it whether it be just a small card game or something big like someone stopping to have a few shots.... If they're drinking a little I wash the pain away on that very day he just... went..." She turned back around looking a bit straight faced but I could tell she was like Applejack sometimes. Crying on the inside. "But your cousin.... I've got a feeling he's gonna be fine. I've heard things from Soarin and even Celestia herself when she was apologizing for your crummy behavior at the convention but... hey he's made it this far.... My friend offed himself day three in there... Kept the last thing he gave me which were those words and his necklace...." She reached into her shirt a bit and pulled a small silver chain with a little charm of a four leaf clover. "....Told me that this necklace was passed down in his family but he broke the chain because he had nobody to give it to.... Other than me...." I opened my arms towards Spitfrire just hoping she needed a hug and I was kinda right. She leaned in and wrapped her arms around me. Didnt cry like I did but... she felt tense..... We hugged for only a few moments but that was when the door opened having Applejack come back in. She did have a little bit of red eyes like she was crying but now she's crying on the inside. She only cries on the outside for a little while until she swaps over.... Tear tanks on the inside must've over flowed a bit. "Alright you three.... we should really get all the tears dried up and get on our way." She said. "Celestia's back and needs to have a word with us..." Pinkie and I nodded getting up. Spitfire sat back down hugging herself. "....I'll meet you girls over in the sleeping quarters.... I might need a nap soon...." I gave a reassuring nod and a smile before following Applejack and Pinkie Pie outside. As we stepped out I saw a few guards standing around Princess Celestia who had a few suitcases at her side. She had a little worried look on her face as the guards took her bags and split off from her. She looked to us and smiled a bit. "Welcome you three.... I was expecting a few more but... I assume everyone else had things to do in Ponyville." She said. Applejack nodded. "Eeyup. Twilight had to check on Spike and maintain order, Rarity had to make sure her sister was alright and Fluttershy had to make sure none of her animals are frightened." She said. "You alright after that quake? Must've gotten ya in mid air faster than Dash after seein' a spider." Celestia sighed as I blushed slightly. "Yes I'm fine but... I must break some news to Scootaloo but I'm afraid I cant put my foot down for her to see.... I'm afraid she'll hate me and push more towards Rainbow Dash or my sister.... I'm still shocked she wanted to stay with me after that attack at Canterlot but.... things just keep getting scarier every day...." I sighed. "....If it's about Ryder I understand...." I said approaching Celestia a little. She pulled me in and hugged me. "....I just.... I cant help but miss him.... Scoot is just making it even harder....." She sighed. "....I guess that explains why you're acting like this.... I do know you trust me and vice versa but.... Things have happened between us that we probably cant forgive ourselves for it... I have unlawfully had you arrested for wanting to protect your own cousin and barred you from seeing her for a time and you.... you cant forgive yourself for just doing said things.... You wish to be closer to her.... I prevented that when I should've worked it out with you.... Can you forgive me for my transgressions?" I whimpered. "....Y-yes.... Yes I forgive you...." I hugged her tight and looked up at her. "....Can... Can we go see Scootaloo.... please....? Before I start to cry?" Celestia nodded and looked to Applejack. "AJ... You and Pinkie get a move on to the sleeping quarters without us.... I just.... I need a moment...." I looked back at Applejack and Pinkie both giving a smile before walking away, Applejack giving me a pat on my back before making her way off. Celestia looked to me. "Alright now Dash.... I'm sorry i had to send them away but I kinda needed to speak with you a little more..... Maybe on a little deal we might strike...." I broke away from her a bit. "....I guess we could make a deal but..... I just.... I need to confess something first....." I just curled up and sat down hugging my legs. She knelt down next to me. "....That day after Scoot got hurt when you found me on the floor..... I just... I had a nightmare.... I didnt think Scootaloo was gonna live through what happened.... Seeing her hooked up to all those machines when I got there.... It made me scared.... That night..... I woke up hearing Scoot cry a little bit in pain.... Her muscles were cramping up and I helped her out.... She got to sleep but I couldnt.... I've been in hospitals long enough to know what those damned machines do.... I woke up every other second to see her heart rate..... I swear... by morning she was gonna just... join her parents...." Celestia huffed. "Look I was scared just to see her go down.... I was even more afraid to tell you..... I didnt know how you would react but.... I thought you would've wanted to take her and run.... I probably would've allowed it.... Wouldnt even have fought it..." "But.... you were taking really good care of her.... I couldnt even take care of myself when bedridden and I dont know what to do for her.... I dont have special equiptment, tons of money or fame..... I'm just regular ol' Dash...." Celestia gave a smile. "....You might think you're normal but you arent.... You're part of the most powerful team ever.... You've shown your loyalty not only towards your friends but to your family.... Even if it meant disregarding your loyalty towards your friends.... Family is stronger than friendship sometimes and it cannot be helped. Perhaps.... Maybe I can trust you to take Scootaloo for the rest of the day? Have a little time with her...." "Not without you there... I just... I dont trust myself after last time.... We could just go shopping or something...." I yawned. She sighed. "Perhaps you should sleep here for a bit. I'm a bit tired as well... Earthquake woke me from a dead sleep and the panic died quickly.... Tell me what would you do if you were awoken by an earthquake of that magnitude? Sure you live in a cloud home but what if you were at Sweet Apple Acres or Twilight's castle having a sleep over?" That is a good question. What would I have done if the quake hit us if we were here in Ponyville? Honestly pony made earthquakes are just normal for us but... ones made by entities even beyond us.... its unheard of.... I know its made by some random thing because if I've learned anything in church on Hearths Warming its that Celestia's father punishes ponies who are congregated into an area. The last time that happened was just when I was five. I was visiting Manehattan with my parents and a large storm came and a few stallions who were on a rooftop at the time were struck by lightning. Apparently they were doing a drug deal from what I heard and the lightning struck them in such a way their bodies acted as conduits to cause a power surge and outages in our hotel building. Anyways she could tell I just didnt wanna answer. I didnt know what to answer. All that would come from my mouth is that I would be a failure and may end up hurting Scootaloo in some way or something. Anyways when we entered the sleeping quarters Applejack was standing at the door shushing us. She lead us more into the sleeping quarters and when we came to a bed we saw Scootaloo cuddling with Soarin looking so adorable the way she was dressed up in her little wonderbolts jump suit. "...Is it me or does it seem like she's cuddlin' with Ryder....?" AJ whispered into my ear. "I mean.... He dont look like Ryder but.... he sure do fit doesnt he....?" I sighed. "...Yeah..." I whispered back. "She just looks so comfortable with him.... So tired too...." She yawned a bit and nuzzled up to Soarin a bit more making me and AJ just gasp at the cuteness. Pinkie gave a little aw as she came over from another bunk. "So adorable! Please say I can take a picture of this!" She said. Honestly I kinda wanted to snag a pic.... I mean this was just the cutest I've seen her in a while... Well not only because of that. Because I just.... I missed them both.... One more than the other but its okay right? Anyways we looked to Celestia who basically nodded and we all just got our phones out and took a picture of Scootaloo and Soarin. I actually couldnt help but send it to Twilight, Fluttershy and Rarity. I'm not gonna post it to social media because that would make it seem like I'm friends with the wonderbolts on a personal level. They'd probably ask a lot if I could get Soarin or Spitfire to come to their birthday party or something. I had to hug AJ just to try and keep myself from crying. She understood how I felt as she hugged back. I felt her shutter a bit as Celestia led us over to a bunk and lied us down taking both of our phones sitting them on a nearby table. I kissed Applejack and sure she and I arent together at the moment but... it comforted me.... As we fell asleep, which didnt take long mind you we fell into a dream scape. We dreamt we were walking hand in hand through Sweet Apple Acres which we like to do from time to time and as we walked we heard laughter of a little filly and a stallion. I looked to AJ who just let my hand go allowing me to run up and fly up. When I flew up I was just happy seeing both Scootaloo and Ryder flying together. Ryder was wearing a black and yellow flannel shirt and Scootaloo was still wearing the wonderbolts jumpsuit. I came closer and I was just expecting one of them to disappear but they both stayed. Ryder noticed me and smiled before flying over to me. "Dash! Hey!" He said. I couldnt help but fly at him and hugged him. Just so you know Pegasai do hug each other in mid air but we do so in a way that doesnt block our wings. "Hey I know its good to see you and all but... please warn me when you do that.... Nearly lost my lift..." I sniffled just flying down to a tree that I like to sleep in sometimes when AJ is working. We both sat down on a branch and hugged it out. Scootaloo flew down and sat in my lap kinda making the branch creak but I had a feeling it would hold us. "Dash!" She said hugging me. "Did you see me flying Dash? Huh did ya?!" She was so excited about flying in a dream.... I actually cant wait until she flies in real life.... if she flies in real life... I smiled a bit as her brother put his arm around my shoulder. "Yeah... I saw squirt.... Glad to see you two together... even if this is a dream...." I said. I looked to Ryder. "How you feeling Ry? You homesick at all?" He sighed a bit. "Yeah... I've almost forgotten what home looked like... If it werent for Luna keeping my mind at ease by letting us meet like this.... Well... I'd forget a lot of things...." I noticed Applejack sneak under us as he looked away. "I mean... Scootaloo... She's all I've got and I just... Leaving her in Equestria was the hardest thing I've had to do... And AJ.... Honestly if she were here I'd-" Well... Here's where I was just a litte bitch to him. I reached over and pushed him back off the branch and he fell right into AJ's arms. Applejack stood strong holding him. Didnt even stumble. She smiled and giggled a bit. "What was that I heard sugarcube?" She asked. He blushed a bit and smiled as she set him down giving him a kiss on his cheek. "I-It was nothing! I swear!" Applejack nuzzled him a bit. "'s what I thought Ryder. Y'gotta keep your mouth shut when your sister is around otherwise she's gonna hear somethin' she aint old enough to hear." I whistled a bit and handed the filly in question down to them before hopping off myself. "But hey... I did miss hearin' ya say your sweet nothin's to me... Missed hearin' your voice...." He put Scootaloo on the ground and she just rushed me hugging me tight. "...I miss hearing that drawl of yours... and.... I miss seeing you work your body on that orchard you work so hard to maintain... I almost wish I could come live with you guys but... I know Scoot wouldnt wanna leave our house...." He looked to Scootaloo. "Right Scoot?" Scootaloo sighed as I picked her up. "I've had a few bad dreams in our house Ry but... Our house is our house... We cant leave it.... All our memories?" She said. "We cant leave those behind..." He took her from my arms. "That's what I thought scoot.... You love everything that house gave to you except what happened.... But... I guess that pushed us closer together after dad was such a dick to me... Not letting me see my sweet sister or my mother.... You Scoot... when I came to the house you just gave me the best reason to smile.... I'm glad you're okay.... I'm glad you were there for me...." He teared up slightly and held his sister close. AJ and I couldnt help but hug them both. Applejack shushed him. "Hey now... no tears sweetheart.... just take some deep breaths....." She said. He did as he was told and started taking a few deep breaths. With each breath he shuttered. But he did calm down. "...Better now sugarcube?" He nodded. I kissed his forehead and Scootaloo's cheek. "...I'm glad you're both okay...." I said. "If you guys ever need anything I'm there for you.... Need someone to sleep over to fill the emptiness? I dont mind running over in the middle of the night to help either of you get to sleep even if it means I've gotta sing you to sleep or knock you out Ry." Applejack giggled slightly. "And you can call me any time and I swear I will rush on over with or without my big brother and my baby sister to comfort you two...." She said. "....you promise to call either of us if not both if you ever need us?" I saw both Ryder and Scootaloo look into each others eyes. "Cross our hearts hope to fly stick a cupcake in our eye..." They both said. I took Scootaloo from Ryder and buried her teary eyed face into my shoulder as AJ turned Ryder around and planted one hell of a romantic kiss on him. Scootaloo sobbed slightly but these werent really tears of sadness. Well... Kinda.... These were tears of sadness mixed with joy. She was glad she was with her brother and kinda hurt because he wasnt actually with us at our side. I looked Scoot in the eye. "...Here... Why dont we wake up and give your brother and AJ some time to talk things over....?" I asked. "I'm right next to you in the room.... You're cuddling with somepony very special..... Someone who we both idolize but you've had more time with then I have...." She held me tighter. "....Just wait up if I take a while.... See you soon...." She gave a nod and faded away whimpering. I looked to Ryder and Applejack. "You'll hear from us soon Ry.... See ya soon...." He nodded as Applejack just waved me away. Everything faded but the last things to fade were my best friend and my own cousin. They faded last.... and fast. When I woke up it was only about an hour later. AJ was still out like a rock. Pinkie was nowhere to be seen but when I sat up I saw Soarin awake just holding Scootaloo close as she sobbed slightly. I got up carefully as not to wake Applejack. Soarin looked over to me as I came to his side. "Didnt wake ya did we?" He asked. I shook my head fixing my mane and patting my cousins back. "Oh thats good then... I just woke up to this one crying a bit.... says she misses her big bro.... I dont blame her for wanting to cry.... having someone ripped away from you.... Just to be shoved into the arms of someone else... I've felt that when I was younger...." I gave him a curious look. "Really? How so if you dont mind me asking?" He sighed as Scootaloo climbed over to me and held me close. She was sweating a bit. "Yeah.... When I was younger I was forced into a little boot camp for troublesome colts. Every other week I'd have detention in school and there was one time my parents sent me to juvi.... When they sent me to that boot camp they left me there for weeks. Forced me out of the car, didnt even say I love you.... only 'we will be back for you....' Never said a time or day but that night I remember running out into a little training ground and hid behind a few sandbags and cried myself to sleep.... The training officers found me, thought I went sleep walking and almost discharged me for emotional reasoning. After that I just understood what I was doing wrong.... I thought I lost my mothers love and my fathers respect but... they were shoving me there because they loved me... they didnt want me to go down a dangerous path...." I sighed. "I feel the same way... my mom and dad sent me to a reform school... or at least tried to.... I was getting into so many fights my school they'd suspend me. My parents pleaded with them to keep me in the school and not get expelled so many times but... that was before I met a few of my friends... one who helped me get my cutie mark and give others theirs.... But... when those friends came along they either helped calm me down or put my rage to a better use.... The friend who calmed me basically got between me and who ever i was about to fight with... The one that controlled my rage for other things scared off the ones who i fought with and had me either punch a few clouds, punch her or something else and not someone else.... Over time we all matured, I left those bullies and stayed at my friends sides.... One for a while longer than the other but we've fixed things up." "Well... Seems we both went on to live some fulfilling lives. I mean... I became a guard and a Wonderbolt. You... You've saved this land more times than our armies have." I shushed him as Scootaloo cried a bit harder. "Oh... Sorry... That's my fault kiddo...." He took her from my arms and stood up with her. I stood with them. "Come on... lets get outside and get a cool breeze on us.... kinda muggy in here...." I nodded and followed both of them out. My cousins teary face resting on Soarin's shoulder just made me hurt more than when I was laid up. As we went outside a cool breeze wafted through the air. Flipped my mane back and cooled my body off. Almost nobody was outside. Almost. Just about ten or so yards away I saw Princess Celestia sitting on a lawn chair looking out over Cloudsdale and The Wonderbolts Training course. I tapped Soarin on the shoulder and pointed towards her. He nodded and started towards her. As we neared her she looked back at us, gasping as she heard Scootaloo's cries. She sprang up and rushed us taking Scootaloo in her magic. "Oh sweetie what's wrong? Please dont cry, I've got you...." She said. She looked to us. "Did she have a nightmare?" We both shook our heads and averted our gaze. "....We... Might've said some wrong things...." I said. "Scoot was crying about you-know-who and... Soarin and I said something and made her cry even harder..." Celestia looked to Scootaloo and sighed. "....There there Scootaloo.... Your big brother is okay.... Wanna help me write to him real quick?" I saw Scootaloo nod slightly. Celestia used her magic and made a scroll appear in front of my face as well as Soarin's. "Here you two... I'll allow you both to write somethings as well. Soarin to keep his spirits up and Dash to let him know you're here to make his baby sister all better...." You know at this point I would've thought Scootaloo would've snapped at someone for calling her a baby. I did that once and I didnt hear the last of it until she wet her pants. That was just a few months before shit hit the fan... The night my aunt and uncle were murdered.... I can still see it. Me having to bathe her waiting for her mom or dad to bring her a new pair of pants and a stern warning not to do that again or else she would've been forced into diapers. Well... I guess that stopped until that night i think.... She ends up having accidents when she's scared or sad. I know she's had accidents before but... these were more frequent since then. Anywho me and Soarin both took our papers and followed the princess over towards the office. Soarin looked to me and rested a hand on my shoulder. "Oh uh... speaking of notes your pink friend woke me up and told me to tell you that she and Spitfire went off to take a walk and do a little bit of shopping too." He said. "Left about a half hour before you and your little cousin there woke up...." I sighed. "...If she were here she'd know how to make her happy while I'd just mess things up more than the mail mare of ponyville...." I said. "....I'd make her cry just by being around her... I've hurt her so much even when I was trying to protect her..... I mean.... I got thrown out of a comic convention trying to take her to a safe place... if it werent for Celestia I would've gotten stuck with a kidnapping charge and I wouldnt have seen her until her fourteenth birthday or something...." "That was you? Spitfire told me someone was thrown out for that but didnt think I'd meet them. But hey... You had good intentions for it but executed it the wrong way.... You could've asked the princess if you could take her home for a day or so..." "But then what...? What would've happened if i had gotten a hold of her that way? I'd probably be hiding away with her and the princess would send squads of her guards after me just to get her back... I just... I needed my cousin that badly that day but.... things just went insane...." Soarin sighed. "We all cant have a perfect mind or good judgement of situations... Even when panicked. If the Wonderbolts taught me anything its thinking fast isnt always the best thing. Gotta think things out and make sure they're a good idea otherwise you get stuck and others get hurt. Learned that the hard way. Flew through the course, thought i could fit in a smaller cloud ring that was left out for the smaller recruits or the kids that are lucky enough to come around and well... lets just say one of the ladies didnt see me and went face first to the flight deck." I gave a slight snicker as we entered the office. Even though I had that moment of joy I was still heavy hearted. Anyways we went and wrote our letters. Mine was slowly done but it was finished and written clearly. It read: 'Ryder.... I'm sorry for hurting you and your sister..... I mean.... I've hurt her trust in me..... and.... if you're saying i didnt hurt you I did... I've said that your choice giving Scootaloo to Celestia was a bad idea... Maybe not around you or Scootaloo or even the princess herself but.... I've said it to a mare that's kept it secret.... and you can trust her... she trusts you and me both but..... Who knows if you trust me still.... I just... I miss both you and Scootaloo.... I can see Scoot but... I cant see you often or hug you like I can Scootaloo... Honestly you not being here makes me think of that night but... I know youre safe and you're alive but..... nightmares plague me like flies on dog crap. After what I did at Clousdale I've been talking with everyone. Gilda, Fluttershy, Pinkie and even AJ.... They all said I shouldnt worry that much about Scootaloo or you...... That you two would be okay.... You're protected by all those militants around you and you're keeping yourself sane and busy. I just... Somehow I didnt think you'd be that safe.... I thought you'd've been thrown onto the front lines and done in right on the spot.... Now... I'm here with Princess Celestia, Scootaloo, AJ and Pinkie at the Wonderbolts Training Facility because there was an Earthquake and this was the only place Celestia could go with Scoot. I know you're thinking that things have gone to shit while you were away but think about things here and think about what it is compared to what's there. Its worse there than it is here... Just think... Soon you'll be home with us. You get to cuddle with your sister, your marefriend and maybe a few other friends that Celestia set up for ya... Some I'm jealous of and some I just dont wanna because I just idolize them too much to make things weird. You're saving lives and deserve stuff like that... Me? I jsut.... I deserve what ever punishment you give me for when you get home. I've tried taking Scootaloo by force, I've badmouthed you and.... Maybe I went and stole some of your things from your house when I had Big Mac open it up for me but dont worry nothing is gone gone! I didnt hock anything, I just hid it! If you need, send Celestia a letter telling her a way to punish me. Please.... I'm so sorry... Just come home safe okay?' I signed it off and just rolled it up. Celestia looked to me from the desk opposite mine and Soarin's. Scootaloo sat at my feet whimpering. "All finished Dash?" She asked. I nodded tying it off. She looked to Soarin who was just finishing his letter up. "Soarin you're finished as well right?" Soarin nodded just looking it over. "Care to read it at all? I'd ask Dash to read hers but.... something in her face makes it seems like she could cry...." Soarin sighed as I had Scootaloo bring my letter to Celestia. "....Dunno if I wanna.... dont wanna do any more emotional damage to everyone here...." He looked to me as he handed me the note. "...Here... You look it over.... Read it for yourself and give it to Celestia to see...." I gave him a weak smile as I took it. 'Dear General Ryder, My name is Soarin. And yes that is the same Soarin from the Wonderbolts, your little sisters favorite flight team. Not too long ago I was dumped on Celestia to keep out of trouble at the training facility. Listen... Few things.... First off I'm honored to write to a soldier that is protecting our fine empire. Second... You've raised the most awesome sister since the incident I've heard of.... She's so sweet and just.... She needs someone like you.... Sure she's being cared for by the princess but since I was left with the princess I've taken on as personal protector for her.... I'll be here for her when you cant and have her come to me with any problem she has... if she's wet I'll dry her, if she's scared I'll comfort her and if she's crying I'll make her happy.... Upon your homecoming expect to see me at your sisters side to hand her over back into your care. Just so you know... I used to be a guard just like you... except I was never deployed. I was stuck doing the worst jobs until I was moved to The Wonderbolts. If you need anything dont hesitate to write Celestia and have her ask me. I'll answer any and every question you got. Maybe I can do something with you.... I wouldnt mind having a drink with you or maybe just seeing how well you fly in a race. Heck maybe just get our friends together and have a good all around friends day. But the big thing here... Princess Celestia hired me on to temporarily keep an eye on your sister, I'll be healed by the time you get home and I'll be at your sisters side. Through thick and thin. Anyways I should end this letter before I ramble and repeat. Thank you for your service. Thank you for protecting us. You have an awesome sister. See ya soon hero. He signed it off with his autograph, something I've seen many times over. I sighed just rolling it up and getting up walking over to Celestia handing it to her myself. I gave her my note hesitantly but she gave me a smile for being strong. "...Think you wanna read your letter Princess?" I asked. "....You probably have a few words of wisdom to share dont you?" The Princess nodded as Scootaloo came to my side. I picked her up and held her close. Celestia sighed. "Alright..." She said. "....Ryder.... My words ring true that you are possibly the best soldier here in my guard. You may be way behind the front lines but things are working in our favor. This is your duty as much as it is a test of your will and strength. So far... you've shown me I was way wrong about you when I first met with you... When I met with you I thought you would never make anything for yourself and I was in a bad mood when i heard you punched my guard to save your sweet sister... I now regret trying to have her taken from you... She's sweet, kind and she puts a smile on anypony's face.... She has given guards smiles each time they play with her, she's put a smile on my face as well as Luna's. She has even put a smile on her friends faces even from so far away. I can even say, Rainbow Dash and her friends have gotten smiles on their faces even with their moods so down in the dumps.... But tonight I'm taking a slight break for a few days. Taking care of Scootaloo is a full time job and she's the sweetest filly ever. Unfortunately I fear someone needs Scootaloo more than I do tonight." She looked to me giving a smile. "Rainbow Dash was worried about your poor sister after the earthquake she rushed right over to us at the Wonderbolts Training Facility. Tonight I'm letting her take over for the next few days... she deserves it to fix her mind... I owe it to her after everything that happened... well... that and Luna told me Dash has been struggling with nightmares... Dont worry... I'll have Scootaloo back in my care once my windows are fixed and I shall have a little present for her room as well. Please let us know how war efforts are going and how your recovery is coming. We are curious to how you are. See you soon. Oh and... dont forget Scootaloo loves you very much." I teared up a little. She told me that I can take Scootaloo for a couple days. I looked to Scootaloo only to have her clutch me sniffling still. Soarin huffed. "Well... That was something unexpected...." He said. He looked to Celestia. "Princess.... If I may ask I still would like to be at Scootaloo's side. I feel she still needs a second pony to be with to cheer up... that and I think someone might need to watch over the other somepony.... I do trust her but.... I just wanna make sure her mind is gonna be okay." I gave a bit of a smile. I couldnt say anything but I just looked to Celestia shocked. She looked to Soarin. "Sure. I'll allow this.... Watch over Dash but if she needs help dont hesitate. Give her a little nudge if she seems a bit off and.... maybe make sure she stays asleep.... I want her to sleep well. My sister will check on her when the time comes. Now.... If I'm right you Pinkie should be back with the others by now. Applejack is possibly awake as well but... if she isnt please wake her and take her home to her brother and sister." Scootaloo tensed up a bit. "....Maybe a sleep over with her friends might do some good... Have her padded up. I'll send a guard with the supplies you need. Even some spare clothes. I've memorized her clothing size just in case we're out and she has an accident.... Either that or you can raid whats left of her drawers at home and I can supply the padding.... Which ever is good for you its good for her.... I would suggest getting ready to head out soon. If word comes from you-know-who I will call you and let you know. Understood?" I gave a nod and nuzzled Scootaloo. She nuzzled back holding me tight. I gave a teary eyed smile. "...Thank you Princess...." I said. "I wont make you regret this.... I want to be that awesome cousin for her, she's gonna get that awesome cousin...." I looked to Soarin. "....You being there is gonna make me feel better.... Just.... becareful if I just start being weird.... Big fan y'know?" Soarin gave a smile. "Hey I've dealt with some weird fans before but you? Please!" He said. "Lets just start getting ready for your place or... where ever you wanna go. Maybe hit the toilets if you need it and... honestly it wouldnt be a bad idea.... my breakfast isnt sitting well..." He blushed a bit. I chuckled a bit as Celestia got up taking Scootaloo from my arms. Scootaloo looked to the princess. "...I-I'm r-r-really going with D-dash...?" She asked. Celestia nodded. "...Yes... She's only gonna have you for a few days...." She said. "Might not be long but she just needs you.... She misses both you and Ryder but.... having you would help her... You'll have Soarin and your friends there as well... I promise you I'll be with you for when Ryder comes home.... I promise you and him will be reunited soon..." She set her down. "Now... Be a good girl. I'll have Dash and Soarin give me an update on what you're doing." She kissed Scootaloo on the forehead and turned her to me. "Have fun sweetie. Be safe if you feel any shaking." Scootaloo hesitantly stepped away but she stopped a foot away from me only to look back at Celestia, hoping for something to happen. Nothing happened. Scootaloo looked back at me and came and hugged me. I picked her up and bowed to Princess Celestia carefully. Soarin bowed with me. "...Thank you again Princess...." I said. "Please.... keep us informed... And...Please have those diapers sent for her... I'll text you after we depart." She nodded. Well we did leave and I texted Princess Celestia that well.... I might've needed diapers. Applejack had me sharing a room with her at the hotel we were at and... I may have peed the bed after a few sodas and the lack of sleep the night before. I woke up in a puddle and the hotel services had to strip the entire bed and flip the mattress but the mare who did it dealt with her own incontinence and knew my troubles. I slept the rest of the night with a diaper she gave me but took it off and threw it away after uh... maybe using it for my morning piss. Later that night I was at Sweet Apple Acres with Applejack and Pinkie Pie. Pinkie thought it was a good idea to have a little camp out in the orchard. I sat in my track suit looking into the fire with a large tent behind me. The tent was one AJ used when we first had a huge friends sleep over with Twilight, Rarity and Fluttershy. Anyways AJ wass just to the side of me wearing her jean shorts and red bra, the one I love and the one Ryder does too. Pinkie was just in her big feety PJ's. I shifted having my flank crinkle slightly making me blush. "Aw c'mon there it aint that bad!" Applejack said. "Try bein' in one of those out in the orchard and being forced to use it while your idiot brother or cousin tries and fixes the toilet." I shushed her and got up only to peek inside the tent. Scootaloo, Sweetie Belle and Applebloom were all cuddled up together sleeping soundly in their sleeping bags. Soarin slept right next to them all doped up on pain killers so who ever wakes up is gonna help the fillies if they need it. I went back to sitting down and sighed. "...At least I didnt shit myself trying to do my job here. And I clear clouds for a living! I've had some drench me in water and nail me with an ice ball!" Pinkie giggled a bit. "That's nothin'!" She said. "Try baking cakes all weekend with five minute breaks every three hours and have accidents at hours five, eight and ten!" We all giggled a bit. Applejack sighed and just looked up at the stars. ".... D'ya think my parents are lookin' down at what they left behind.....?" She asked. "....Big Mac always said they've been watchin' over us when i was ever crying.... Said every time i felt cold in warm weather it was my momma huggin' me.... Either that or my daddy... Lately I've been feeling freezing when ever i'm sittin' alone...." I sighed. "Well.... I feel like he could be right..." I said. "I mean.... Since you've been lonely and sad over Ryder not being here I think they're just trying to console you..." I reached over and put my hand on her shoulder. "...Just know I'm here for you... Call me any time...." She looked at me blushing a bit. "...Y'know you told me that earlier sugarcube... Gonna assume you really meant it now... Thought you was just jokin' earlier...." Pinkie snorted slightly. "Jokes about being there for someone isnt funny." She said. "Now jokes about a schools lunch that's funny!" I didnt understand that but we kinda laughed at it anyways. We just sighed after but AJ climbed over and sat next to me. "...Thanks Dash..." She said leaning on me. "....Glad you changed from a sorry sadsack back to who y'are.... Makes me think I aint too far gone from my usual self...." Just then a grunt from the trees startled us. Pinkie took her phone from her pocket and turned the camera light on pointing it towards the trees and there leaning on one of the trees rubbing his foot was Big Mac, shirtless and in pajama pants with a little crinklebutt waistband poking up from his pants. Guess who isnt the only one who has had a bed wetting problem. "Hey... Y'mind if i join you gals?" He asked stepping towards us now. "...It's kinda lonely in the house and.... I may have had a teeny accident and the rest of the diapers are out here....." Applejack sighed and looked to Pinkie. "Pinkie go grab him a fresh one and some wipes. I can smell somethin' and this fire's here..." The stallion averted his gaze slightly as Pinkie got up and went inside the tent. "Well.... my hayburger had too much spice to it.... Back's kinda wrenched from today too...." Applejack huffed. "Well I told ya that wasnt a good idea pickin' up those crates today! Two crates on top of each other aint the best idea and you never limbered up at all!" Pinkie didnt waste any time getting out of the tent with something for Big Mac. "Now get your smelly ass away from the tent and come back smellin' fresh. Dont want anyone 'round here gettin' sick cuz of the smell!" I could tell he was embarrassed about his accident. Pinkie sighed taking his hand. "Come on Mr. Stinkybutt! You're coming with me!" She said. Both me and AJ sat in silence as they went back into the trees the same way Big Mac came. They were probably heading back to the house for that change. Just then I hear my phone give me a notification. It was just a light harp sound I had set for Celestia. Luna calls every once in a while but hers is a gaming thing she had me set it to. I think it was called something that had to do with the night or something... i dont know... Anyways my phone was in the tent on my sleeping bag that was.... connected to AJ's yes for cuddling. I went into the tent almost silently and saw my phone glowing almost as if it were a night light for the fillies sleeping. I moved over them being careful and sat down next to my phone on the sleeping bag. Applejack came in and sat next to me. "That who I think it is?" I gave a nod and looked closer at my phone. It was a text. I showed it to AJ. "Yeah... It's Celestia alright...." I said. "Want me to read what she sent?" Applejack nodded and when I opened the message it took a while to load the message... it broke up into four different messages. "Alright.... This might be a bit.... Uh.... Ryder sent us a letter.... It reads 'Dear Dash, Scoots and AJ, I've gone and spent some time reading each of your letters.... Yeah I know Soarin wrote one and... that I'm gonna wait for with Celestia's letter. He said he'd stay by Scoots side and if Scoot is being there with you he's gonna be there... I bet you're wetting yourself over that Dash. AJ if you're reading this I love you.... I hope when I go home we can go back to the way things were before the accident with your apple... Maybe I can do work to pay off what ever that cost for you.... I love you as much as you love apples and.... I would just hate to lose you... Not as much as I'd hate to lose Scootaloo but... I'd hate it just as much.... If either Dash or AJ are reading this and Scoot's asleep I just.... I want you two to try and cuddle with her just so she has some familiar ponies to cuddle up to... Maybe someone she can immediately go to just in case she has an accident or starts crying.... I can say I've had a few accidents here and cried in front of squad mates but... that makes me strong... knowing I still have control over my emotions and letting them run free when they need it.... I've cried mostly about my sweet little sister being alone over there.... AJ... I just cried knowing I hurt you and never got a chance to say I'm sorry before leaving.... And if someone can... please give Big Mac a slap on his face for me.... he deserves it for secretly taking my C-Sphere! Luna found me in my dream with AJ and told me she had guards looking after my place. They even asked Shining what I had since he's been there before and they couldnt find it but Luna confirmed that Big Mac had it... Well... and AJ... BUT I DIDNT SAY HE COULD TAKE IT! Um... Trying to think if I have anything else I need to address.... Well.... I guess i can end this letter.... AJ I love you, Dash kiss Scootaloo goodnight for me and Scootaloo... be good for Soarin.... and dont be embarrassed if you need to ask him for a change.... I love you all.... This may or may not be the last letter before I go home... I'm out of supplies and I dont think another supply drop is gonna do me good.... We have enough food, water and ammo but.... until then I'll only be having contact through certain means but only if Celestia contacts me and not by request... Sorry Scoot... Anyways... I'll see you all soon. Until then. Ryder.'" Honestly I grabbed onto AJ holding her close tearing up. She grabbed onto me as well but was surprisingly strong about it. I heard Scootaloo whimper a bit and hurried over to her only to slip her out of her sleeping bag and hug her as she wet herself. "...R-Ryder..." She mumbled. I shushed her as AJ came over and sandwiched the filly. "...Dont worry... Ryder's fine.... Your big brother will be home soon..." Applejack shushed her as well. "...Now now sugarcube.... we gotcha....Just wanna let ya know your big brother loves ya lots..." She said. "....Just you wait... he's gonna come through those doors of where ever you are and you're gonna be back in his arms again....When he does you two can do what ever you want with each other.... ...Wouldnt even mind bringing you and him over for a sleep over... I wouldnt even object to somethin' like this... Campin' out under the stars where momma and daddy can see ya both...." "...I bet they can see us right now bonding.... if they could come cuddle with you I bet they would...." I kissed her on her forehead and she started to calm down. Sure she was soaked but.... She was calm. I looked to AJ. "...Wanna go back to the house and get her changed? And... if you can have Big Mac and Pinkie bring some diapers back just incase... Nobody wets just once..." I blushed a bit averting my gaze. Yeah... I pissed the bed twice in one night and while she was staying over. First time was her fault and second was Luna's and... mine i think... I was drinking a bit that night. Anyways Applejack nodded and took Scootaloo from my arms. I watched as she clung to one of my best friends. Her face was a bit flushed but she looked happy. I think it's the warmth of her friends, her Pj's and night sweats. To be honest it didnt take long for them to get back. Big Mac actually came back with both my diapers and Scoots all just at the ready. Pinkie went IMMEDIATELY to sleep once she hit her sleeping bag. She was insanely tired. Applejack was just outside of the tent from what I heard just consoling Scootaloo by the fire. Big Mac came over to me dressed in a long sleeved shirt and his pajama bottoms just to stand over my sleeping bag. I was scrolling through pictures of me and Ryder when we were kids. My mom found them and had them scanned and put onto a CD just to remember all the good times. The stallion at my side knelt down right when I was at a picture of me and Ryder sleeping next to each other trying to cuddle the same animal. "Heh... look at him..." He said. "...Cant believe that cute lil thing became one hell of a guard... And I used to babysit his ass..." I huffed a bit. "...Yeah... You watched both of us and Fluttershy at one point.... My mom dropped her off as well since my mom got called into work on her babysitting day.... I still remember how hard AJ cried about your parents...." He sat down crinkling his flank. "Yeah.... that day was somethin.... Cryin' sister, Ryder bein a little brat and you... hell you and Fluttershy were angels... You listened to me even when you was flyin' in n out of the trees... Fluttershy couldnt help but play with Winona all day and even fell asleep with one of AJ's little toys..." I tapped at my phone screen turning it off. "You know she still has it to this day... Just as a reminder of how nice you were and what fresh hell our cutesinerra was since we got ours on the same day... I can still remember Ryder hitting one of the other kids at the party and my dad running down to put him in time out.... Lucky us my mom was trained to be a field nurse in the war just a few years before I was born... patched the kid right up without a lawsuit and even had Ryder apologize and make him a card... Didnt think I would see that kid even forgive him but yeah... he did end up doing so...." Just then a small aftershock shook the ground. I heard Scootaloo whine but it stopped a moment after. Big Mac helped me up to my feet a bit panicked. I looked to Soarin, Applebloom and Sweetie Belle who were all still asleep. Sweetie must've tuckered herself out freaking out this morning about the earthquake. We both stepped out of the tent to see Scootaloo shaking a bit in Applejack's arms. She looked to me as Big Mac zipped up the tent door and here's something crazy. Scootaloo leaps from Applejacks arms to mine but heres the thing: She never touched the ground and I was at the tent door, three yards away from AJ. "DASH!" She said scared. "...T-take me up on a cloud... please.... I.... I dont like earthquakes....." I looked to AJ and Big Mac both, with a shocked look on their face and then looked to Scootaloo. "....Uh Squirt... before I do that.... Look where you are...." She looked to me a bit teary eyed. "....Wh-why....? I'm in your arms..." "Yeah... but... look where Applejack was..." She looked back to Applejack and then back at me hesitantly. "...She's a ways away... how did you get to me so fast you think?" She thought a bit but didnt seem like anything was coming to her. One by one i released my arms and she just stayed there where I had her. "....I dont know... A-am I scared enough to forget things like that....? A-am... am I gonna be okay....?" I huffed and put my hands on my head. "Check again squirt... Just... dont.... scream..." She looked at me confused and then at Big Mac who walked behind her going towards AJ who was getting her phone ready but he took it. She didnt even fight because she didnt kinda wanna ruin the surprise. Scootaloo then noticed something out of the corner of her eye. Her wings. They were just fluttering as fast as they could. She was... she was flying.... I saw my cousin flying... I smiled a bit before going into a stupid grin. "Look at that.... you're flying Scoot!" She gasped a bit looking at her wings in shock... I even pinched myself thinking I was dreaming but I wasnt. I was actually seeing this... I know she was enjoying it stumbling about in the air but... I had to end it by putting her back on the ground. "None of this is said to ANYPONY until you-know-who gets back. No friends, no princesses and not even Ryder himself. I looked to Scoot hugging her as she gave a sad aw. "Sorry but... we cant.... I want him to see it for himself... For now just stay grounded please... Pinkie Promise squirt?" She smiled a bit. "...Cross my heart, hope to fly stick a cupcake in my eye!" She hugged me excited for her just getting off the ground. I was honestly about ready to cry.... Not because I was proud of her... it was... her brother, mother and father werent here to see this.... It was mixed crying. Anyways... after that Big Mac put the fire out properly making sure everything was dead. Embers, flames and other stuff. Scootaloo and I just went back inside and snuggled while AJ just huddled together with her brother. Honestly it felt good having my mind at ease for once... even though I was slightly panicking earlier. I might not have gotten to sleep immediately like Scootaloo did but.... I was enjoying my time with everyone I loved.... Awesome friends, my cousins friends and a random celebrity. To be honest wierder things have happened... I mean... you're talking to someone who was just clearing clouds one day and ends up becoming a hero to the world after taking down Nightmare Moon. Not to mention I almost peed my pants on the way to find the Elements of Harmony. I mean... I was scared but I was trying my best not to show it. I wanted to stay strong for Fluttershy who pretty much wet her bed that night. But anyways... I had Scootaloo cuddled up to me all happy and such and... Well I just texted Luna saying 'Scoot flew. Do not say anything to anyone! Sorry!' and... yeah I technically am breaking my own no saying anything to anyone rule but for good reason. Scootaloo could go and talk with Ryder via Luna's dream connection but I dont want her saying anything if she just visits Scootaloo. But after I did that I passed out after turning my phone off. I was proud, tired and sad. Proud cuz she flew, tired because it was late, sad because no other family to see her fly. Anyways... I'm tired... Later...