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Shimmering Thunder


Because there is sadness, we cherish happiness. And because there is anger, kindness is born.

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  • 5 weeks
    Another update

    I probably shouldn't say this, but I'm making good progress. I have written almost four new chapters in a few days. From finishing Chapter 9 to the beginning of Chapter 14, which is probably going to be the last chapter for this part. Considering how long I have been working on this already, this is major progress.

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  • 7 weeks
    Update

    I just wanted to say that I'm still working on the sequel to The Power Within. I haven't abandoned writing or this site. I recently got over a major roadblock in my story. However, this doesn't mean that I will publish anything anytime soon. But I still uploaded all the chapters here just in case I need to press the button. I had a small situation irl that made me come back to this project again.

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  • 16 weeks
    The poet of darkness

    You failed me,
    My trust you defiled.
    You hurt me,
    My heart you stabbed.

    Give me a reason,
    To forgive...

    My soul you crushed,
    It made me bleed.
    My smile you erased,
    It made me cry.

    Give me a reason,
    To forget...

    Here in the dark,
    Alone and afraid.
    Here in the night,
    Fragile and drained.

    Give me a reason,
    To trust again...

    :ajsleepy:

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  • 42 weeks
    I'm feeling lost.

    I know I haven't been updating for a long time or anything. I'm just very tired at the moment. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope here. I'm just so tired of everything and everyone. This world. I'm struggling to keep finding any reason to smile anymore. I'm just so bitter, unhappy, depressed and sad all the times. And I have no idea what to do to fix everything. And nobody cares. Nobody listen

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  • 68 weeks
    Last one for this year.

    Merry Christmas and happy holidays to everypony! :twilightsmile: :heart:

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Sep
27th
2022

The first act · 11:41pm Sep 27th, 2022

It's just so easy to press the same button someone else did before you. You don't even have to stop thinking with your own two braincells for a minute. You just follow the example and press the button. There's safety in numbers after all. Cowards... What is truly brave is to stand up for what you believe in and have the courage to voice your opinion to support the person. But instead, you join them, mock them. You do something solely because someone did so before you. Had the first act been a positive one, people would have followed with that instead. But because the first response was a negative one, that's what they'll react to. Cowards. That also suggests that the positive reaction doesn't hold much weight either. Monkey see monkey do... Such is the state of our whole world, unfortunately.

Needles to say, I'm having bad time with people and their sheep mentality. It's not for me. I can't deal with their crap. I tried. I'm sorry if this comes out too negatively, but I'm just so fed up with everything.

Public opinion is always set to the stone by the very first response. Whatever it is, people will follow. And I just can't take that. It's not fair. And it's not worth the effort or my time. I'm not going to stroke their overgrown egos.

I hope this is just some weird phase that will soon be over. I must return to my previous state somehow where I was perfectly content with being alone without any human interaction. At least not online. Real people, almost better at this point...

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