I'm Leaving On A Personal Journey

Hey, guys. So, as the title states, I'm leaving on a personal journey. I've been killing myself mentally and emotionally, and it's affected too many people I care about, you all included. I'm tired of my toxicity, my narcissism, my current self. So, in short, I'm leaving not to just improve myself, but find myself, and...well, make myself a better me, like my bio says.

There's not much I feel comfortable explaining, but...let's just say the way I improved during my 'break' in...2019, I think, and the way I've been continuing to try and do involved pretty much forcibly changing myself, instead of accepting any single bit. I only changed in terms of how I communicate, and that takes a dip pretty fast when, in the words of John Rambo, "I haven't changed. I'm just trying to keep a lid on it everyday."

In short, I'm leaving to face my traumas, to improve myself in the process instead of just improving my manners and speech. Hopefully I'll be able to treat you, my readers, and you, my Nakama, my comrades, my family, my friends, better than I have in all the time you've known. And hopefully I won't push so much of my brains sappy shit onto you guys anymore.

Hope to see you all in 3 years' time.

Live strong, and stick to your families. Trust one another. Trust yourselves.

-ThatOneSappyBlueClockGuy

Comments

[TheAncientPolitzanian]

Wishing you well!
:)

[Tenebris Lucifer]

Well take your time :)

[LH45]

Good luck@ and I hope to see you then!

[Mkchief34]

Take your time. We'll be here.

[Whinifree]

That’s a long journey. We’ll best of luck to ye. *snugs*

[SeventhBrony]

Good luck and heal, we'll be here

[Slendy]

Do your best every step of the way, my friend!

[Professor Litmus]

dont let the door hit you on the way out

[FTR2017]

I wish you well and may you find what you are looking for.

[Deergenerate]

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