That one thing · 10:23pm Mar 15th, 2022
Do you know what's beyond frustrating? It's the feeling that you don't exist. You are not heard. You are not noted. You are not worth responding back to. And no, I'm not talking about anything on this site. I'm fine with things here. I'm talking about real life.
I'm looking for a new home. I have to move away, because despite several complaints, the issues I have been experiencing in my current home, have not been taken care of. Or rather, I have been completely ignored. Several times, I complained. To two people in fact. I got absolutely ZERO response from them. One of the issues forced me to leave my home and go to my parents. I don't even know where I would have gone if I didn't have such an option available. Now I was looking for a new place and I got pretty excited over one place. The guy basically promised it to me and there was no competition. But when we arranged a meeting for the next day, we couldn't even get a hold of him. He didn't answer his phone nor did he ever call back. We even left a voicemail. Nothing!
I mean, what the actual fuck!? Why am I literally AIR to everybody!? My big brother was supposed to come to my birthday today and check the new home with us, but he cancelled. Although his reasons were understandable and we didn't get to see the house anyway. But when I sent him a message today about the situation, he didn't reply... I just... I don't get it. Like, just give me SOMETHING man!
I'm telling you guys... If somebody says something to you or send you a message, please, for the love of god, answer back. Nothing is worse than being ignored like that. Especially if the guy is an introvert like myself. We need to heard as well...
Edit: We managed to speak with the guy and arranged a new meeting. Except, he wasn't there. Instead, we met his wife. I liked the place a lot and said I'm ready to sign the papers. But the wife didn't have the authority to do that and she said wait till the evening when his husband will be there. Well, now when we contacted him to confirm pur plans he said he won't give it away just yet as it's not completely finished and he said something weird about the rent too. As if it would go up once it's done. On top of that, he'll be gone again tomorrow and I have no idea when he's coming back. I'm mentally so torn to pieces right now... It's not like I have a backup plan ready or anything... I'm just so tired and confused...
That's all. Thank you if you read all this.
I know the feeling, with me and my family I feel like I’m not heard or taken serious by them. I know I’m autistic and I don’t get much but I have ideas that. It frustrates me when they don’t listen and when I try to speak up they say I’m rude for yelling and shut me down.
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I'm sorry to hear that. It's just not fair. Hopefully things will get better soon enough. For both of us.
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yeah for sure