What Up? · 1:10am Nov 4th, 2021
So I feel like I need to address something. I’ve been coming back on here a whole lot more often now due to the fact I discovered a few weeks ago an old friend who I thought was literally dead is still alive. Not to mention something’s sparking inside me that I’m slowly getting back into MLP way more than I use to.
Not to mention, I’ve now read a few stories on here (yes, including clop) and I feel like something is finally sparking inside me on that too. I feel like I want to try and get back into writing stories. However, I literally don’t wanna dive into it right away. I do need help in getting back into writing. Even if I said I hate writing so much now. So…I feel like the fuel I need for this fire is inspiration. Which is what I’ve been getting for the past week now. I feel like I may now have something for a certain somepony. However, I don’t wish to spoil any details yet. If all goes according to plan, than we should see a clopfic from me in the not too distant future. ;)
However, I don’t wish to keep any promises in case all else fails. So I will have to ask you all to bare with me. I am currently working on a story that I wish to call a test. Still getting ideas at the moment, but I think I may have just about half of everything for this one. No romance and all that involved in it. I just want it to be simple. (if I can call it that once it’s published)
So yeah. That’s pretty much what I got planned now. I have given up on this many times due to the fact that I suffered writers blocks way too easily, but all I needed was to read more stories to get me motivated. Not to mention I have forgotten I had a goal to achieve on this site. I’m not sure if I can say it here, just in case it may ruin that surprise for me. Since saying something like that out loud, especially in journal, or whatever might ruin it for me, but I wish to receive those goals, dammit! So I pretty much gave up for nothing? Which really makes me mad. 😡
However, I do wanna say I wish to put more effort into my work. I recently looked back at one of my stories. Turns out, I’m not too embarrassed by some of them. (Maybe a few) Turns out they’re not as good written as I thought they were, the stories maybe cliche, if not may not make a bit of sense, and other stuff you guys may have pointed out before I did.
I now wish to step up to this plate. I want to step out of this darkness and into the light. I no longer wish to be a small fish, I wanna be a fucking shark. I want to get back into writing again. All I have to do is to be inspired. I still can’t apologize enough for letting all of you down. Since I’ve now mentioned that I want to get back into writing, I do wish for all of you to bare with me, once again. I wish to put more effort into story writing then writing one every month, and get burnt out, and not post another story until six months later.
I hope I’ll make a good return. 
Nice. It's good to hear how determined you are at getting back into writing. Best of luck! and take as much time as you need to make sure that whatever you have planned is something you can look back on and be proud of. I'm looking forward to your return!
5603596
I’m looking forward to it too, my dude. I’ll admit, I am nervous about what I have planned, cause I don’t know how good it’ll turn out, but I’ll definitely do my very best. ;)
5603610
I'd be nervous as hell too if I was in your situation but like you said trying your best is all that matters. You got this. :)
Take all the time you need to get back into writing. You’re always welcome here dude.
5603644
Really appreciate it my man.
Just please don’t rush it. Would hate to see you burn out really quickly. Also welcome back!!!
5603646
I defiantly won’t rush these stories. Thanks so much man.