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KingdaKa


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  • Saturday
    Halloween Request Time!

    The weather is getting colder, and long does the darkness now last. You can feel it in the air, in the movement of the shadows.

    Spooky Season is upon us- and that means themed sexiness is on demand!

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  • Thursday
    Hurricane Time!

    Man, weird to think it's been three years since my last one. Ian might not be quite as strong as it when it hit Tampa, but it'll be a direct landfall.

    Don't worry, I'll be fine. I'm on a second floor, have high ground, and the area I'm in generally doesn't flood. I'll be more pissed about losing power than anything; I just went grocery shopping.

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  • 6 days
    How Are We?

    I just realized it's been quite a while since I've really talked to any of y'all. I know I've been posting a little more consistently -finally- but I haven't spent much time speaking with anyone for a bit. Sorry about that!

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  • 9 weeks
    In need of some help- from y'all!

    So I've not done this sort of thing before, but I'm a bit flummoxed on a one-shot I've got before me. I like it, I like writing it, but I'm a bit unsure of whether or not to extend its length. It could work as a fairly short story, or it could take more length and still be fine by my judgment.

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  • 24 weeks
    Cheers to 300 Followers!

    A big thank you to all who has stuck with me for this far. It's a joy to work hard and share my efforts with every one of you- and even more so when you let me know you like it, too!

    Expect a celebratory story to arrive soon. 300 people means something, and I say one more return of some favorites of mine is in order. Stay tuned, and thanks for all the love!

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Sep
21st
2021

I don't know what to do · 8:19pm Sep 21st, 2021

And by that, well-
I mean me.

I graduate in three months. I've tried to carve out this degree for almost a decade, it took three colleges and even a run from home to finally see it be this close. I'm gonna get it, of that I have no doubt; it's the after that I have to think about now.
And that is where I am really starting to have some problems, because I find myself in a unique position of being vastly overqualified or hilariously underqualified. Multiple years as a team leader in the military goes well with a degree, yes; knowing how to make them worth anything is beyond me. All I end up doing is feeling lost as to what choice I need to make next.
I've seen and done things people wouldn't believe, but I don't know how -or even if- any of it matters. It's becoming painfully clear that I never was as smart as I thought I was, and this overwhelming uncertainty isn't helping matters.

My best talents belong in the realm of wordplay, of stories and the stories of others. But if I'm really honest with myself... I know I'm not that good at it- so having your best skill only be mediocre isn't encouraging. I just end up feeling more aimless than ever.

I have all of myself and every experience I've endured within me, yet I'm not even sure any of it matters. And if it doesn't, what does that make me?

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Comments ( 2 )

Dont give me that bullshit. Your a great writer.

It is difficult to see a clear course when your mind is full of uncertainty, but the only one who can decide if you are doing your best is you.

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