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  • 18 weeks
    Out of estrogen!

    Yeah, the truth is, my mind isn't quite right, right now, because I had to stop taking my usual high doses of estrogen that help me... As such, I have an awful creative block. In the meantime, I've been doing a lot of yoga, meditation, and a little bit of getting high too, if I'm being honest. But fear not, for help is on the way! I've solved my insurance dilemma and early next year, I should be

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  • 44 weeks
    I think I know the real reason?

    I've been doing a lot of thinking about this... I was married for six years and I've had many relationships with people of both genders before and afterward... However, for some reason, I can no longer remember anything good about my past relationships? I don't believe it's really my fault, but for whatever reason, I feel like something was taken from me? Something precious? Now, I'm not a

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  • 45 weeks
    Something happened earlier...

    Hello dear blog! Sure has been awhile! Well, a 19-year-old brony has been reading my stories for YouTube lately and my channel here has gained some popularity because of that. But that's not the biggest part of it... Well, he told me earlier that my Filly Eyes story got him to think that maybe not everyone is awful... The story written by me, a hardcore misanthrope, somehow gave off that

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  • 61 weeks
    Cyber-Scootaloo and Cyber-Twilight

    So out of nowhere, I started writing a Fallout Equestria story yesterday! It's from the first-person perspective of a cyborg... Her name is Scootaloo and she was mortally injured in an accident and cryogenically frozen... Later, she was thawed and rebuilt as a cyborg to save her life! She is built for battle. Her titanium alloy carapace was made to sustain punishment and her metal legs are also

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  • 64 weeks
    The Changeling Metaphor

    A changeling is a creature that feeds off love. They are shapeshifters who take different forms in order to drain others of their love. That's an apt metaphor for the way I used to be when I was pretending to be male. I felt like I had to be this "person" that they wanted me to be, or I would lose their love... And the truly messed up thing is, I was right. However, they're all gone by this stage

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On Gabriela! · 2:53am Aug 21st, 2021

Well, first off, the excessive smoking of devil weed. We must keep in mind that these batponies are in a social setting. And between that and Gabriela's soaring anxiety about things, excessive use should not be out of the question! Also, there's the whole Dusk Shine/Gabriela romance... I confess that I'm a little perplexed myself because I'm an agoraphobic and originally, this story was about me stepping outside... But when I dwell on it, I think "love" is one of those things that put me here in the first place? And so, it stands to reason that that should be an issue I tackle! Which finally brings me to Dusk Shine, the punk rock batpony who fell in love with her... In a way, Dusk is the perfect pony for this job as her carefree attitude will give Gabriela all the freedom she needs to explore while at the same time, her own punk rock, "live your life" philosophy could very well help Gabriela since it implies that there's nothing to lose and theoretically, everything to gain by stepping out into the world and doing things and living your life...

PS: Another thing I noticed is that now, whenever I do smoke, I smoke a lot like Gabriela does in my story! I'll do that funky "swallowing" thing she does in the air now and I also have a tendency to throw my head back and exhale smoke into the air...

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