Health · 2:58am Aug 16th, 2021
So, uh...it's a fickle thing. I don't even know how or still exactly what, but I ended up in the emergency room a few weeks ago with a lot of heart attack symptoms that were recurrent over 4 days before I finally went; shortness of breath to an almost extreme, chest pain, consistently feeling like I was going to die, fast heart rate, being unable to relax, hands and feet going partially numb for 10+ minutes at a time, that sort of thing. They didn't actually find anything there, though...ECG came back normal, just "too fast of a heart rate", and when they lowered my heart rate the symptoms vanished. It may have had something to do with my mental health meds, but they don't really have any of this stuff listed as side effects. It may have just been a really bad anxiety attack, but mine usually don't present symptoms like that. Even now I still have no clue what happened, and only became able to breathe autonomously like a week or so ago (I was hypervigilant before then, and still am even now sometimes).
I had the bad luck to also be uninsured at the time, so no doubt I'm probably going to be completely broke when the bill finally comes to my doorstep...
Anyway. I'm not sure what's happening most days anymore, but I'm focusing on survival and what I wanna do first and foremost. If you wanna support me with Ko-fi, it's here, but given how not-productive I've been I don't blame those who choose not to. This blog isn't to try and solicit. Just another update. And also a reminder to treasure your health, or what bits you have, if you have it...having it vanish or waver can be terrifying.
Also, fillies are cute. 
To that end, I plan to make an alt account in the future. I've been writing some very different things compared to my usual fare, and think it only fair (ha) to quarantine that stuff off. I realize I'm very vanilla here and will keep it that way. Super weird stuff will go to this alt, once I can actually name it.
Pip-pip something-o, I guess!
Good luck!
As for a name suggestion, seeing as your is a Latin pun how about this?
Cogito, ergo sum: I think, therefore I am.
Cogito, ergo foals: I think, therefore foals.
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Good luck indeed! I need it for uh…a lot of things right now, lol.
Namewise that’s a bit unwieldy, but in the latin pun tradition I also am considering Diabolus Foalt, Diabolus being Deus’ counterpart when you stick ‘ex Machina’ after them.
And regarding your ‘third comment’…DD3 is very much planned, obvious sequel hook is obvious. I’m more likely to finish up the incomplete multichapter story I have up first, though. Thanks for your interest and suggestions, though!
Take care of your health and best wishes.
I wish you a healthy tomorrow
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I don't actually have anything published yet, but the name's finalized, as you can tell :P