• Member Since 17th Jul, 2014
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I'm a Proud ABDL mommy. Writer of padded pony fics, a lot of fics about Shining Armor and his mom, several about Rainbow Dash and her family, and far more mom stories than you can imagine.

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  • 10 weeks
    Birthday Month Update

    Hey Fimfiction. Sorry we left on depressing terms with the last blog post. I’m glad to say that’s shifted a bit in the months since. My depression was pretty brutal for most of the first three months of the year, but in April that really began turning around. I’m glad to say I’m doing much better than I was. I got a new therapist and I’m going to do EMDR and Trauma work with her. I’m hopeful that

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  • 22 weeks
    Screaming Into The Void

    Hey guys. I know it hasn’t been long since I updated but I felt like posting on here since this is a safe place where I usually vent. Normally the life updates are pretty exciting but this one is a little sad, unfortunately. Not to bum anyone out. I just didn’t know where else to put all of this where I knew it would be safe.

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  • 28 weeks
    Happy 2024 from Florida!

    Greetings Fimfictioners, and a happy 2024 to you all!

    I'm writing to you all today from Florida on Vacation and it was much needed and has been so excellent. I know it's been a minute since I've been on here but I also feel comfortable here telling you guys about life stuff so I'm chronicling updates on this little blog since it's a safe space.

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  • 36 weeks
    Life updates

    Hey fimfiction. It’s been a hot minute since I’ve been on here. Not since June. It’s wild how much things can actually change in five months. I decided to post on here because when it comes to spilling my non-story thoughts, this is definitely my safe place (thank you MLP fandom for that).

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  • 57 weeks
    Hello, Old Friends

    Hello Fimfiction. Long time, no see. I realized I hadn't updated you all in over a year, so I thought I would take a little time today to let you all know how things are going.

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Burned · 8:28am May 21st, 2021

Hey fimfiction. I was hoping I wouldn’t post again for y’all until I moved out but today was so intense I needed to vent.

My Dad and Uncle fought all day. That’s nothing new. But I had to call the police on them (per my dad’s request) to try and get my uncle off the property. And then my dad put me in a terrible position. He asked if my uncle did any work around the house. If I say yes, Dad gets mad at me. If I say no, uncle gets mad at me. I can’t win. So I say that I have seen him work around the house but that he should help my dad find whatever he was looking for. My Dad then flips on me. He spends ten minutes telling my mom (who was still at work) that I don’t know how to do anything, that he doesn’t have a family anymore, that I don’t have a dad anymore, all while there are police outside. I had a panic attack in the front yard and threw up, and my dad was like “Why are you crying? There’s nothing to cry about.” And didn’t even realize what happened.

On top of this, he threw my phone. Twice. Once while he was mad at my mom and tossed it on the kitchen table. The second was he just dropped it outside. Onto the dirt ground. When I was standing right there. He threatened to leave the house once. Said he was disappointed in me, just because I didn’t totally take his side, and left me to watch both of the dogs (one of whom cannot move his back legs and is incontinent) for the better part of 6 hours. I only stopped to do dishes and use the bathroom.

So if anyone out there is religious at all, I’m asking you to please pray that I somehow make it out of this burning train wreck of a family and make it to my move out date to live with a friend. I just want to leave.

Thanks for listening guys. I’ll try and stay safe as I can.


Comments ( 9 )

Hope nothing but the best for you moving forward mama :heart:

Ouch! That’s pretty bad! :applejackunsure:

I'm sorry to hear this. How much longer do you have? Do you still need funds? I can signal boost a request for help and contribute.

A few weeks to go. Lord I am ready. I definitely could use the signal boost. I appreciate it.

I'll link to your previous blog tonight, then.

I was in the same boat as you FabulousDivaRarity
After my mom passed my younger sister and I got put into foster care and ended up with our Mom's younger sister and her family and my sister and I lived with them from 2005 to 2013 then around 2007 or 8 I started getting out of control and My aunt, uncle and cousin started treating me like a piece of Trash and I was getting the cops called on me because I had a anger problem then in 2013 I got arrested for Assalt and spent 6 months in jail and 3 years in a halfway house and my aunt did not even come to see me, She told her friend that she wanted nothing to do with me so she cut me out of her life but I have made my life better for myself and It was all thanks to my Uncle Richard from my Dad's side of my family so just have faith that your life will get better and that you will find love in your heart

I will hold you in my prayers, for your mental and physical health and fortitude

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