(Important) Today, I did something incredible - it took me four years to find the willpower to go and do this very hard thing to be there for the anniversary · 8:12pm May 9th, 2021
Today marks the 4-year anniversary of the death of my second dad-figure. 9th May was his official death date and I found out two days later on the 11th of May. I've lived with this grief every day since finding out about his untimely death and I can't go a second without his name flying through my head constantly. It never ends. So, I decided to go and find where he was buried exactly.
I'm not going to say much about it since I say all that's needed to be said to get the context of the situation within the vlog. No, I never show my face, so don't count on that; you'll mostly see nothing but my legs and feet. I didn't want to show the tombstone or reveal his name/personal stuff for obvious reasons, but I couldn't exactly help that very much. I tried to keep it out of shot as much as I could whilst talking about him.
Lastly, this video isn't public. I set it as unlisted and you can only view the video with the link in this blog. I'm not ready or fully willing to share it publicly right now. I may in time, but not now. Once my emotions settle and some considerable time has passed, then I'll consider it if I'm comfortable enough.
So, with that, I finally went ahead and saw my friend, and here it is:
