Why!? · 6:22am Apr 18th, 2021
I posted this on my DA page, but well...
Why is everyone blocking me when they find out I was Magic Tricks a few years ago? This mostly involves people who are friends to Lightning Bliss! Why!? Is she purposely telling everyone that I was Magic Tricks, and that I will NEVER change as a person, even in the face evidence of the polar opposite!?
I'M TIRED OF THIS! I'M TIRED OF BEING BLACKLISTED FROM THE BRONY FANDOM FOR WHAT I DID! I OBSESSED OVER LIGHTNING BLISS AND OTHERS, AND I"M SORRY AND ASHMED OF THE PERSON I WAS! FOR THE LOVE GOD AND ALL THAT IS HOLY JUST STOP THIS MADNESS! THIS IS NOT HELPING MY MENTAL HEALTH! I'M ALREADY DEPRESSED AND NOBODY IS HELPING MATTERS. ACTUALLY YOU DON'T WANT ME TO FEEL BETTER! I'M THINKING YOU ALL WANT ME TO GET SO BAD MENTALLY THAT I TAKE MY LIFE! IF NOT THEN PROVE ME WRONG!
What's worse is nobody is going to give me an answer. Nobody is going to prove me wrong. I'm going to continue like this for years until I actually say "screw it" and take my life. Then when I'm dead everyone except for those who actually miss will celebrate my death and say "hey the devil is dead!" I'm never able to forget this like I want to do. I will always be reminded of my past and it's going to haunt me until I die. No one will ever want to show friendship to me. They'll always treat me as if I'm fucking Satan and they'll always block me. I'll never as many friends as I want to have. Like I have been thinking about. No everyone will always be afraid of me. They will always hate me. I think I should go submit myself to the psych ward at my local hospital now...
Bro look ignore the those who want to shove the past back in your face don’t get so worked up by people who can’t see what’s right in front of them and do something stupid like take your own life. If your depression is really bad then go get some help I’m sure any and all family you have would not want you to take your own life.
I have never heard of this before and I just randomly found this blog and probably won’t get any answers but who was magic tricks ?