• Member Since 12th Feb, 2021
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tempesthot-head


I'm bitter, emo, and sometimes cold hearted. I'll get revenge and nobody can stop me. I prefer to be alone. I'm dark and I hate talking about anything especially my feelings.

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  • 154 weeks
    Favorite Characters I Like/dislike in Shows and Movies

    "Chicago PD" Like
    10: Kevin Atwater
    9: Jay Halstead
    8: Trudy Platt
    7: Kim Burgess
    6: Alvin Olinsky
    5: Adam Ruzek
    4: Antonio Dawson
    3: Justin Voight
    2: Erin Lindsay
    1: Hank Voight
    ''Chicago PD'' Dislike
    10: Vanessa Rojas
    9: Sean Roman
    8: Ray Price
    7: Brian Kelton
    6; Sheldon Jin
    5: Hailey Upton
    4: Sgt. Edwin Stillwell
    3: Ron Perry
    2: Lt. Denny Woods
    1: Fischer.

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  • 157 weeks
    Favorite Songs.

    *Skillet- Hero, Awake and Alive, Salvation, Circus for a Psycho, Monster, Not Gonna Die, Resistance, Sick of It, Whispers In The Dark, Comatose, Falling Inside The Black, Fire and Fury, Out Of Hell, Yours to Hold, Say Goodbye, One Day Too Late.
    *Three Days Grace- World so Cold, Never Too Late, Animal I have Become, Pain, Time of Dying, Break.

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  • 157 weeks
    Favorite Band Songs

    *Evanescence- My Immortal
    *Three Days Grace- Pain
    *Nickelback- Lullaby, I’d Come For You.
    *One Direction- Story Of My Life
    *Skillet- Whispers In The Dark
    *Breaking Benjamin- Dear Agony, Far Away.
    *Five Finger Death Punch- I refuse
    *Linkin Park- Numb
    *Fall Out Boy- Light ‘em Up
    *Starset- My Demons
    *Imagine Dragons- Radioactive.
    *Louis Tomlinson- Two Of Us.

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  • 157 weeks
    My Personalities

    Okay here’s my past, and present personalities:
    *Past Personality: Blunt, aggressive, mean, sarcastic, depressed, emotionless, dangerous, bored, annoyed, bitter, alone, hurt/pained, emo, dull.
    * Younger Personality: Happy, energetic, sparky, playful, cheerful, great singer and dancer, friendly, helpful, befriended easily, loveable.

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  • 159 weeks
    Basic Info

    Here’s some info about me.
    *Birthday: October 10
    *Year I was born: 2007
    *Favorite genre of music: rock
    *Relationship Status: single
    *Gender: female
    *First and Last Name: Autumn Messerly
    * Middle Name: Rae
    *Hair color: Brown/dirty blonde
    *Eye color: hazel

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Mar
19th
2021

My Personalities · 4:02am Mar 19th, 2021

Okay here’s my past, and present personalities:
*Past Personality: Blunt, aggressive, mean, sarcastic, depressed, emotionless, dangerous, bored, annoyed, bitter, alone, hurt/pained, emo, dull.
* Younger Personality: Happy, energetic, sparky, playful, cheerful, great singer and dancer, friendly, helpful, befriended easily, loveable.
*Present Personality: Emo, depressed, sarcastic, bitter, hurt/pained, dull, blunt, aggressive, revenge, avenge, emotionless, and I use vulgar words sometimes, dark.
* 4 Facts About Me When Younger*
1: I was in a school bus accident.
2: I had over 50 friends.
3: My hair was down to the middle of my back.
4: I left my school in the middle of 1st grade.
*When and Why My Present Personality Started*:
My friends abandoned me. It started when I was either 7 or 8 years old. I started to keep to myself and my family noticed. They asked if I was okay and I said yeah when y inside’s were killing me. They kept asking me and I said the same thing,”Yeah I’m fine.” Then I went from bad to worse as I shut everyone out of my life. I felt... Darkness taking over me. I was filled with pain, sorrow, misery, guilt and depression. It got to the point to where I completely shut everyone out forever. At age 10/11 there wasn’t much change in me. I had a cold heart with no signs of love anywhere. My mom said that I wasn’t myself anymore. Age 12/13 I became bitter. From my previous ages I became much worse. My anger issues were bad. I have trouble controlling my temper. I pretend to be happy for my family’’s sake. I used to be so full of life and happiness. Now I’m always unhappy, dull, basically a shell of myself. I developed a love for weapons including guns, dynamite, grenades, glass etc. I also love to touch fire.

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Comments ( 12 )

I... can somewhat relate. I have (or had?) a friend named Mya Barone. We exchanged numbers, but every time I tried calling her, it would go straight to voicemail. I initially thought she was dead (a morbid thought, I know, but we're in the middle of a global pandemic), but after hearing she was alive, I was both relieved and somewhat... angry. I'm not emo (except for the fact that I sometimes listen to heavy metal music to gain inspiration for my upcoming songs [I'm a singer/songwriter]), but if friends abandon you when times get tough... are they really your friends?

No they’re not. After my ‘friends’ abandoned me I decided to be alone for life.

5478630
Well... I'm someone who would never abandon their friends.

5478632
Really? I never abandoned them before, so why’d they abandon me when times got tough? And it was all for popularity in the school!

5478633
What?! Popularity?!

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Words cannot describe the anger flowing through my veins right now.

5478717
Someone abandoning you because of popularity makes me sick.

5478725
Oh well, I’ve been dealing with it for years so I’m used to it. When I made a new friend after my other ones abandoned me it happened again. In total it happened to me 3 times I think.

5478732
yeah. i gave up on having friends if that happens.

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