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  • 18 weeks
    Out of estrogen!

    Yeah, the truth is, my mind isn't quite right, right now, because I had to stop taking my usual high doses of estrogen that help me... As such, I have an awful creative block. In the meantime, I've been doing a lot of yoga, meditation, and a little bit of getting high too, if I'm being honest. But fear not, for help is on the way! I've solved my insurance dilemma and early next year, I should be

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  • 45 weeks
    I think I know the real reason?

    I've been doing a lot of thinking about this... I was married for six years and I've had many relationships with people of both genders before and afterward... However, for some reason, I can no longer remember anything good about my past relationships? I don't believe it's really my fault, but for whatever reason, I feel like something was taken from me? Something precious? Now, I'm not a

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  • 46 weeks
    Something happened earlier...

    Hello dear blog! Sure has been awhile! Well, a 19-year-old brony has been reading my stories for YouTube lately and my channel here has gained some popularity because of that. But that's not the biggest part of it... Well, he told me earlier that my Filly Eyes story got him to think that maybe not everyone is awful... The story written by me, a hardcore misanthrope, somehow gave off that

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  • 61 weeks
    Cyber-Scootaloo and Cyber-Twilight

    So out of nowhere, I started writing a Fallout Equestria story yesterday! It's from the first-person perspective of a cyborg... Her name is Scootaloo and she was mortally injured in an accident and cryogenically frozen... Later, she was thawed and rebuilt as a cyborg to save her life! She is built for battle. Her titanium alloy carapace was made to sustain punishment and her metal legs are also

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  • 64 weeks
    The Changeling Metaphor

    A changeling is a creature that feeds off love. They are shapeshifters who take different forms in order to drain others of their love. That's an apt metaphor for the way I used to be when I was pretending to be male. I felt like I had to be this "person" that they wanted me to be, or I would lose their love... And the truly messed up thing is, I was right. However, they're all gone by this stage

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Mar
5th
2021

The Lord of Chaos, The Nightmare King, and the Changeling · 10:39pm Mar 5th, 2021

So some of the allegories I've been using in my story might come into question? So I'm going to talk about the three villain models I'm using to illustrate my points. First off, there's Discord, who represents my chaotic past. Metaphorically, overcoming him is what gave me the strength necessary to overcome my fears, who are represented by Sombra. He wants me to take over Equestria after all! (Commit suicide) In my experience, the best way to overcome him is sheer force of will! You gotta get wild sometimes! You gotta get crazy! Because if you dwell on your fears for too long with a rational mind, you will eventually be tempted to do very bad things! And that's precisely why Cozy uses sheer magical brute force to subdue him! However, you can never completely kill off your fears because to do so also takes away what it is that makes us human. That's the reason Cozy should never be allowed to become a killer...

And finally, there's Chrysalis, the changeling. She spends most of her time wondering the Castle of Friendship in various disguises so she can talk to the ponies there. She does not dare show them her true form because she knows they would never accept her. This is another "transgender allegory" I confess and the real trick now is to bring her to beautiful reformation so we can see what reformed Chrysalis actually looks like! (There's already a description in my notes for this!) Through Chrysalis, I'm hypothetically learning to conquer my fears of the outside world. However, pretty sure I need to work on actually becoming reformed first?

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