You Know Something? · 5:10am Jan 20th, 2021
I'm fucking old.
Birthday's today. At some point they started being less joyful and... well, more a reminder of impending mortality. Just another stepping stone to the grave.
A lot of days blend together, with little difference from the dozens and dozens before. I do what I can to make even mundane days meaningful, but... pain doesn't go away any longer. It lingers like a wound slow to heal. A heaviness on your bones that only promises a deepened sorrow. And you'll never know when it hits you.
I always give birthdays a little extra meaning, nowadays. One more day that should be celebrated, even if I'm alone and I do it 'just because.' What more reason do I need? Even if it's just a cold beer, hell.
It's the only life I'll ever have. Why not want it to matter?
For me to go offline permanently is within 100 years.
Hope you have a good one my dude. Have a cold one on me..somehow?
Happy birthday.
Happy Birthday Day
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You humans have been complaining about age well I'm going to say this once and ONLY once and it can't leave this blog EVER.
Age is just a number, you don't have to dress your age or be vain about your age or yourself, just be yourself, so don't be something that your not just be yourself.
And also my lifespan is a hundred years which can get boring at times.
Happy birthday bud! Drinks on me!