Back alright, back again... · 5:00pm Dec 9th, 2020
What a crazy year, huh?
TL;DR: I'm about to point what I scumbag I am for leaving the fandom (also my readers, and the writers I'm helping) without a care in the world.
Seriously, I'm sorry.
This was an important period in my life. I've done many things IRL that will define me as a person, as an adult, and I finally feel like there's some real stability in my way of living. I'm not satisfied, but it's a start. Among these things: I moved out of my parent's house, I'm ending my current class and getting a sort-of degree, and most importantly I'm working on a project I'm actually passionate about. Along with the same friends I live with, btw.
Also, Covid. But that's part of everyone's life.
Then am I saying that since all is good and well I grew up and decided "I'm too adult for stupid fandoms"?
Well, no. Quite the opposite, actually. What I listed up there are the results of this period... This last year? I actually had to eat loads of shit.
Or the human average, actually. Everyone eats loads of shit.
Point is, I got stressed out at some point. And I decided it was better to disappear and stop everything I was doing. Luckily my friends kicked some sense into me, so I started taking up all the things that are important. I started little and went up with one at a time.
Things got better. I got better.
I feel good.
That doesn't excuse my behavior, there are some I disrespected directly (and some indirectly) and I just left.
If I sent you the link to this blog, it's because I mistreated you and I want to apologize. You deserved better from me.
Otherwise, if you just ran into this, you're probably expecting an update from my stories.
I'm sorry for that too. I'll get back to writing from this very day.
Last of all, if you run into this at random weeks or months from now... Please, contact me and tell me why would you do that.
... it's good to be back.
Just read the blog. Just wanted to let you know that I enjoy (enjoyed?) you stories. Looking forward to your next. Sorry, I have trouble with words.
Welcome back, I do enjoy you're stories alot and im glad to see you back. Its not really a disapointment to others if you have outside forces in life you have to deal with first before this.