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Sep

19th

2020

It getting any worse · 3:31pm Sep 19th, 2020

Guys... I really can't function well. My psychological problems can't leave me. All the time something bad happens to me, all the time I can't rest of that all. Apathy catches me much often than before. I just... Don't know what to do. And I think my parents doesn't care. They didn't sign me up for any therapist. I'm writing this post, because... I feel powerless. I tried to write my stories to forget about all this shit, but... It doesn't work anymore. And I'm afraid soon I'll leave it. All my scenarios just... Sometimes I don't know, how to realize them. I tried to write, but I couldn't. And I'm afraid all of them will fall and I would never finish The Chosen One, Demon's Child, or even I will not start my other projects, that is in my head.

Other things... Everything, that happens in this sick world. So many conflicts, so much evil. I'm just afraid of my future. I even don't know if it will be stable. And I guess... Everything will fuck up.

I hope, you understand, and... I'm sorry guys. I had to tell this because it was in my mind for so long.

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