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Devona


A gal with a tablet and a whole universe of ideas. (she/her) ♥️

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  • 3 weeks
    I Need a Friend

    It's a... weird request, I know. I've just been really, really lonely lately and there isn't really anyone here willing to truly just kind of... talk. And honestly? That's all I've ever wanted.

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  • 4 weeks
    I Am Missing

    "Emergency situations hotline, hello."

    "Good morning. Is this the place I'm supposed to call to report a missing person?"

    "Indeed so, ma'am. Who is missing?"

    "I am."

    "Excuse me?"

    "I am missing. And I'd like to find myself."

    "Well, uh... alright. I will require a description of the person in question, even brief. We need a lead to go off of."

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  • 5 weeks
    The End?

    So I've had some time to gather some thoughts after the release of the latest Deos ex Caellis chapter, and I suppose it may come as a bit of a shocker to you all, but I'm really just unsure if I want to continue down the whole "content creator" path.

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  • 7 weeks
    Hate

    I've just encountered the most hateful person I've ever seen, either on the internet or in real life. Someone who seems to, plainly and simply, take great pleasure in the suffering and pain of anyone but themselves.

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    6 comments · 101 views
  • 8 weeks
    Hurray!

    As of today, I have finished the last project needed to pass my term. It's been a dreadful couple of weeks; it saw filming, presentations, research papers, translations and exams, but in the end I've managed to push through. Well, most likely, at least; it's not like all this stuff has already been graded, but for now, well, I have some free time.

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Aug
30th
2020

To anyone who wants to listen · 6:11pm Aug 30th, 2020

Hi, everyone. I have been quite quiet for the past... month, maybe... quite some time, anyway. I left a story that's barely started, and no explanation.

I'm sorry.

This is a blog for those who might wonder what has happen, to those who might want to hear news regarding Of Starships and Golden Armours, but primarily to those who might want to listen.

For the past month, but primarily about two weeks, I have been going through an immense amount of emotional strain. Why? I will say it, I don't want to blame everything on something unspecified, especially as I have a certain glimmer of hope.

I have been going through a loss of someone... very, very close, over a suspicion of something I haven't done. The problem is, she has more than enough basis to be suspicious, and I have no way to prove it wasn't me.

And... and for these two weeks I've been constantly fighting to keep her, but whatever I do, the universe just seems to dump the worst possible outcome at me every single time, to the point where I'm utterly lost. I don't know what to do anymore, and yet I cannot stop trying.
At the back of my head, I have a glimmer of hope, a glimmer that maybe she will see this blog, and maybe, just maybe, this will convince her, but... I don't know what the chances are for that.

You can laugh at me all you want... you can say that I'm immature, I need to grow up, whatever. But there is truly no other person in the world I cared so much about and what I've been feeling during these two weeks showed it to me even clearer.

So... how does this concern the story...?

Well, I... I cannot imagine writing right now. In July, I just couldn't bring myself to do it, I may have been going through something of an equivalent of a writer's block, but... now I just, I can't. I can't do it. I'm really sorry, but I just can't. And I don't know when I will. It simply doesn't work. All day, every day, my mind is pretty much focused on that fight to keep her, and whenever it isn't at the center, it is at the back.

This, and a couple other events which brought me out of the zone of comfort, just... just prevented me from doing it.

It's just going insanely bad on all fronts.

The next chapter of Of Starships and Golden Armours is in the works. The beginning has already been written, but I simply cannot think to continue it right now. It will happen, but just... not now. I'm really sorry. I know that by doing it, I may be spreading my own tragedy onto you, even if only just slightly, but I just... I just can't. I can't. I'm really sorry...

I have a slight hope that she will see this, but... what are the chances of that, really?

This is Devonus, signing off for now. If anyone wants to talk, PMs are very welcome right now, and I should be available most of the time... I'm not leaving. But it really is hard right now. I am really sorry.

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Comments ( 16 )

Just worry about your life first bro. True fans can wait, so keep fighting dude. Never Stop Fighting for what you believe is right. 👍

Thanks. If you only knew what it was about... I don't want to stop and I cannot imagine stopping. But I don't know if there's hope.

You aren't the first person to tell me this, but thanks a lot for the comment. I'm just running out of people to talk to, and while I feel like none ever has a chance to substitute her, it is nice regardless. I hoped immensly that she might see this blog at least, but... honestly, it was probably kind of a vain hope from the start.

I want to keep fighting and I will, but I feel like there are just next to no weapons at all to so with anymore...

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Please... don't leave me. Please. I don't know if I have anything else to say anymore, but... please. If you want a complete brake, for a month, for two, for half a year, more, then just say a word, and I completely understand that, but please, don't end it, Nocty!

I've contacted so many people, whom I barely even knew. For the past month I've been trying so desperately for you to come back, but every time it seems there is hope, it all goes crushing down. I've exchanged hundreds of PMs, and I've been through a lot of talks.

Nocty... to this day, I'm not sure what security breaches took places; but with Fonts, we've concluded it was probably concerning email, but honestly, I don't know.

There are 700 million people on this continent, and it's larger than the United States. Your email was publicly visible on your account's main page here on Fimfiction, Nocty, and you have ~450 followers. It is enough if one of them, or even someone reading your stories or coming across your profile by accident, pasted the email into a Google login section and clicked 'login' just for fun, or to mess around, not knowing what it would cause. If they were in Europe, or even just used a VPN... this is enough for the 'suspicious activity' alert to be sent. I researched it, because I pasted what you told me into Google, and that is what comes up.

And, Nocty... if I had something to do with this, why would I not use a VPN? Why would I have told you my true whereabouts? It'd be trivial to lie, and then alerts from Europe wouldn't be a problem.
Why am I still clinging on to you and trying to repair it, after a month...? Why did I not move on, if I was a hacker?
But, Nocty... most importantly... hijacking accounts is a crime both in the United States and in Poland, as it is a type of identity theft. It is punishable, but it's hard to track these people down.
Nocty... I have shown you my face, on a nearly 30 minute long video. From many angles. If you have doubts whether it's me, listen to what I'm mentioning. If I was a hacker and wanted to do you harm... why would I openly show you my face?

Nocty... the reason I can't let go, and for which I'm still trying... it isn't because I want to seduce you or something. I've spent hours upon hours during the last month, exchanging PMs, trying to solve it all... I've dedicated all the time I could for you, and if you don't believe me, ask others. The_Darker_Fonts, Sprakle178028...
I'm clinging on, because I've never met a person I would care about more, and whom I'd like and trust as much as you. Nocty, you may know it or not, but... you're a huge part of my life... Nocty, when I said you were like family to me, I wasn't exaggerating... please. Don't go. Not permanently. I care about you more than you can realize.
...because... whether you like it or not... you've made a stupid brat from all across the world love you, and treat you like his sister, and I'm saying this absolutely literally.

I don't know how to say it, Nocty; I've tried and explained it so many times now, but... Nocty... please. I am begging you. I love you so much... not as a love interest, but basically a member of my family... this isn't about losing a friend, Nocty... it is about losing you, as a person, and it cannot ever be substituted.
Nocty... I never asked you for any personal information. Never... I explicitly told you not to give me any if you don't want to, and that still stands.
Why would I do that...? If I wanted to get to you... would it not be better for me to just say nothing...? Even if I wouldn't push for it... why would I straight up encourage you to do otherwise?
Why would I use this account to publish over a hundred thousand word long stories if I only wanted to harm you?

Nocty, it was not me. I can't give you the definitive proof, but that's as much as I can. You simply need to give me that final tinge of trust... Nocty. Please. Let's abandon email, and move back here, if that'd help. You can use a VPN, and then, even if I was normally able to and even if I wamted, I could never determine your location, and feel free to double-check anything and everything I claim here.
In fact, if there is a way to do it, I can buy you a VPN. Or... if that makes you feel uneasy, pay you back, again, if there is a way to do so. But I don't have to if you don't want to, and I can just as well not do it, and again, this is entriely your decision, truly and fully.

Nocty, I briefly mentioned back on Quotev that we might meet someday... I never meant pushing for it at all... Nocty, please! If you don't want to, I'd never push for that... you know I wouldn't because you know me, and if you have doubts, then I can PROMISE you, with all my heart and mind, on my own life and that of my family, and with God himself as a witness, that I will never, ever push for it in any way. It was just meant to say that everything might happen, but it wasn't meant to be any suggestion at all, and it won't happen if you ever have the slightest tinge of a doubt.

Please. Please. Nocty, please... you mean so much for me and I care so much. Please don't go. I beg you, I'm begging you on my knees. Please. You may think I'm exaggerating and consider me a freak, but I'm not, and I really care about you on par with my family. Nocty, I can't lose you. Please. I can't lose you, I can't, I cannot!

You once said you couldn't keep anyone... but for the past month, I've been desperately fighting to keep you! You! Not some friend, even good, that I happened to have, but YOU. You, the same person who's reading these words right now. Nocty... I care about you so much... I never realistically though you'd see this blog, but... do you think it's false? Why would it be? It isn't, Nocty... it really isn't. You're one of the most important people in my life, and I'd never ever in my life even imagine thinking about hurting you in any way... I don't know if you can, but please, try to believe me! Please, Nocty... give me another chance. Please. I promise you, in the deepest way I can, that I will never ever ask you for anything, demand anything, I will never ever do you any harm, be it physical or through the internet.

Please. Please, so much, please. You may not need me, but I do need you, Nocty! Please... if you want to cut your replies short, then so be it. If you want to take a break for even a year, just say a word... but please, please don't leave me, Nocty. Please.

Nocty... I know how your life has been... from the blog, and from our talks... I know some of the things you've been through, and even though there is surely much I know not about, I realize how hard it has been.
But, please... don't push away those who care about you. It doesn't help, Nocty. There is a difference between being careful as well as keeping yourself safe, and isolating yourself, cutting off from those who care about you most, and, even though of course unintentionally, leaving them in tears.

Please, Nocty... don't cross me out. Please. Don't end this. I know it's been hard so much, but don't make it even worse... please. I can promise you, with all my heart and mind, completely, that if you give me a chance in a few months we'll be laughing about it, and nothing will happen.

Call the police if you want to, and I understand that. I am absolutely fine with that, because maybe at least they'll find who did this, thus proving it wasn't me. But it'll embroil you in even more nerves and stress.
Nocty, you can't operate like that; I don't mean in general, but right now. You can't cut us all off for good...

Nocty, please... I care about you so much, and for me, you're more importamt than you can imagine.

Just give me a tinge of trust, Nocty.
Please. Maybe just for a while, so that we can talk a bit. But it's okay if you don't want to. Just please, please, please don't leave me, I beg you. Don't end it.

I can give you any type of identity proof you want, or proof it wasn't me. In fact, I've figured out an indentity proof that cannot be faked - labelled photos on my schools' websites. Myself and my name are the only which are repeated, which means it has to be me. If you don't trust me and think I edited the site, go back whenever you want and how frequently you want, and I guarantee it won't change and nobody will correct that, because it is correct.

Nocty... please don't barricade yourself from those who truly care about you. Don't do it... I just ask you. Please. Because these people... they really don't wish you anything bad, and most of the time, all I wished you was a big, gentle hug because you deserve one for all the stress and nerves you must be going through.

Please... it could've been anyone at all. Don't automatically assume it was me that much. Don't sever the ties completely after that. Don't do this, Nocty. Please. I ask, for myself, but others as well, as far as I know from talking with them on PMs.

For me, you've been a special person, and I cannot stop fighting to keep you, Nocty. Restrict contact... say little... tell me you want a break, and it's decided... be very, very careful. But please... don't cut yourself off. Please. Please, Nocty. Please. It's been so long. Please, don't do this. Don't end it.

Please, Nocty... consider this message, don't just reply you won't... I don't know how it looks like from there, but... please. Don't end it. Please.

Nocty, I... I love you, more than anyone. You are... basically a sister for me. Please, don't do this.

You wish me happinness, which I really do appreciate a lot, Nocty... but right now, and likely for long... this is a requirement, and I'm saying this in the most pure and full meaning of the word. I could sugercoat this. But... I don't think lying is a good idea now.

Please... give me another chance, and just a small tinge of trust again. Please, Nocty. Please. You are important to me beoynd description. Please.

Fix everything, secure everything, make sure it's alright, and come back, even after half a year, after more, but please... don't cross me out, Nocty. Please, please, please don't end it. Please.

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Thanks... thank you so much... Nocty... I promise you I don't mean you harm. I don't know how or... if I can prove it at all in a way other than just it not happening, but I really don't...

Thank you so much... I am completely in favor of leaving email if it makes you feel safer and calmer, and if it means... that we can remain friends, in the end. Maybe one day, in a few months or a year, we can come back there if we feel like it, but we may also very well never do that, and once again, it is absolutely up to you, and you will not really hear about it from now on.

You haven't written much... but it calmed me down so very much. I have anticipated so much worse... after everything that has happened during that month.
But... I have two things I want to mention... I... you see... I can't comment to you... I am blocked, and a block on FimFiction prevents any interaction at all... PMs, comments under blogs or the main page, everything... it's all impossible, as the site doesn't let me.

That... that is why I haven't reached out to you myself... I just couldn't do it, Nocty... neither could Fonts.... and he tried at least a few times.
Can we maybe get unblocked...? Please... If having an unblocked account gave me anything besides a way of contact, or I wanted to use it with ill intentions somehow, I could just register a new one and keep it hidden. And if you agreed, we could actually interact like you said... differently, we can't. Please, it doesn't change anything... I don't mind the follow that much, Nocty, as long as we can stay friends and close...

And... the second thing is... could we... could we allow PMs too? I don't want to say everything publicly... and I really need to be able to talk with you... I'm so sorry... it doesn't have to be as frequently and as expansive as it used to be, especially as we both have school now. But... please... just once every few days, and you have complete control over what and when you reply... you don't need to say anything too personal at all, ever... and... and we're still using the same site and servers as we would commenting and blogging... and it is impossible to delete sent PMs, so whenever you want, if I do something that worries you, you can show it to whoever you want at your own will.
Please, Nocty... it does not take away your safety. Really. It is just like writing a comment that nobody else can see... if you're suspicious, it doesn't allow me for anything more than writing like that, other than that it's private... please, Nocty...
No other account or service, like Google, would still be involved... you'd still be completely safe, and we could still talk... even if in a greatly limited manner. You have complete control over what you tell me, and I still stand by what I used to say and still say now: do not tell me any personal information unless you yourself want to. Even if I reveal something, do not feel even slightly obliged to compensate by doing so yourself, and if you ever have doubts, look at this message here again, and read what I said...

Please... it will still keep you safe, and it will give you one more closer friend... maybe... I'm sorry if I shouldn't say it like that now. But... I promise you I will be a good friend. I promise you, Nocty, and you will see. It wouldn't ruin your safety at all, and it would make this the best day since a month ago for me, and possibly one of the best I can remember, after all... please. I know it's scary, but please... you wouldn't lose anything or expose yourself in any way, and it would make this day among the best of all days... for me... and hopefully, evetually for you as well.

Once again, feel completely free to double-check anything and everything I've mentioned.
But please... just that... it would make this day so great, after everything that has happened. Please.

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Okay... I'm sorry it had to turn out this way... but the worst thing to do now would be to push for it, both for your and my sake.
I kinda imagined I'd pretty much spend this 'first' day PMing you, as there is quite a bit I want to say, but I guess it'll have to wait. I want to just check one thing, though...

But... eventually... can they come back? In a month or two, maybe? Please... maybe not to the capacity like they used to be, but in general... can they? So that... maybe we could try to calm all this down gradually...? Please... let's at least try, even if not yet now for a while... and still, within the confines of this website, as you want to.

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Alright... I... don't really know how to respond, to be honest... thanks, Nocty... but also... I don't know. I'm kinda glad it's being sorted out, in a way... but at the same time... it isn't nice seeing someone you care about isolate themselves from you that much...
I know you may not believe me now, and I understand that... but... try to imagine an alternate reality, in which it was truly not Devonus from FimFiction who did it, but someone else. And imagine what this boy from this alternate reality has been going through. Crying his eyes out days and nights for half the summer vacation, because his beloved basically sister left him and may never come back. I know now that you haven't completely left, but... remember that... this only changed for me yesterday, Nocty... before that, I had been told so many times that it is time to give up or that it is in vain. I did not give up, but... honestly... my hope wasn't always exactly high.

The amount of hours and PMs I dedicated for you is... staggering. If you saw some of them, you'd probably think that... I have lost my mind, and there were times when I felt like so. And... and it's hard, because... because you say how it looks like from your perspective, and... and really, I believe you... it may seem like I don't, but I really do. One of the biggest problems when trying to keep you was actually that I did understand it, thus... thus knowing you probably have all the basis to be suspicious, and that... that I really don't have proof.
The 'suspicious activity' emails I found on Google Image had on them the IP from which the security breach was attempted, although most of them looked old, so possibly outdated. But I thought about showing you my IP; I know it's the stupidest thing to do in the internet, but... believe me... after all this, I'm more than ready to do it...

This is as close to 'definitive proof' as I could think of, and if I find a way... you can expect a PM with it, as I do think it'd be something really important. But, on that topic... don't worry, I will not abuse what you've given me... honestly, it already seemed like this block would be held forever. I... this... thanks again for that, Nocty... but I won't message you that much if you don't want to now... but please... try to consider... not necessarily now yet, but...

But... I'm digressing a lot, anyway... I mean to say, that... from my perspective... it really is hard, because it looks like... like a random cataclysm.
Again, just try to imagine, or if you don't believe me, once again in an alternate universe. Because... for a month now I've been sitting here, brainstorming with quite a few other people not only what to do, but even what might've happened, as we barely had a clue. To this day, I do not really know. The reason why I assume it was an attempted Google sign-in is that that's what I think is most probable; after searching 'suspicious activity was found' in Google, the first thing that comes up is Google Support concerning the 'suspicious sign-in prevented' emails (once again, if you have doubts, feel free to check yourself). I don't know though if after receiving something like this, you would word it that way... I probably wouldn't myself...

From my perspective, I didn't know what was going on, and after contacting you on Quotev briefly back then... just... just for a while, Nocty, try to imagine it...
From my perpective, I know for a fact I had nothing to do with whatever it was. Even if I wanted to, I couldn't, because my IT knowledge is very minimal, only augmented by what I read on the internet, and even then nothing ever seems to work. And that is ommitting the fact that I would never want to...

I know that this probably sounds like a traditional villain trying to justify themselves, but... what other thing can I do? I can say other things that make it less probable, like...
I've had this Fimfiction account for two years now, about the same time as you... as far as I'm concerned, there's never been any report against me here, and... once again... feel free to ask anyone from staff, as I will give them permission to share that data, if they need it... I was never very active, but I have talked with some people. When I met you, that was... probably one of my most active moments here, and maybe it kind of helped me gather enough courage to message you at all... I don't know... this 'most active' period wasn't really all that active either, to tell the truth.
But my stories were getting reviewed, I was in the middle of writing a long novel, which as of now is 108K words long (somehow, to the word!) and is only just the beginning of what I want to write...
Why would I use such an account, now, randomly, without indication, to try and get to you and harm you? Why you specifically? There have been other people before, even if not much, who I could try and get closer to... granted, it isn't really all that easy... but assuming I'm just a hacker and faker, I could. And why, after cutting all contact for so long, do I still persist...? There are other people, Nocty... and... if I wanted to... you know... get to you... then... why did I not try that with Sparkle178028, who... I've even been in contact with in efforts to keep you, Nocty... Why did I never ever do anything suspicious... basically at all... Ask anyone, in the comments of any of my stories, blogs, the main page... ask admins.

Why would I... randomly, essentially... suddenly decide to get to you, refuse to let go despite... pretty much no chance remaining from the perspective of then and there - and better even, reach out to other people in my efforts, from newcomers, like Sprakle, to experienced users, and spread my case of committing a crime everywhere instead of keeping it confidential, and then show you my face, to... why exactly? Why would I do that...? I know you didn't get this video, so I guess you have no proof I sent it... but you will get it, or at least I'll try, for you to feel even just slightly safer while interacting with me, in whatever way... be it right now, or in the future...

Why would I randomly start commiting crimes, leading to serious crimes, out of nothing, cling on to specifically you despite it making little sense anymore... and then give you the most complete way of identifying and locating me.

Nocty... I know so well that it can be suspicious... that it probably really is... but please. Do not assume it was me... very well assume it might've been, of course, and be careful, keeping your guard up... but... don't concentrate your defense on me... don't essentially... decide that it must've been me... because... Nocty, I know this, you can't know this, but... you do know, deep down, that... it really... it didn't have to be me... or at least I pray that you do.

I've said it a lot already, but... this is once again: please Nocty, don't push those who care about you away.
I am not the author of these words; The_Darker_Fonts is, but... but I agree with them, and they really do fit...

And... and it is hard to say that because I know some of the things you've been through, and that it might very well really look suspicious from your perspective, and... and with all that... I'd never hold anything against you for doing this, as it is just being careful... but...

At first, on Quotev, you said you were just waiting to see what happens and being careful that way... I don't know if that was enough, and I don't know if it was the good thing to do, but... it was being careful as well... my... my point isn't to critique any of these approaches at all, but... but rather to show you how different they can be.

Do not cut yourself off from others, Nocty... and please, as hard as I can I beg you... do not cut yourself off from me...

Nocty... I... there really is a very special reason I stuck with it and fought on for an entire month, despite... not the best prospects... to say the least... this reason is that... is that... remember that I used to call you the best friend I've ever had...? Through all this, there were some amazing people... really nice, and really compassionate, who supported me a lot during this month.

But none of them came close to claiming that title.

Yes, that... that means that despite everything... that statement still stands. You are my best friend ever... even if I'm not yours, which I don't have to be, you are mine.

Nocty... I've been thinking so much about a way to tell you this again without it sounding fake, but ultimately, I've got none... but... for me, you are special... really. For your character, and how you are... do you really think a predator would care about that so much?

But this isn't something I can describe... you are simply really special to me, Nocty. I'd never do anything to you... please. You are basically my sister to me, and you can assume however hard you want that this statement is figurative, exaggerated, or even that it's a lie, but it's not, it's neither, not in the slightest, and at least I know that full well. Nocty... I love you and I only ever wished you good, the only thing I wished to do was to protect you... please, give me a chance to prove it to you.

Because... Nocty, I know the next paragraph might sound harsh, suspicious, and all sorts of strange at best. But please, Nocty, just for the duration of the next few paragraphs... please, just for that while, give me a little bit of trust.

Nocty... I really know how hard it has been... or at least, I understand that it really, really has been... I really do. I know that you're only trying to protect yourself as best as you can, so that what you've been through doesn't repeat... you simply want it not to happen again.
But... by doing this... you're not only protecting yourself from harm, Nocty... but... but causing it... to others, sometimes a lot, to yourself as well. You don't want to go through it all again... then please, Nocty... don't cast people who want to protect you and care about you away... because they, we, really, really do. Don't throw that away, Nocty... please, don't throw that away. For all these people, who I am among, you are a friend, really worth protecting... Nocty, we really are here only to help... not just me, but all of us. But we... we all need you as well, Nocty... please don't do this. Don't isolate yourself. Don't...
One jerk trying to hijack your account doesn't make everyone on the internet evil... one jerk trying to hijack your account does not make me evil.
Do you... do you remember that boy talking with you in the middle of July...? Nocty... you feel like that person may never have really existed... but the truth is... he did, exactly how he was back then and there. Do you remember him...? It is the exact same boy now writing these very words to you... not changed, not evil, really not dangerous, Nocty... this is the exact same person, who's grown attached to you so much that he cannot let go... please, Nocty... try to understand it, and please, please give me a chance to prove it.
It probably seems like I'm pushing you to give away your safety, but... no, not at all. You would not be giving away your safety, Nocty... like I had said, risk wouldn't grow... it wouldn't... I would have no more access to anything than I do now, and you could still show the messages to anyone if you felt the need...

And... I also have one question on a bit of a different topic... I sent two PMs to you today, both on the same thread, one that - one message earlier - also contains the video I told you about. Did you receive them...?
I just... if you didn't receive the video, I'm just wondering if everything's working from the technical side...

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But Nocty... I agreed... I agreed to what you want, I don' want you to feel pushed... I'm sorry... I'm sorry if I said something... why... Please, answer me... why? Why did you block me again...

You said we could continue being friends, just in a very limited way, and for now, even more limited...
You said you wouldn't end it... please don't do it... please, please.

Please... allow just that... please unblock me... please... I only sent those PMs to check if it worked... please allow just that...

I am sorry, I really am... please... I was so happy you unblocked me, please don't take it away. Please... just that.

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I'm sorry if I was too fast... I'll not be anymore. Please, just lift the block... only that. I barely even used it... I only wanted you to see the video... what did I do? Please. At least tell me. Unblocking me would only allow what you said we can do... I won't abuse PMs. I promise you that I won't, and that I'll limit them greatly, like you said you wished us to.

Just that. I am not asking for more... please.

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Please don't do this... at least this. Please.

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Wow. I'd believe him right away. Especially if he were my best friend. All that effort... Wow.

Nocturnalis must be going through a hard time to not listen to him.

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