A deep need

So Cozy Glow is an allegory for me in the story and I understand that... It has also come to my attention that I appear to be giving her everything I once needed in my life? It's almost like I'm caring for her, well me in the story? Although the latest bombshell I dropped while writing yesterday kinda blew my mind, even though it really all makes sense when I think about it? I mean, I faced that demon alone! I almost didn't make it when I think about it, but my body seems very tough and I have a high poison tolerance? As such, I am still very much alive and am now writing this tale!