• Member Since 15th Mar, 2014
  • offline last seen 2 hours ago


hello i am the lesbian

More Blog Posts321

  • Monday
    everyone on frozen ig attacking me for shipping elsa with honeymaren

    so far ive had multiple people comment "ew", "no," or even curse at me in russian (?) and multiple people telling me that if i keep the post up ill get attacked by jelsa shippers (jack frost/elsa) which? honestly? getting attacked by a bunch of 13 year olds in the instagram comments section doesn't scare me one bit

    Read More

    0 comments · 1 views
  • 3 weeks
    moving on from my little pony, finding other things to write about

    im going to be honest. a few weeks ago, i took a big trash bag and dumped all of my MLP collection from over the years into a giant donation bag. i dont really need a giant shelf full of mlp memorabilia that will never be worth anything more than a few bucks.

    Read More

    0 comments · 21 views
  • 3 weeks
    the most cursed image youll ever have seen

    i took an ugly photo of myself from childhood and thought, hmm this reminds me of the face in the moon. so i photoshopped that photo into the moon.

    firstly, this is the photo. can we talk about how much of an absoulute gremlin i was as a child? i look like ive smoked crack all my life

    Read More

    0 comments · 17 views
  • 4 weeks
    getting an appledash tattoo (not impulsively)

    so, i turned 18 last week, and now that tattoo shops are opening... i am thinking of a tattoo once again. I already have a few tattoos but theyre all shitty stick n pokes. i would ideally like to get them covered up, and im starting a job soon (if they hire me) so I could save up for a few good tattoos. i have narrowed it down and my little pony is the thing ive liked the most consistently

    Read More

    0 comments · 6 views
  • 5 weeks
    just want to go to university now, want to get out of america

    idk if ive talked about this but im going to japan in april of 2021 and everyone mocks me when i say i want to get out of this country asap but??? why should i stay?? riots??? worst coronavirus????? racism??? HOMOPHOBIA??? lack of good television???? boring language????? everyone in this country uses facebook for some ungodly reason??? gross rude people that mock you in public??? rude cashiers

    Read More

    0 comments · 13 views

leaving the LDS church, drinking monster and why does it taste like beer? · 9:34pm May 23rd

hi, ive been doing stuff like making my bedroom into an office for studying. also trying to figure out who i am before i ultimately plunge into adulthood on may 30th.

i am having a horrible time keeping my testimony strong when church isnt around to brainwash me every week. i need affirmation that i belong constantly and nobody is giving that to me anymore so i feel out of place. but, i really love my friends, and id like to be like they are (super devoted to the gospel) but honestly i just like drinking caffeine and smoking weed a lot so i can never really be equal to them in faithfulness.

speaking of energy drinks i tried monster today and it tastes... strangely like beer? i like redbull because it tastes like pepto bismol but if pepto bismol didnt taste like chalk crap. monster has the same appeal in the first intial taste but as it enters your mouth theres a weird expired wine taste.

i am trying my best.

Report kittyhasnosoul · 56 views ·
Join our Patreon to remove these adverts!
Comments ( 5 )

What beer are you drinking that it tastes like Monster?! I drink beer, but I hate Monster.

I don't quite understand the LDS view against caffeine, but alcohol and weed are still points of contention within Christian groups. While the jury is still out on weed, in regards to drinking, some ban it out rightly while others take a more nuanced approach.

What my parents taught me about drinking was it was something to be enjoyed. You have a drink with family and friends at gatherings, and, generally, with a meal. Never is drinking to be done to the point, or sole purpose, of intoxication.

Weed is kinda a new thing, so there's a still a wide debate as to handle it. Though, in general, it could be agreed upon to enjoy in moderation and not become so baked that you become incapacitated.

In all, it boils down to what your reasons are for doing it. God gave us many pleasures in this world, with the provision that we enjoy them in their own time. Trouble arises when we focus too much on these pleasures and not the one who gave them to us. What often follows is we begin rely on the pleasures to satisfy or fulfill us, as opposed to relying on God to satisfy all our needs.

Thus, if it's for recreation, or a celebration, then it's fine in moderation. If you find it's something you're doing out of a dependency, then you may have a problem.

That all said, just from a health standpoint, given what I've gathered about your age, none of this is really stuff you should be doing. May want to cut back, do some study and research, and go on from there.

Totally agree with this. (Of course, I say this as someone who believes strongly that there's no reason to drink if it doesn't taste like dessert. I'm a cocktails kinda girl. :pinkiehappy: )

I'll add to this that while I have no problem with anyone enjoying any of these substances, I have known people who admitted that they felt like too much weed in their youth (late teens and early 20s) stunted their development. Like, they felt like it blunted or helped them avoid experiences that other people were having, so when they were older their friends all seemed to be able to handle things like paying bills and managing relationships, and they couldn't.

So, that's something to keep in mind. You might want to make sure substances aren't preventing you from fully being involved in your life, especially while you're trying to figure out/discover who you are.


I say this as someone who believes strongly that there's no reason to drink if it doesn't taste like dessert

You'd get along well with my mom and sister. I don't mind the occasional sweet drink (I can't stand overly sweet stuff), but I'm also more likely to abuse it.

Easier to drink more than you mean to if it tastes like fruit juice.

Totally fair, though it tends to be more expensive and/or time consuming than grabbing a beer or glass of wine or straight shot (cocktails are expensive, or else you have to buy and mix the right things) so it's harder to do casually. But at a party or open bar, yeah, it's easier to go over your limit.

Hahah i agree with this because having too much concentrated marijuana lit awakened my genetic schizophrenia, i feel like if i hadnt gotten into psychedelics i wouldnt be needing to take antipsychotics to be normal. but at the same time they also helped me with stuff caused by autism, so i guess its a mixed bag depending on who you are :pinkiehappy:

I've never had beer but I've had wine that was expired, and tbh i dont really drink alcohol. maybe it was an expired monster, i did get it from the back of a walmart.

i wont be doing anything bad once I go to university since its all illegal in Japan, and looked down upon.

Login or register to comment
Join our Patreon to remove these adverts!