Stuff and stuff · 5:46pm Apr 21st, 2020
I know, I haven't updated anything in weeks. I am aware, but recently we've run out of emergency funds so we're rolling off onto unemployment checks to keep afloat and school's been piling up work on top of everything I've been trying to get done. I want to scream and punch something but there's no time to do so and no funds to fix anything I'd break in my stupidity.
Ouch man, that sucks I'm sorry
I hope things get better for you soon
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I hope things get better for everyone, we're all going through shit but no matter how bad I think it is, my bitching never feels justified because someone definitely has it worse but no matter how much I try to internalize it I can't help but fucking cry.
I feel pathetic.
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Well, if a woman is raped, there's surely a worse way she could have been violated. Does that mean she's not justified to be traumatized by it?
It's all good my dude, just because worse things happen to other people doesn't mean it's unnecessary to vent about it. Trust me, every day of mine is a waking pain and I've just gotten used to it. Never once, however, did I console myself or feel guilty because "someone has it worse". It's bad for me, and it shouldn't be, so therefore I must find a way to fix it.
weed helpsBut this whole pandemic showed how stupid America is, and as it continues we're seeing less of "for the sake of safety" and more of "how far can we (the governing bodies) push unconstitutional, authoritarian actions". People shouldn't be suffering the way they do over this, 22mil+ unemployment claims should have never happened. You're perfectly alright to feel awful about this, because it is awful, and the overblown reaction was beyond stupid.