I'm ruined · 12:24pm Apr 11th, 2020
You probably remember when I told you what happened on that Polish equivalent of Fimfiction. You know, this Demon's Child affair. This situation... It almost completely destroyed me. The work on the rewriting of Episode I is delayed a lot, because... I just feel bad. Very, very bad. During that affair, I was treated as the worst possible shit, like a person who doesn't deserve to be treated like a normal person. And that's just because they think the Demon's Child failed. Every day, I try to force myself to do these remasters. I barely renewed Chapter 8. It took me a long time. I'm starting to wonder if I can do the remaster at all and if I can translate it. And whether I'm going to continue to write at all. I really don't know what to think about it. For the time being, I'm going to do what I can to keep it going. But I don't know if I can do it. It could happen that the depression will consume me to the end and I'll quit my hobby.
That's all for today. Bye and thank you for being with me.
Aw dude don't be harsh on yourself and say you're less then what you are. I mean honestly if written something that you think sucks then so what. That's not an excuse to put yourself down like that I mean if you read my first story you'd see my grammar sucks balls. But does that stop me from writing?
The answer is no I suck it up accept my faults and try again and try to do better. Granted I still suck at grammer but I'm still working to improve it so you shouldn't give up either.
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I didn't say that DCH sucks. They did. But as I said, those people on this Polish Fimfiction treated me like trash and they focused just on that to destroy me than on criticism.
I'm not gonna give up, but sometimes I'm afraid I'll not manage too.
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Ah I see.
I also received some pretty hurtful comments too when I was starting out. And if I'm being honest here they made me cry I almost considered giving up. Luckily I had family who helped motivate me to continue turns out the right words can inspire others to move mountains.
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You know, the thing is Polish site of MLP Fandom is really toxic and radioactive. They said very, very awful things about me.
The English site of MLP Fandom is... 70% more normal. Believe me, I know what I'm saying.
Well, the best advice I can give, despite my limited time in this world, is to look at this in terms of value. Is anything they've said helped move your writing forward? If not, then their words are useless, and if you remain strong and continue to hone your craft, then their words will always be useless.
stary, nie poddawaj się i miej głęboko w poważaniu tych co mówią i piszą o tobie źle, pizda i byle do przodu..., Wesołych Świąt tobie oraz twojej famili życzę...
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Spróbuję. I tobie też życzę wesołych świąt :)
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You're right, but this affair was really huge. I guess I must do one year break from Demon's Child, and focus on The Chosen One in 100%, and try to forget about that mean people.
Well friend, know that if they try and break you down, we'll be here to keep your together.
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Thanks.
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Agreed