Dark place

Well, damn. I know i am not really that hell of a writer, considering the amount of chapters i have released. I just want to get this off my chest, because, god damn, this really, really hurts.

So, my father, when i asked him to pay the child support (I am 23 and by the law, when i am still a student, he should pay it till i am 25), told me that he does not believe i am still a student. Needless to say, during this god triple damned pandemic, i can't just go to the student office to get the proof i am still a student. I asked him if it means that i am only his son when i am "worthy" and if am not not, should i die from hunger and ended the phone call. Today, i woke up to the great sum of (oh my!) 15 god damn bucks (50 PLN). I did not really expect him to give shit, to be honest, but this? this is like a slap to the face. I know i might sound stupid, i know i might sound just plain ungrateful.
I just really needed to get this off my chest, like i said.

Crusty King out.