Accepting my life! · 5:28am Mar 8th, 2020
So I think that I have come to terms with my life. I have accepted every obstacle that has been thrown at me and I have defied them. I have failed myself and fallen far from where I was. My epilepsy has come back in full force most likely and it is putting a strain on my relationship with my fiance. I have no idea what to do as I finally realize that epilepsy can't be beaten. All my life I just wanted to live a normal life but I have now realized that is impossible. I will never live a normal life. Epilepsy is my curse and my monster.I am not as strong as I initially thought and it lead to a whole slew of problems. I don't exactly know what to do now. I still think that I can keep going but what's the point if my epilepsy will always be there? I have been at my lowest point in my life recently and I
don't know what to do? I just don't want to suffer anymore. I have fought my entire for years but now it has hit me hard. Epileps suffer day and night for the rest of their life if they don't grow out of epilepsy. I have suffered from epilepsy which brings on depression, anxiety, mood disorders, and personality disorders. I can't even remember anything about my childhood or my past. All I can go on is my actions in the present. I help people because I don't want to see them suffer like how I suffer and I don't want people to forget about the idea of doing the right thing. When I am gone I want people to remember me. I have suffered through so much pain and misery. I want everyone here to help people in need. If you have any respect for me and what I stand for then please help people how ever you can.
I woah hey don’t do anything crazy
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Don't worry I won't it's just hard to deal with epilepsy.
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I can imagine it is I’m here for ya ok if you wanna talk I’m here dude on here or on Xbox anytime
All I can do is give you my best wishes.
Always cherish the best moments of you life and remember them when times are hard. I also have mild epilepsy.
Best of luck with life, my friend.
Things won't be easy, but nothing worth doing ever is. Working on your health is going to be endless work, but it's work worth doing.