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AkumaKami64


Insane, Reality-Warping Chaos God? Warring and Reunniting Siisters of the Day and Night? Vague backstories? How was I suppose to resist? My Patreon!

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  • 90 weeks
    My Grandma is dead

    ….My Grandma passed away today.....Literally everything that could go wrong did.

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My Grandma is dead · 5:03pm Mar 7th, 2020

….My Grandma passed away today.....Literally everything that could go wrong did.

Okay, confession time. I have no job. I spent my entire teenage and young adult life terrified of the idea that if I got a job, I'd come out to find out she died because I wasn't there. After she got sick a year ago, that seemed more than justified.

Why am I telling you all this? Because as of now....I'm lost. I have no idea what to do or what's going to happen. So, no more updates of anything for....a long time, obviously. If I go silent for more than half year straight, I'm probably homeless, at best.

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Oh no........I'm so sorry. I wish the best for you and your family.
Rest in peace.

Really sorry to hear, my condolences.

I really hope things work out for you. Please stay safe

My condolences. Take care of yourself.

I mean, on the one hand, that sucks. And what sucks even more was that the first thing I thought of was "now you have to find a new excuse to stay unemployed" because it's a reminder that our own brains are rotten traitors. I'm not quite enough of an asshole to say something like that out loud without a disclaimer to the tune of not being enough of an asshole to say something like that out loud. Especially in this case, because my only excuse is that Canada has a functioning welfare/disability system so it's easier to just be extremely frugal than to obtain the several years of job experience that even supposed "entry-level" positions are said to require. (Note the "extremely frugal" part; any sudden expenses are potentially disastrous and that's with a medical system that doesn't expect me to shell out thousands of dollars for a papercut)

god bless you and your family

Oof. :( I'm so sorry for you and your grandma. I know that feeling well.

May your grandmother find peace in heaven.
Though as for you take this as not a tragedy, but as a wake up to how you made yourself so badly venerable to events that are out of our control. Ask some family for help to find a place to live, find an occupation that you are most qualified for and that you enjoy. After all that please return and continue writing these wonderful labors of written beauty.

Aw man, I'm sorry dude. If there's anything we can do to help, please let us know.

My deepest condolences I am deeply sorry for your loss

You know that some people can have writing as their job rigth? You just need to be good enough that people want to donate to you.

It however could be more stable to actually get employed somewhere. What do you think you are good at? What do you like to do? and try to find something where those skills and passions are beneficial.

Dude, I lost my grandpa under similar circumstances. First of all, even though I know how hollow it sounds, I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. May she rest in peace.

Take your time man. Doesn't matter how long it takes, real life comes before anything else. We'll all be here patiently waiting for your return.

Good luck out there man. Also, about the job aspects, if writer or journalist doesn't sound good, I think you'd make an excellent screen/script writer.

Comment posted by AFighterByAnyOtherName deleted Mar 9th, 2020

My condolences. I.... Know what it feels like.

Dang. I feel you. I can't say I know how you feel, or that I've been in that situation before. However, I empathize. I'll keep you in my prayers. Good luck, and have hope.

NmB

Sorry to hear that Mate, I know how painful it is, May she Rest In Peace.

I wish the best of luck to you in these moments now &
to your grandmother in her journey through the afterlife.

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